just_m3h's manga / #Suicidal(3)

1, 3: Story about Youji, an amateur manga artist, and how he falls for Sawa, his sepai who always wears gloves for an unknown reason. The story was incredible. And incredibly painful. Yaoi rarely deal with issues like self harm and trauma well, but this was amazing. I wish them all the happiness. 5 2, 4: Suo and Minato meet online as bl fanfic writer and fan artist. Once they meet irl, their bond strengthens and Suo eventually realizes he is in love with Minato. Only, Minato has been in love with him for just as long, if not longer. So much pain in their desperation, but so heartwarming and sweet, too. Suo will never ever know how much he saved Minato. Lord. This child needed that break. 4.7 The entire collection has such depth and evokes the strangest sense of nostalgia. Bittersweet but heavy on the sweet, and heartbreakingly beautiful.

Seoyoo (omega), alone in the world after his brother passed away in an accident, was contemplating suicide on a deserted bridge when a reckless rich kid without a driver's license came careening into the railing. Soon enough, Seoyoo finds his life full of the kid and his scary looking brother, Seonghoon (alpha). My poor baby. Seoyoo's sense of selfworth is so low, my God. Did he have NO positive reinforcement growing up, ffs?! At least he's got that café owner to be his friend, now (suspicious, though he may be). I also love his relationship with the kid. I feel so bad for him, though. His uncle is a piece of shit, his exes are the absolute worst. Honestly, he's had such a hard life. I really, really want to be happy about Seknghoon's presence in his life. It seems like he would do anything make him happy. But that's also the problem... he really would do anything... 5 Edit: Ch 33. It's still phenomenally good

A story that I can't stop reading. Heartbreaking isekai about abuse, depression and suicide. But also about hope and love. Since the last update is about her barely surviving her second suicide attempt (the first one landed her in the alternate dimension), the wait for the update where she opens her eyes is killing me. Edit: She's woken up, and most of the way out of the woods. And! And she's giving the magician so muchbhope that I just want to believe T.T Please! Let it be Aiden! They're so perfect together Ch 62