just_m3h's manga / #Insecurity(43)

It's all right *shrugs*

One night stand between veterinary actor and budding star developes into a relationship. I have a huge soft spot for this uke. He was insecure, but not in a way that frustrated me. I sympathised with him, for his history and the mark it left on his psych. The seme was pretty likable, after the initial abrasiveness.

Fluff with a serving of angst and extra miscommunication. This is the one where the uke who's in love with his old friend is jealous of the openly gay friend at uni. Also the one where the ex pesters the uke over phone.

My eyes are puffy, man. Puffy! I was just thinking, how many times must it have been drilled into his psyche, before he was so utterly convinced that he was inferior to his brother to such a degree, where even an accidental meeting would result in him thinking that Mizusawa would prefer Hajime over himself (Makoto). As for Hajime, I feel bad for him too. Being hated by your peers is horrible, of course. And for no good reason too. But when it's your sibling, it's gotta hurt a whole lot more. At least, I would feel worse

1: Yuma happens to peek over Souta's shoulder out of curiosity (they go to the same university), to discover him reading bl. Soon, the simple friendship that sprung from the incident starts to metamorphose. 5* 2: Infirmary sensei believes himself to be a sadist but is slowly disabused of that notion. 4* 3: Satou has formed a strange physical relationship with Sonoda, whom he places on too high a pedestal, making Sonoda quite troubled. 4* 4: Sometimes in yaoi, the straight friend you fall for just doesn't return your feelings. It doesn't make it anyone's fault. A very realistic little story. 5*. Overall: 4.5*

2: disillusioned ex honour student meets old classmate and learns to love (most importantly himself) again 5*

1: Kousaka gets outed by his vicious ex but Matsuoka, his co-worker from the restaurant, ends up asking him out because of it. 5* 80: Previously gloomy Mio returns six months after high school graduation, with a more happy go lucky attitude, to pursue his old love, Ryoutarou. 4* 126: You cut off all contact with his friend Shinji because he could not bear his unrequited feelings of love anymore. However, hope comes in the form of a fated meeting, three years later. 4* I actually really loved them all. But some of them were too short to be substantial.

First: Uke annoyed me. Stop projecting your thoughts onto others. He's always been quite straight forward about what he wanted 3* Middle: The manager be some young mster for sure, I agree! 4* Last: Amasaka is so precious and just pretty much an alien, he's so painfully oblivious. Luck, the seme's crazy in love 5 *++