BeMyLover's manga / #yaoi(258)

Shame♡Application

Complete | fujoking | 2000 released

Exotic Love

Complete | Geumgi, Lee Gyong, TR | 2019 released

I did enjoy the read of Jaehan and Heegyeom but I found myself pretty turned off by Jaehan as a character most times. He was beyond brutal and honestly down right cruel to most people around him even Heegyeom: like his relationship with Taewoon is honestly sad; that man obviously just wants what's best for him but all he ever did was beat the bricks off him at times or just yell at him. And the whole scheme he did that destroyed Heegyeoms acting career was so juvenile and stupid. He also sent that man to jail cause he figured out he not only was gay but liked him. Like what

Lover Boy

Complete | Zec,제크 | 2016 released
2023-08-30 06:24 marked

Heat and Run

Complete | Hong Ssona | 2000 released

I change my tune... it's not as fun as remember it being. Especially Matthew ... omegaverses always prove me right why I truly don't care for them

Paid(Fujoking)

Complete | Fujoking | 2000 released
2023-09-14 06:24 marked

I did enjoy Paid, the pacing could have been fleshed a little cleaner. I wanted to know more about HeeGyum as a character then this mysterious asshole. Sure we got some decent glimpses of his distaste for his brother but I want to see him do it, mostly everything except the one scene where he calls HeeJae a "half-wit" was done in flashbacks, I wanted to see him more cunning and callous. It would have made me truly fall into HeeJae shoes. Also, I'm not a fan of allowing HeeJae to be so damn forgiving because he loves Taekyung. I'm not saying I didn't want this ending, I did but I needed Taekyung to gravel more, earn his way into HeeJae life again not a few tears and HeeJae just brushing it off. That man plotted this revenge for years, he was planning to ruin HeeJae, he slept with him, used him, then to add fuel to the fire he locked him up in a mental institution! Like that's not something most people can just hug out... Also I get HeeJae is a bit slower then others and it's for HaHa's but he I was hoping to really see him break a bit after finding out a man I began to trust and open himself to emotionally and physically was plotting on him and his life and then locked him up. He needed that moment to realize he can't just rely on others to get by, he needed that moment to really push him into his next phase. This would have been a good point to have HeeJae disappear to better himself and let Taekyung grow and wallow for a bit. Over all I enjoyed it and found myself entertained for the most part.

Black Mirror

Complete | Muhwa,Wrist | 2000 released

I enjoyed Black Mirror and definitely found it a bit disturbing but I feel like I'm not following the mirror aspect. So is it saying that it's not just Yeon and Jun being connected but other people as well? Like there's the hidden/disturbing secret world where people have these alter forms for their darkest desires? It's cool idea but I don't know, maybe I would have liked it had it only been just these two instead of the world. In a small way takes away from their pain. Also thank you God Hyunjoo and her sister didn't come. That would've sucked. Also wanted the coach to be meaner in the end. Would have made his death more compelling but overall I enjoyed it

Love So Pure

Complete | PlanB | 2000 released

Absolutely my favorite Yaoi! The feels!!!!! I adored every single character! It was written very well and I can't help but want to start over again and reread. I will have to say Daeshik is my #1 then JiHyun is a close #2! Daeshik was a mood and honestly the greatest person. He's weird, forward, honest, and the cutest. I absolutely understand why Yosef always wanted to devour him lol. Love so Pure is chefs kiss

Dine With a Vampire

Complete | PANGIN, PINKO | 2000 released

I adora Soo In and Chi Hwan, I found them the perfect opposites attract and I'm not gonna lie; I saw this getting dark than what it ended as which is still a sweet twist in my book. Because Sung Ha definitely would have been tied in a basement for the amount of years he abused Soo In. God I always hate self looting as people that can't accept themselves so they hurt and beat on someone who honestly loves them. It's such a cowardly way to live. And I honestly felt sad for Joo Hyun, because he was stuck between a rock and a hard place and made a terrible decision to protect Chi Hwan which costed him everything. I wished there was a small forgiveness on both his and Chi Hwans part for their lack of understanding of one another. Especially with the fact Joo Hyun was being raped repeatedly and he was left to pick up the pieces. Either way I liked that as long as Soo In is alive they can live happily ever after but that small dark idea that if he dies Chi Hwan will live on in misery is a bittersweet addition.

Rafael X Edan

Complete | Hwim | 2021 released
2023-10-03 10:19 marked

Pearl Boy

Complete | Inking,Zoy | 2000 released

I fucking love Dooshik and Jooha; Dooshik is literally a breath of fresh air man! To have man love you unconditionally without set backs has to make your jump. Before he even loved Jooha he knew he deserved love and protection and I adore never once did the author try and make it seem like he was truly in it for the pearls, it was always just Jooha and I commend her for that Ever character was great to read even fuck Pilwon though he and the twins made me sick. They were all a perfect sense of twisted and destruction put together. I could absolutely read this again and again!