BeMyLover's manga / #romance(133)

I can say for sure this is by far my favorite romantic/melodrama BL manga I've read in a long time. I loved every moment with each character except for Young Dei (I have my reasons). I enjoyed how much Yoon, Taejoo or Taejung (the manga kept changing it), and Kwon-Ju were as individuals and lovers. I adored how well spoken all of them were and all of their reactions were correct, honest, heart breaking, and honestly fulfilling to read. It's so hard to find BL Mangas that take the time to let you grasp the characters as a whole. The situation from the beginning was devastating to read and how it unfolds encapsulates how hard losing and letting go of love can be. I could absolutely read this again and all honesty if this ever takes off in popularity I would love to have a series about this. And my distaste for Young Seo is simple. I do not hate him for loving Taejoo and I do not hate him for wanting to hold onto a man he watch break over and over again and just as he puts him together the one person that could do it again comes back. I hate him as a individual, I am not fond of those the cling so endlessly to what's already not truly yours that you lose yourself in the making. You could argue that Yoon was also clingy but you would be over looking that fact this man was in a coma for 5 years and that 5 years felt like yesterday to him. Young Seo was carelessly mean to a man that just wanted his life back and was just grasping his new reality that will never be. If he had just accepted that Taejoo was his in that moment and push his selfish feelings to the side he would have probably been able to salvage his relationship but that's also assuming Taejoo would have stay anyway of course. Anyway I highly recommend

It was a comforting read. I enjoyed my time with Yeowoon/Ed and Glenn/Creed. It was a sweet ride into the relationship and the sex scenes felt...real honestly. Something about the way the looked at one another felt real. The only thing that sucked was Chang Liu, I hated that instead of finally maturing and just admitting his feelings for Yeowoon like a good man, he resorted to SA him. Like ugh...such a stain of what could have been a bittersweet ending to his one sided affection. Like his grandmother being cruel to him sucked but for him to do that to the only person by his side showed how cruel he really is. Other then that, it was a enjoyable read!

I did enjoy Paid, the pacing could have been fleshed a little cleaner. I wanted to know more about HeeGyum as a character then this mysterious asshole. Sure we got some decent glimpses of his distaste for his brother but I want to see him do it, mostly everything except the one scene where he calls HeeJae a "half-wit" was done in flashbacks, I wanted to see him more cunning and callous. It would have made me truly fall into HeeJae shoes. Also, I'm not a fan of allowing HeeJae to be so damn forgiving because he loves Taekyung. I'm not saying I didn't want this ending, I did but I needed Taekyung to gravel more, earn his way into HeeJae life again not a few tears and HeeJae just brushing it off. That man plotted this revenge for years, he was planning to ruin HeeJae, he slept with him, used him, then to add fuel to the fire he locked him up in a mental institution! Like that's not something most people can just hug out... Also I get HeeJae is a bit slower then others and it's for HaHa's but he I was hoping to really see him break a bit after finding out a man I began to trust and open himself to emotionally and physically was plotting on him and his life and then locked him up. He needed that moment to realize he can't just rely on others to get by, he needed that moment to really push him into his next phase. This would have been a good point to have HeeJae disappear to better himself and let Taekyung grow and wallow for a bit. Over all I enjoyed it and found myself entertained for the most part.

Absolutely my favorite Yaoi! The feels!!!!! I adored every single character! It was written very well and I can't help but want to start over again and reread. I will have to say Daeshik is my #1 then JiHyun is a close #2! Daeshik was a mood and honestly the greatest person. He's weird, forward, honest, and the cutest. I absolutely understand why Yosef always wanted to devour him lol. Love so Pure is chefs kiss ️

I adora Soo In and Chi Hwan, I found them the perfect opposites attract and I'm not gonna lie; I saw this getting dark than what it ended as which is still a sweet twist in my book. Because Sung Ha definitely would have been tied in a basement for the amount of years he abused Soo In. God I always hate self looting as people that can't accept themselves so they hurt and beat on someone who honestly loves them. It's such a cowardly way to live. And I honestly felt sad for Joo Hyun, because he was stuck between a rock and a hard place and made a terrible decision to protect Chi Hwan which costed him everything. I wished there was a small forgiveness on both his and Chi Hwans part for their lack of understanding of one another. Especially with the fact Joo Hyun was being raped repeatedly and he was left to pick up the pieces. Either way I liked that as long as Soo In is alive they can live happily ever after but that small dark idea that if he dies Chi Hwan will live on in misery is a bittersweet addition.

My heart! Oh they have my ️ and I don't want it back. I can't believe how damn cute Yechan is and how much I was just like Sun Yool and would give him the world. This was such a sweet and easy to digest story after all the insanity I have read lately. The best I can describe my love for Chan x Yool is like having lemonade on the hottest day in summer. It sweet and citrus and oh so refreshing!