tan's manga / #drama(65)

The uke's attitude more than mad, it makes me pretty sad. It was so frustrating knowing that even the seme was confused about his real feelings. After reading his POV finding an excuse wasn't correct, so I'm just glad he actually knew what he do was wrong and tried to change it -after a lot of cold treatment.  Also Igarashi's love for himself is null, and he should work about knowing he is a human being that deserves respect and good treatmen, because even if we know about Ousaka trying to open himself, he didn't and still stayed with him.

When Nishino was trembling while having sex was was so adorable. Also I really love the "I started liking u, because I thought you like me back" concept. I'm glad my baby Suzuhara is having a lover life, and can be happy with someone who likes him so much back.

I'm not going to analyze the manga, but I'm gonna talk about Taichi. Also, the attempted rape will not be mentioned, but I have it in my heart and Taichi can go fuck his mother. In the story, from the start, problems begin with the family. And I really liked that concept. From the time Taichi grew up, he saw his family breaking up due to infidelity, -which is why he was extremely jealous of Nao.- I liked the end of Vol 1 because Taichi really changed a lot and learned to trust and love Nao well and it is very much demonstrated at the beginning of Vol 2 - notice how Nao talked about how they had a 3-year relationship and he looked very happy and without problems about it - Vol 2 really shows a gay couple in a world where they are not viewed favorably, they fear for their lives and futures. Nishino was very important in this plot because he really supported Nao, however in this matter he is left out. Again, Taichi was frowned upon by his mom, and it was completely obvious that that would affect him greatly and make him fall into the reality of how same-sex couples are seen in the world. Something that unfortunately is probably normal in a young gay / bi guys. I don't blame him for running, I don't blame him for driving Nao away and I don't blame him for not having a serious conversation about it with Nao. BECAUSE HE LEARNED FROM THAT, they learned from it, they improved, they talked, they clarified their feelings, and they moved on. But even if they suffer together and had a development as a person and with their thoughts, I don't really think he deserves to end with Nao, I mean he really did a lot of bad things to Nao and even if he regrets them, it doesn't feel like a true happy ending with all the realistic plot.

My heart hurts.

gahhh, I was so nervous with the title because I though it was going to be a sad story. I really loved the plot and concept, Kato is extremely cute and I'm glad they could live happy together. Also, the extra is the cutest thing ever, Kato's point of view of their relationship and sensei is super fluffy.

Tsuji best character.

This was absolutely good as thriller. All the members of the family were twisted, but the concept and style makes everything seen as literally art. The incognit if he commite suicide or not is amazing when you read the letter he left for his wife. Also, how the nephew was in fact, the one who make all this happen.

"I want to become your strength." Sometimes I'm really scared of Shige but I think Shige is really scared of a lot of things too. Someone needs to protect Shige, baby please don't carry all your problems on your own, you have a wonderful person besides you who want's to protect you too. Waaaaa, Shin is a strong person, and even if at first he got a lot of hate I could totally see how strong he was about that, he's just and ingenious guy and that's why everyone wants to protect. I really like their relationship, although they still have to improve some things I'm really rooting for them to become happy.

You know, I actually had to take 2 months to finally continue reading it. This kind of fucked me up, the rollercoaster of feelings were rough. They really went through a lot, it was really weird seeing them together again, but I'm glad they all learn and grow up as a persons -the character development is surprising-. Mirai has the best daddy's, and I hope Rin and Taiga would be able to have a family and being happy forever.

I don't know what to say anymore. My feelings till the end were anxiety, desperation, confusion and stress.