tan's manga / #First Love(6)

Motoyan Papa to Hitsuji-sensei

Complete | MIZUKI Tama | 2016 released

noooooo this is so cute. and hinata is absolutely adorable and fluffy

Renai-rubi no Tadashii Furikata

Complete | Ogeretsu Tanaka | 2015 released
2020-05-05 22:54 marked

for now i only read the first couple. First of all, the bullying. Bullying is never going to be something good and you could never feel proud about. I feel bad knowing that Natsuo never apologize to him, and that he only speak about being in love with him since the start. I also think about how they didn't manage good their relationship at first and caused a lot of problems and end up hurting each other. They were pretty immature even the 2nd time they meet. I wouldn't say I like it or not, but I guess I feel good knowing that they can love each without feeling bad, regretting and having traumas. So at the end I think the relationship change for good and they would only want to make each other happy. Oh, and about the attempt of rape. I would never forget about that Hiro. You really were disgusting and a piece of shit. But yeah their relationship at the end is absolutely cute and fantastic.

Miraiken de Ai o Tsumugeba

Complete | AKANE Sora | 2016 released

Sekaiichi Hatsukoi

Ongoing | nakamura shungiku | 2006 released

waaaaaa i love it, it's the first time I'm reading a long story, and with this manga probably will be the first time that I'll watch a yaoi anime. Their relationship is absolutely confusing and at the same time we know how it works. It was quite interesting reading how they would do something cute and then fight or acting weird. I know Ritsu has a lot of traumas, and I know it's hard for him to start again the relationship he had with Takano because it really changed him. Another thing is about the force kisses, I really had a problem with those kisses because in the first half it happens a lot of times, the force masturbation and the last sex scene that they had also make me felt uncomfortable and -somehow- mad at Takano. I know if Takano doesn't try to make the first step Onodera wouldn't do it neither, but if he was going to act like that giving up was the best option. Then, I read Ono's thought about Takano's hands touching him delicate it so I tried not to blame Takano too much. Right know I love-hate their relationship, but as always I'm rooting for them to be happy aND LOVEY-DOVEY as Takano and I wanted because I did not read 75 chapters for nothing

Ao Haru Ride

Complete | SAKISAKA Io | 2011 released

waaa this is my first shoujo and I really liked it, but a the same time It didn't feel right, i mean, my feelings were a rollercoaster. Kou was always selfish. From the moment he played with Futaba's feelings, he showed that he only thought about what was convenient for him. Kou is young and lived a difficult life, having lost his mother for obvious reasons left a mark on him, but I feel like he closed, his mind made him believe that no one could understand him and that no one could make him feel better. So as a defense mechanism he starts talking to the girl, I think they clicked from the first moment, the feeling of loneliness was disappearing, why? Because there was a person who could understand him, who could understand his sadness and feelings. Kou was also manipulated, his feelings towards the girl were always clear, however he always felt understood by her and it is obvious that he would put her as his first option, even though he knew that she used her sympathy and pity to have him. Kou is not the culprit for that. Now what is wrong with that character? Is that he shows to think that he is the only one who suffers. Even though Kou thought of her friend, I wonder why she didn't think of Futaba's well-being as well, but it's simple, Kou had no empathy for Futaba. Futaba was from another world, Futaba did not understand his feelings and Futaba did not suffer like him, Futaba could not see what his eyes. I think that seeing his happiness as the first thing is not a bad thing, but believing that he can have everything he wants even if he has already lost it is the bad thing about that character. FIGHTING FOR WHAT YOU WANT IS NOT BAD, SEEING A PERSON AS AN OBJECT IS.

Natsu ni Tokeru Himitsu no Koi

Complete | Hisato Fukami | 2000 released

I think it's necessary to have the rape tag because even if it was a misunderstanding, it can trigger a lot of people because half of the manga we thought that. I was expecting but at the same time wasn't expecting everything that happen, I really like it but I feel everyone had selfish reasons of why the misunderstanding, both of them thought of what it was better for them and I can't help but feel uncomfortable. But we held a good character development and a good relationship development.