Iris's manga / #Doujinshi(1)

I feel really sad about ending. Wanted to look here if i can find manga version and read it but my deep feelings started to burning my heart again. Ash were a unlucky boy who has to protect himself from outsiders all the time, has lots of enemies and haters for some reasons...He never thought a world full with happiness, happiness was actually a weakness and Eiji took that to his life. He felt first time like he's only 17 years old little boy who needs sometimes attention and love, Eiji had all of that good things. Eiji had pure beauty inside but also couldn't protect himself never, so Ash had to look after him always but never mention about that, never been sad about that. For his living, only Eiji was enough and didn't want more. Ash never died actually, he was sleeping peacefully because after all that complexity finally he knew Eiji is safe, even if they are fall apart. Their love was so beautiful, we can never have something like..