pinetr3e's manga / #interesting(4)

Let's just say that I wasn't expecting this bucket of cold water (drama) when I started this buuuut I loved this story and the characters! The art felt a bit crude sometimes, but I think I like it. So, Fuji lost his best friend. I must say that for him to be pushing Kira away, I thought that Saiki (the bff) was his ex boyfriend or that Fuji had feelings for him never spoken of. But, now i guess that's not the case. Saiki was really just his bff and Fuji was not over his death (even blaming himself) so he probably wasn't ready to start a relationship (he couldn't accept himself nor the death of this special person, and I respect that) so that's why he was trying to push Kira away by hurting him. I GET ALL OF THAT BUT STILL he was a REAL asshole with Kira. The thing he said in the beginning about Kira being a slut, I was shocked for like 30 min, just staring at the page. IT WAS REALLY HEAVY. Good thing he apologized but he could have dealt with the whole situation differently (?) He could have said the truth... tho maybe he didn't want to talk about his friend's death, specially to a stranger... there are people who aren't really open about their feelings. Because of all this i felt the manga was really lifelike and really wholesome in only 6 chapters. BUUUT ENOUGH WITH THE DRAMA let's make a statement here that THE SEX IS AMAZING! SO HOT! OMG! ANNNNND I WANT IRIYA'S STORY!!! Also, FUJI BEING A POLICEMAN SAVED MY DAY. DAMN HE'S DADDY!

ALRIGHT! SO... I was REALLY REALLY interested in this manga because i think i had never read a yaoi with someone who had disabilities and the story seemed so cute... like the protag learns sign language C'MON I LOVE IT. But... this story gave me quite a few surprises. I thought it was going to be just a cute manga, tho i had seen that it was R rated, but EVERY TIME they got lovey dovey they had sex. C'mon i just wanted one fluff without ending in sex. I DON'T KNOW WHY but i felt a bit betrayed by this... i guess i was just expecting something FLUFFLY not SMUT IN MY FACE. Another shock i got was that Yohan wasn't deaf by birth, it was an accident. This spicied things up, i got real interested in knowing what happened but when i did i felt a bit disappointed. I know the author didn't want a lot of drama but just creating that psycho was bleh they didn't even dated, the guy just went obsessed with Yohan, i wanted something deeper. Also, i was rooting for Gyoon and Jihye but i don't think Jihye and his feelings were well developed. I wanted to know more about him, he said he fucked up with someone and maybe that's why he's so kind to everyone ?? kinda making up for it but we don't get a development and don't know why he swallows all of the frogs from people. And he just decided to give a try in dating Gyoon?? i didn't like it. Anyway, does it look like i am trying to dislike this manga because it's so popular? Because i do think the things i wrote but don't get me wrong the manga is still very very good. The couple is sexy, cute, honest with each other, they have great communication, the seme IS ULTRA CARING I MEAN HE'S THE SWEETEST HE REALLY IS VERY RESPECTFUL WITH SOOWHA and unfortunately this is hard to find in yaoi. Oh let's also mention the fact that i read this story REAL FAST BECAUSE I WAS TOTALLY HOOKED ON IT. It's good that it doesn't have a lot of angsty but maybe it was a bit shallow because of that. On another topic, the sex scene on Christmas was SO GOOD and i'm so glad they have matching rings YOU KNOW HOW I LOVE THIS. AND THE GRADUATION GIFT IS BEAULTIFUL i just wish the author wrote something more meaningful to them and not so cliché. oh my god i rambled too much gotta stop but overall it's five stars.

I TOTALLY DISRESPECTED MY RULE OF READING ONLY COMPLETE STORIES FUCK HAHAHA Man, i had to start this shit because either i was going crazy or tik tok was gonna give me spoilers so bad. I just wanna see where this will go. I am so excited for their relationship to STOP being "business and i'm just using you" to "i am in love with this fucker"! tho the dynamic of enemies fucking is CHEFS KISS! I wanna know their backgrounds so i can passar o pano for Jake. Cant believe he's not a real cop man (he was just disguised) but anyway... as i read, i'll give more updates.