AliceInYaoiLand's manga / #Possessive lover(84)

*Spoilers* This has me fucked up, to be more precise, my judgment has been fucked up. The entire time I was constantly going back and forth between "Oh shit he's crazy you're going to get murdered omg!!" to "Aw he's so cute like a possessive puppy lover, maybe just train him to not act like a psychopath??" Like wtf?! He was scary asf in the beginning, none of what he did is okay at all! It was revealed that he wasn't the one that originally started it but still!! Holy f*ck! I'm still so uncomfortable and freaked out about the seme almost castrating himmmmm omgggg I really can't. I never sensed so much legit irl danger when I was only reading a manga. I literally panicked and let out a little scream. I'm so happy he didn't actually do it but I can't get over the fact that he was actually going to do that and the uke seems to have completely forgotten that part??!!! Okay, all that aside, I gave this a 4 because this went in a few directions that I didn't expect it to go. Also, I really love the uke's character design, etc. I was going to give it 3 stars but after thinking about how immersed I got while reading it, being scared and then happy for the uke, I decided to give it a 4 because this author is pretty good at getting your attention.

They are both crazy/manipulative in their own way, it makes them a good fit for a couple. It wasn't a bad read since they are actually quite perfect for each other. Still, not my type of manga, I prefer more subsistence, etc. than that.

I feel bad but I haven't read this in years and I'm not sure I'll get around to picking this back up. It's such a classic for me though

I actually kind of liked this one. That's probably mainly only because I haven't read anything where the delusion thing was played out this much. *Spoiler* I know that Oono(Ohno?) enjoyed what happened to him but that "rape" was still brutal only because there was zero prep. Just knowing that piece of information made it sooo much worse. But I get that Kureshima basically reads his mind and everything, but stillllll just no. Honestly if the author just played that specific scene out differently this manga's rating would be so much higher. I also really liked how obsessed they are with each other... how absorbed they get. It's rare when a manga manages to make me blush a little... just a little. I read from the beginning up to the current chapter Vol.2 Chap. 6 in one sitting. Didn't think I'd complete this one since the rating seemed low but I got a surprise instead. This manga is so kinky. Side note: The extent of manipulation, blackmail, etc. is obviously toxic in reality. However, unlike many readers nowadays I make a clear distinction between reality and fiction. I'm not going to rate the manga based on how healthy the relationship is, I'm going to rate it based on the character development, overall writing, and the ability to get me absorbed into the story. Naturally, I was going to rate this a 3 because overall it isn't that amazing but I gave it a 4 because I liked that they played out the delusion thing. Several factors go into my ratings, not just whether or not I approve of the relationships/what the characters do to each other. Just saying.

This had no business being that decent