AliceInYaoiLand's manga / #Older uke younger seme(6)

the first few sucked terribly which i usually never think yaoi is terrible, but that was only the first two. All the others were pretty good.

I read the entire thing in one day. I skipped through a lot of it to be honest. There is way more dialogue than necessary. This one is also a true slow burner. It takes a long time to start getting to the good stuff, but I guess that's what made it truly realistic, the fact that it took so long. For some reason, due to how long it took them to get closer, their sex scenes felt even more intense, fr it was hot asf. Once they BOTH came to terms with their feelings and started showing their *hot* passion for each other, this became a really good read. Seriously, once they were on the same page it was just everythiiiiing wow. The majority of this manga was just fustrating as hell tho like FORGET THE STUPID POLITICS AND JUST BE TOGETHER DAMMIT. Everytime you thought it was going somewhere it took a step back or in a different direction AGAIN. Their feels for each other at the end tho, I almost cried, I did actually tear tbh. I know I read this in one day but dam that was a long time coming. By the time I reached the end, it felt like I've been reading it for years. Their passion for each other now is everythiiiing. I really wish there was more of it. The entire manga just makes you want them to love each other while being carefree. Instead it was a headache most of the time ugh. I don't think I'll ever reread this. It's way too long in length and takes way too long to get to the point (meaning the progression in their relationship). I still feel pleasant after reading this, despite the discontentment I felt almost the entire time I was reading due to the constant obstacles in their relationship that THEY CREATED, ughhhhh. The author is actually a great writer. I do feel content in the end. I usually hate excessively long manga but it's almost as if this was nice BECAUSE it was so long. You got to go on that emotional rollercoaster with them, ugh, it was awful, but then it was amazing. I don't want to put this in either of my lists, but I still hope I'll remember this one anyway. I think this will be a nostalgic one in the future