Sleeps In Sunbeams's manga / #Don’t read 2nd story(2)

First story was lovely, one I will happily re-read. I didn’t realise there were multiple stories and didn’t bother to read the blurb or reviews for the second story, happily hoping for another enjoyable story. Nope.. the next one had rape and a photo taken after the end of that, another student forcing the uke to perform oral on him, and then, for good measure, more non consensual sex from the seme. Love was never mentioned once (not that I like stories where love = rape forgiven), it was all simply awful. I feel like I need to disinfect my memory

The first story with the mafia boss was interesting. The seme was a 35 year old stylish but intimidating man who was high with the Italian mafia in NY. He fell almost immediately for the uke who strongly reminded him of his first love. He was protective of the uke and ready to defy his clan for him. The uke was a young Japanese guy not having much luck with his college entrance exams. He went to NY for a break only to be robbed of his passport and luggage and running from thugs..right into the arms of a mafia boss. The uke was sweet, a little naive and very much in love with this older man who carries (and uses) a gun. A man who lives an ocean away. There was a second story that started promisingly with 2 doctors who had known each other since middle school. The richer boy always bullied the other and it seemed like it may be a bully to lovers romance. But as adults he raped the uke and there was zero consent or even affection felt by the uke. Even when he realised the seme doctor had always had feelings for him, the story just ended. Tbh I am ok with that because I hate rape to love stories. In my mind the uke guy will never go near him or forgive him. Let it end there.horrible story.