sahlty's manga / #DNF @ Chapter 8(2)

I won’t even bother tagging other labels for this story. In her first life, FL lives with her single mother, not knowing her biological father is alive. They live under the grace of the local lord, Benjamin who has an obsession with FL’s mom. She later dies and FL is taken under the guardianship of Benjamin who raises her to act and behave like her dead mom so he can finally have a piece of the mom whom he desires. After raising the FL as his supposed daughter for years, at 16, he takes her as his wife. FL, trapped and unwilling to live a torturous life any longer, leaps to her death and wakes up to when she was 8, one year before the death of her mother. In her second life, FL sets a goal to change her life around, unwilling to endure the suffering she went thru in the hands of Benjamin. FL tries to tell her mom several times about what she’s been through but she is not believed. Later, FL finds out that her real father is alive and is actually Benjamin’s brother which makes her mom Benjamin’s sister in law, making things even more gross. Instead, FL’s mom still ends up dying, and FL once again gets handed over into the hands of her new guardian, Benjamin. It’s so incredibly frustrating to see FL being so weak and meek. Even though she’s lived the life once and was given a second chance, she still didn’t set a proper plan to change the course of things. Instead, she cries and weeps at her misfortunate life. I know she’s 8 but she is considerably much older in term of mentality since she still retains the memories of her first life, so I cannot accept the fact that once she knew she was given a second chance to turn things around and not live a tragedy again, she just didn’t. I know she misses her mom and wants to spend time together but still, wtf was the point of knowing your fate and being given a second chance to change things and then just not doing a single thing about it?? Not once was it mentioned that FL was crafting a plan to get out of the horrible situation her and her mom was in, she was literally acting like a child despite being mentally at least 16. Like wtf? At chapter 8, she’s officially back in the hands of the disgusting Benjamin like she did in her first life. I don’t know if his story has a happy ending, but it just frustrates me too much for me to continue reading and chasing chapters.

Dropped because I find it boring and just generally not not interesting enough to keep me going.