hoshi freak's manga / #school life(17)

~ love their personalities and relationship dynamics!

~ so cuteee, the uke is adorable (just wish he showed his emotions more)! it may not be the most realistic, but it's a nice short bl to read :)

~ the uke is adorableee <3 for a short bl, it didn't feel rushed at all and there were a lot of cute lil blushes

~ smut scenes were really sexc <3 would like to see more fluff and dates with these two

~ enemies to lovers trope! loved this, both characters are very honest with themselves and nothing seems too forced.

~ this shit was sooo cute pls. tbh the whole setup wasn't realistic in the first place. the seme didn't know why his ED was fixed when jerking off to the uke? why did u think?? he's a bit dense, give him a lil time ok. i literally got butterflies looking at the uke, why he gotta be so hot. i thought it was interesting how both of them went to their "straight" relationships mid way through the story, bc gay characters in bl manga were always potrayed as gay. only gay and sticking to one person. this showed them as multifaceted humans with complex sexualties u couldn't quite put a name on.

~ first chapter really gave me the icky wickys for a real one. made me question whether i should keep on reading. glad i did, bc it definetely was interesting how the seme had quite a bit of character development. his excuses "i saw my old self in u" is a lazy ass thing to say, and he blackmailed the uke so he could rape him...but it somehow worked in the end idk how. i got angry at the uke for being so idiotic and going to shibuya to see him over summer break. if i was in his own shoes, i would know my own worth and never let myself stoop as low as falling for that seme. but it was precisely that he was ignored all high school that he didn't know his own worth and fell for that douchebag. the seme even got angry at the uke having friends?? like?? i do wish the uke cut his bangs and grew more, but its all good. i do have to say that the seme is so hot, on god.