toreishi's manga / #BDSM(11)

i loved how the author illustrated shell, hes definitely the show stealer of blood bank. I would’ve given this 5 stars if they explored eric more + his relationship with Shell and the fact that Shell’s an abnormal. But i guess only so much can be explained in 60 chapters.

this highlights the importance of communication!! not only in a relationship but also in every day life. can you imagine meeting the idol of ur dreams and then knowing he’s actually some kinda freak who wants to fuck u up??? and consenting??? bye im sold i love this sm its definitely one of my faves. i hope there are more bdsm scenes cos damn tooru knows how to subconsciously rile everyone up also like *spoiler* jfc nipple piercing???!?!! nipple piercing im gonna have a myocardial infarction

when he BLOOMS i smell flowers when he smiles i swear stars are falling. that aside i wish it dived deeper into bdsm territory because that total dependency and dominance i cant get enough of. jesus. god have mercy on me.

o dear i was pleasantly surprised by the angst

when the top said “this is the only way i can show love”…. holy shit bro the use of all that stuff in there… i will not dare ever in rl… but that said SM is hardcore hardcore this is endgame

oooo command goES OFFFFFF

first 30 some chapters had me worrying a bit ngl and then up till like the 150s ch i found myself wanting old him back (smh im sick in the head). but why do i love this? because its toes the gray zones and forces u to realize that everyone has their imperfections, and rather than suppressing ur urges its better to embrace it with someone thatll accept u for who you are. takamada knows hes fucked up in the head so he tries to suppress it, but in doing so hes hurting by not being true to himself and his partner in the process. trust one another and find that balance!!! LOVE THIS STORY AND ITS CRAZYYYYYY EXPRESSIONS