damn this is honestly kind of a depressing story. Its your typical isekai but instead not everything is handed to the mc, instead I think its right to think that although she is the main character she doesn't really share the qualities of a strong protagonist, and that's why it may seem unsatisfying to others since in the end the mc never really grew out of who she was, after all, it only had 13 chapters. Yea honestly i thought it was a good story since I also like to hate on myself a lot. anyways that's all the mc does for the duration of the story, self-loathe and second guess. an isekai without the isekai appeal, maybe that's why people didn't like it, but i in contrast feel a kinship to the character because just like her i feel like i may never change and so to end with the positive note that she didn't need to change much and end it in an unsatisfying matter that was still fitting for this character felt like a good decision to me,
a no tachiichi