ch.13 (possible drop): this is the first time I've actually hated something so much I say out loud how much I hate and clench and unclench my fists over and over with a strong urge to punch something
i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this
god why
but somehow it's ok at enough the same time that I want to know what happens but it pisses me off too much to continue
Metropolitan Nepenthes