supremecurt's manga / #caught masturbating(7)

Gonna write summaries of each chapter since I always forget what's happening and had to reread Ch1: One day, Sakyou caught Uyama, his long-time friend, masturbating while calling out his name. He realizes his friend might have romantic feelings with him and he doesn't know what to do. The night after, Uyama gets too drunk and bjs Sakyou. Ch2: Turns out Uyama has had loved Sakyou since they were high school. He has kept Sakyou's gloves for a long time. Keeps on holding on for his feelings but at the same time convinces himself he should let go. Ch3: Sakyou still panicking. Uyama lies through his teeth that he forgot everything that happened the night before. From his trembling shoulders, Sakyou knows what he's saying isn't true. Sakyou catches a fever. Ch4: Since Uyama's feelings are strong, it seeps through his actions and reactions (lol what is this, a physics class?), it becomes clear now for Sakyou that Uyama really loves him. He doesn't act awkwardly but instead thinks Uyama is kinda cute. A rival comes around. Sakyou gets jealous. His mind got too hazy with red that he tells Uyama what he saw the other day and that Uyama loves him. Uyama denies it and says, "We're friends, right?". But Sakyou has other plans and decides to bj Uyama. (wtf lol) Ch5: Sakyou trudges on to the scared Uyama. Tries to convince Uyama to stop running away and talk about everything. But with the mention of friendship, Uyama breaks down, telling Sakyou he wouldn't be able to bear it once Sakyou finds a girl, and leaves. Sakyou suddenly realizes his feelings for Uyama. However, Uyama is nowhere to be found. update: im quite confused how sakyou fell in love with uyama but i'll let it pass

first couple: "but today we'll be confused together" i loved that line second couple: ugh it was so painful, i wish i can hug adachi but yknow, it's how some things are uncontrollable and you got to move forward kinda thing. ugh but i still feel really bad, adachi seemed like a really amazing person ugh i wanna cry even if he's fictional???? ugh help

i only read the first story since the second one is a sequel of a manga i havent read yet anyway, i liked it. the way everything unfolded was quite exhilarating and unpredictable (as expected of sensei). there were A LOT of inner monologues too. it wasnt annoying, ot was in a way that slowly got the reader inside the MC's mind.