matmat's manga / #unrequited love(33)

Kitaru Harekake no Ashita yo

Complete | Ueda Aki | 2000 released

Harehito and Oujirou are trash collectors. Harehito's hands can fix anything, like magic. When Oujirou's heart is broken, Harehito's hand, warm on his back, brings him to life. Once again, a request comes in to pick up a sleeping boy. It's another sweltering day. Just like the day Harehito "collected" Oujirou as trash. It was cute. like Idk wholesome af even though there are some parts where are was kinda sad it was nothing compared to some other stuff that I watched

Nure Nezumi-tachi no Koi

Complete | Rihara | 2016 released

Naoki is enamored with his infirmary teacher but sensei might not be as innocent as he appears to be. WTF. I uhh kinda hated it not gonna lie. low key shipped protagonist with glasses guy (even though it would be more fucked up) High key hated glasses and nurse guy tho. Like how can an adult be more immature than a couple of high schoolers??

Kimi ni Ienai Koto ga Aru

Complete | mofumofu edako | 2019 released

The reserved Kasumi and the lively, popular Kyousuke have been friends since elementary school. Kyousuke was Kasumi's hero, often saving him from bullies, and occasionally Kasumi fluked a return save. Now as working adults, they face feelings they can't begin to describe. This is sad. I'm sad. We are all sad. This captures the painful feeling of loving someone that you know should not bring you happiness.

Sweet As Hell

Complete | SSAK | 2000 released

If anyone’s looking for proof that two people can have casual sex and stay friends, look no further than Choi Eui-hyun and Jung Min. First classmates, and now co-workers, the secret ingredient to this 9-year relationship may just be Min’s unique preferences in bed. As someone who has never needed a safe word for anything in his life, Eui-hyun often struggles with Min’s overwhelming demands. Min, on the other hand, sometimes feels frustrated by how much convincing Eui-hyun needs to get kinky with him. But they’ve already lasted nine years, so what’s nine more…right? Or will their differences ultimately drive them apart?- This was an alright one its wasn't my personal cup of tea but I do admit its good. The uke is just not into the seme and I think that is fine. He is not entitled to his feelings. Yet I feel as though my morals are still conflicted. I feel like the uke knows his feelings, but why put up with it? Why string him along if he just wanted to keep it causal. At the same time, I do really wonder what the uke feels. Its from the seme point of view. He is sort of a sappy sort of chap. Oh its very sexy and there is a lot of smut but I don't really mind.

Nani mo Iwanai

Complete | Mayumushi | 2000 released

Description: A collection of one-shot with a unique twist to some typical BL tropes. Ch.1-2 (3/5): They were basically obsessed with each other and used a girl to make the other one jealous. I'm gonna be honest. That plot twist had thrown me off for a second, but then I realized well of course they are gay. I think this was very wholesome compared to the other 2. Ch.3 (2.5/5): This one contained a very wholesome relationship between a teacher and a student. jk how could it be wholesome? The MC lost his memories from falling off the stairs. Oh he's also a teacher who then proceeds to admire? or have an infatuation? with his student. Then the story makes a plot twist that contains um...family love? Turns out the student was his age and his brother. You know, they love their own brother too much. ANYWAY, their dad died and so on. I think the dad didn't like their relationship so they did another plot twist with one of the two killing the father.. It was mediocre and very all over the place but it was alright at the same time.

Saezuru Tori wa Habatakanai

Ongoing | yoneda kou | 2011 released

The masochistic, lewd and beautiful yakuza Yashiro and his silent, clumsy, impotent subordinate, Doumeki. This is the story of a man who has never known happiness and of a man who is reborn by getting to know him. Currently includes Vol 1 * Don't Stay Gold * Saezuru Tori wa Habatakanai ch 1 - ch 3 * Tadayoedo Shizumazu, Saredo Naki mo Sezu Vol 2 * Saezuru Tori wa Habatakanai ch 4 - ch 10.5 Vol 3 * Saezuru Tori wa Habatakanai ch 11 - ch 16 * Saezuru Tori wa Habatakanai ch 16.5 Its beautiful. I love it. The characters are very well written, and you could feel the pain of the seme and uke. To me, the seme has sort of this obsessive-like love he sees in the uke. I also feel the uke also has the seme in a special place in his heart. The seme also knows that his love would hurt the uke, but he just wants to stay by his side!! Also, it gets more painful after the 4 years they see each other. Their dynamic is very different, and some what stiff but for some reason the tension is there, like their chemistry is pretty amazing and really hard to capture. Although the seme seem stiff at first, its his actions for the uke that makes it beautiful and painful at the same time.

Oreshika Shiranai Karada

Complete | Usui Iroha | 2019 released

Warui Otona ni Narimashite

Complete | KUROIWA Chihaya | 2017 released

Renai Fuyuki Todoki

Complete | nagi wataru | 2000 released