matmat's manga / #rape(17)

Zankoku Na Kami Ga Shihai Suru

Complete | hagio moto | 1992 released

Zankoku na Kami ga Shihaisuru portrays the tale of two step-brothers - Jeremy and Ian, as they strive to discover their separate paths towards redemption. Jeremy, a sensitive but outgoing 17 year old, is delighted to hear the news of his neurotic and excitable mother's remarriage to a wealthy British man. However, much to his horror, his sweet-talking new step-father Greg, soon begins to exhibit a disturbing trait...he is a sadistic pedophile and loses no time in making Jeremy his target. Months of horrific, systematic abuse drives Jeremy to desperation; and he sabotages his step-father's car with the hope of eliminating him. The resulting accident, however, kills his mother along with Greg. Jeremy's shocked and guilt-stricken behaviour arouses the suspicions of Greg's free-spirited son, Ian. He unearths enough evidence to tie his step-brother to the crime; but in doing so, also discovers the details of Greg's sexual abuse of Jeremy. Caught in a moral dilemma -- between punishing the criminal and atoning for his father's sins, Ian soon finds himself haunted by lust for Jeremy. Is it lust...or love? He wonders whether he shares his father's proclivities, but finds himself helpless to resist being drawn into a passionate and painful relationship with his step-brother. It’s very disturbing, but a very well-written story. Even though the summary displays this morbid information, going in sort of blind would be a better experience. The pacing is slow but we get to see many character arcs and the changes Jermey has to go through. I have seen yaoi and BL with r*pe, but they usually romantize it and overall never get to display the full trama of this abusive relationship. There are many sex scenes but it’s not really explicit. Instead, sex is sort of drawn in this artistic visual and it sort of visualizes the trama and the moments of each characters emotions. If that truly makes sense. Each character in the story isn’t one dimensional and it is sort of beautiful in that sense. We get to see the whole story with Jeremy meeting that stupid idiot to him experiencing the trama and grief he is put through by his actions. It’s painful and beautiful. Still, it’s exahasting to read because of the length but it fully gets across a story of pain and disgust. It doesn’t romantasize rape, and instead shows the whole picture of how it feels and changes someone. The 1st half is painful but it gets better once Greg is dead. Well sorta. There is a cycle of pain and understanding with the situation. Trama never truly goes away and I liked how this manga portrayed it.

Imitation Gold

Complete | Wadi | 2019 released

Seon-woo and Seung-wook became a fake family with only a plausible appearance when their mother became the president's mistress when they were young. However, Seon-woo, who has lived a life in which nothing is recognized no matter how hard he tries, breaks up without being able to get close to Seung-wook, who has lived with everything from the beginning. And five years later, when Seung-wook, who went to study in the United States, returns to Korea, the two reunite after a long time, and Seung-wook makes a dangerous proposal to Seon-woo, who they met again.

Vivarium

Complete | Sundal | 2019 released

Yu Huisung had it all from good grades to good looks ,even coming from a rich family .. he has always been surrounded by people he learnt pretty early in his life how to manipulate others for his own gains ...He could gain anything he wanted with ease & that's how he thought his life will continue but due to twist of fate he ended up enemployed & poor ..yet when he tried to steal his friends money & sneak away at night ..he ended up getting abducted by a mysterious man, Huisung ..His obsessive stalker -

Sadistic Beauty BL Sidestory

Complete | Lee Geumsan | 2000 released

Professor Byun Minho doesn't seem to have a future after his fateful encounters with wealthy sadist, Cha Wookyung but there is a story to know exactly what goes down between the two. After his ugly experiences with the protagonist, what more does Byun Minho have in store? -

Moretones

Ongoing | 打了个渔,da le ge yu | 2019 released

Qun Qing is not good with children, one day at his uncle's funeral he meets Qun Mo for the first time and out of sympathy he gets closer to him little by little, but after a while he discovers Qun Mo's true personality. will fate hold?

Sakura Gari

Complete | Watase Yuu | 2007 released

I somehow come back to this manga and cry from the tragedy before me

Guinea Pig Doesn't Dream of Outside the Prison

Ongoing | Rihara | 2022 released

Taking place in the future, research on male pregnancy is underway to halt the decline in population. Nagisa Fuyumi, who had been forced to become a test subject even though he did not wish to become pregnant, has lived in the institute for five years without ever becoming pregnant. While living in his new, lousy life, he meets his childhood friend, Hayato Hinozaki, who he once admired and fell in love with again but now is meeting him as a test subject and a researcher…? -