matmat's manga / #Psychological(27)

When he was just a student, Soohyun, ranked second, felt envious of the perfect Eunsung. Although he tried catching Eunsung, his soul aflame with passion, it wasn’t enough, and he lost all his motivation upon graduation. As time passed, Soohyun forgot everything. However, when he saw Eunsung collapse for the first time, he felt extreme pleasure. With his obsession for Eunsung rekindling, he has a desire to see him fall even further in-front of him... okay I'm usually one for obsessive unhealthy manga but this was so idk? unerving? I just couldn't keep watching cause I wanted to smack the characters

England suddenly wakes up blind, in a dark world where he?s apparently not alone. America?s feelings for England intensify when he sees him so fragile and fights his own helplessness to do something about it. Pairing: America x England Really ended up liking it. KINDA fucked up but good writing. Although I do admit it was hella confusing

If anyone’s looking for proof that two people can have casual sex and stay friends, look no further than Choi Eui-hyun and Jung Min. First classmates, and now co-workers, the secret ingredient to this 9-year relationship may just be Min’s unique preferences in bed. As someone who has never needed a safe word for anything in his life, Eui-hyun often struggles with Min’s overwhelming demands. Min, on the other hand, sometimes feels frustrated by how much convincing Eui-hyun needs to get kinky with him. But they’ve already lasted nine years, so what’s nine more…right? Or will their differences ultimately drive them apart?- This was an alright one its wasn't my personal cup of tea but I do admit its good. The uke is just not into the seme and I think that is fine. He is not entitled to his feelings. Yet I feel as though my morals are still conflicted. I feel like the uke knows his feelings, but why put up with it? Why string him along if he just wanted to keep it causal. At the same time, I do really wonder what the uke feels. Its from the seme point of view. He is sort of a sappy sort of chap. Oh its very sexy and there is a lot of smut but I don't really mind.

Description: A collection of one-shot with a unique twist to some typical BL tropes. Ch.1-2 (3/5): They were basically obsessed with each other and used a girl to make the other one jealous. I'm gonna be honest. That plot twist had thrown me off for a second, but then I realized well of course they are gay. I think this was very wholesome compared to the other 2. Ch.3 (2.5/5): This one contained a very wholesome relationship between a teacher and a student. jk how could it be wholesome? The MC lost his memories from falling off the stairs. Oh he's also a teacher who then proceeds to admire? or have an infatuation? with his student. Then the story makes a plot twist that contains um...family love? Turns out the student was his age and his brother. You know, they love their own brother too much. ANYWAY, their dad died and so on. I think the dad didn't like their relationship so they did another plot twist with one of the two killing the father.. It was mediocre and very all over the place but it was alright at the same time.

The masochistic, lewd and beautiful yakuza Yashiro and his silent, clumsy, impotent subordinate, Doumeki. This is the story of a man who has never known happiness and of a man who is reborn by getting to know him. Currently includes Vol 1 * Don't Stay Gold * Saezuru Tori wa Habatakanai ch 1 - ch 3 * Tadayoedo Shizumazu, Saredo Naki mo Sezu Vol 2 * Saezuru Tori wa Habatakanai ch 4 - ch 10.5 Vol 3 * Saezuru Tori wa Habatakanai ch 11 - ch 16 * Saezuru Tori wa Habatakanai ch 16.5 Its beautiful. I love it. The characters are very well written, and you could feel the pain of the seme and uke. To me, the seme has sort of this obsessive-like love he sees in the uke. I also feel the uke also has the seme in a special place in his heart. The seme also knows that his love would hurt the uke, but he just wants to stay by his side!! Also, it gets more painful after the 4 years they see each other. Their dynamic is very different, and some what stiff but for some reason the tension is there, like their chemistry is pretty amazing and really hard to capture. Although the seme seem stiff at first, its his actions for the uke that makes it beautiful and painful at the same time.

Singer-songwriter, Tetsuta, became unable to sing because of throat surgery, a step before his major debut. After turning down his friend who asked him to compose a song, he goes to the sea and meets Nagi, a young man who runs a restaurant with his father. This mysterious youth invites Tetsuta to their restaurant and listens to his troubles, which ended with him staying the night. Tetsuta hears Nagi’s singing voice and receives an electrifying impact from within his body. For the first time in his life, he wants someone else to sing the songs he composed. It's sad as fuck. He truly will never know the truth while he sacrificed all that shit to protect his sister.

Min-seong and Jian become brothers after their parents remarry. Eight years later, Min-sung, who has turned twenty-six, is working as a food stylist, and his younger brother, Jian, who has turned twenty-three, is working as a model. Minseong, who spent a little bit radical school days, deteriorates his eyesight due to the influence and manifests itself as an omega. Ji-an is unusually obsessed with Min-Sung, and the two develop between soothe each other's hits. Minsung, who regarded his younger brother Jian's persistent obsession as just his younger brother's cute grievances, realizes that there is a little problem between the two and tries to distance himself. The relationship between the two gradually deviated, and as the history of Minsung's past buried here approaches, the relationship between the two becomes more catastrophic. Not gonna lie. This is pretty good so far with good art. BUT BUT it might not be for everyone. I think this manwha is just starting and the beginning is fairly intresting. We just have to do the waiting game right now.

The seventh Imperial princess, Evenrose, once died. Her last memory was when the royal family was destroyed by the Homunculus, who caused treason and was drowned in the scheme of their brother standing on their side, by swallowing poison. But when she opened her eyes again, "I...I'm not dead." She realizes that she's back to the past and was eight years younger. It was before the third emperor, who will be the next heir, was officially chosen as the successor. An opportunity to prevent the fall of the imperial family by pressing the third emperor Bridgette and being recognized as the successor. As part of the preparation, Evenrose decided to write her own article about Michael, the king of Homunculus and the monster of public prison, in order to win the emperor's heart. "I need you, Michael. Very badly." Will Evenrose be able to get him and protect the imperial family safely? It’s good. I like it. ML is not scum and I like the development. Likeable characters with good art

In a boarding school where talented young boys are gathered together, Tatsumi has the best grades and is the “president’s favorite.” However, his place was just stolen by the pretty boy Azuma who’s rumored to be getting the president’s attention. Tatsumi is irritated by this, but is forced to yield to Azuma whose personality completely changed from the harassment he’s been receiving. Ever since then, Tatsumi’s been scared of Azuma. Tatsumi ends up in the same room as him but slowly realize where his fear comes from… It was very confusing. Like honestly, I kinda didn't understand it because this story needs to be read multiple times in order to actually understand what is going on. This is a very interesting manga with a unique setting, but still it's very hard to follow

Couple would not work out in real life but it’s bl so wat da Hell