N.4's manga / #emotional(3)

Until now this is still hurting me. AAARRGGGHHHH! HUHUHU

Guys, am I the only one who is crying and freaking sad for Seth? I just to see him someday getting along with his son but... why those things should happen to him? Let's say that the s*x scenes are hot and a lot of you don't care if this story has a lot of r*pe scenes because it's just a story... but for me, I can't help but shed tears whenever I'm reading the scenes, I feel really sad for Seth and I can't help it. The character has suffered enough.

Tbh, in a few chapters I thought there would only be smut, sadistic(that's why there's violence), and poly love. But after a few more chapters, I can't help but not to be freaking sad, I can't hate the author but only the 3 rap8sts, because something like this also happens in real life, it feels like there's a person who becomes so desperate like the MC. The small blackmail that turns into the tragedy of someone else life, the kind of love that turns into trauma, and the kind of friendship that turns into betrayal. I might be overreacting but those things except the rape, I did witness it on someone I know...