Birdy's manga / #Angst(30)

●Back in school, the Uke confessed his crush to Seme. ●Seme turns him away in a cruel way. ○That memory haunts Seme years later in the form of nightmares. ○They eventually reunite in a bakery and Seme uses this opportunity to get closer to Uke and get him to like him in the hopes of ending the nightmares. ○He fucks up AGAIN, causing the Uke to finally try and cut him out of his life, making it harder for the Seme to get closer to him.

so we uncover the relationship between the ML and MC through flashbacks. Not everything is revealed right away can be a bit annoying but adds to the plot. The MC and ML were in a relation ship for 3 years but the ML always kept the uke hidden. They only met up to have sex. Then the uke finds out the seme has a fiancé and met up with a famous lady. He realizes the seme doesn't feel the same way as he does. The seme says they aren't in a relationship. The uke runs away and crashes then almost dies. LOTS of angst we see the seme regret how he treated the uke. He did it because people want to find his weakness and the seme wants to trap the uke. They met when they were children and the seme has been a yandere ever since. He thought everything was fine but the uke suppressed his anxieties until it blew up. The seme want to end the whole world idk why. lots of spy stuff. I skimmed

ahhh so ML and MC friends growing up poor. ML shows red flags towards people he wants them to like him but he doesn't like anyone and hes very manipulative. Then MC is going through it and is super super poor living alone, he gives ML chocolates. ML gets mad when he find out MC didn't tell ML about his living situation and asks if he gave him chocolates out of pride? MC confesses he did it because he likes him and ML through his chocolates on the ground and told him to sort out his feelings. MC moves and doesn't speak to him anymore now they're in college a few months later and they see each other

want to read SO bad

alpha stands up for beta MC when he was being bullied and they grew closer. Then the ML goes into a rut and MC helps him and they continue that relationship then get together but ML knots MC. Later find out MC is an omega and pregnant but ML is being manipulated my 2nd lead and though MC was an escort and cheating. Then MC tells ML about pregnancy and ML zones out and thinks MC got another girl pregnant and tells him to abort the baby. Huge misunderstandings 7 year time skip. MC imprinted on ML and ML has been sick for years. Some angst when he realizes the truth, grovel, etc happy. Ending make me tear up.

●Porn streamer Seme encounters one of his fans and gives him a handjob. ●Later he finds out he can't get hard without thinking about Uke, which fucks up his streams. ●He offers to be fuck buddies with Uke and of course the Uke accepts. ●Seme proceeds to use Uke however he wants without any regards to Uke's emotions. ●Uke has enough and leaves, cutting him out of his life. ○Seme realizes that he's in love with Uke. ○Tries to get his attention by any means.