chii's manga / #sad(306)

@19 DROPPED -10000000/10, author can burn. This author is genuinely a disturbed human being for writing thisshit. Appalled. 1 to 14 = So you're telling me, a delinquent who hasnt doen ANYTHING but listen to music during his BREAK, now getsraped over and over by the student counsil president, and then forces him ro get gangraped for MONTHS by a whole dorm? And even after the poor delinquent loses his sanity mid rape, all this president does is smirk and smile as he begs for it to stop???????? This isnt even nice smut cause its so disturbing. The author sounds like a sociopath. To 19 = I've read plenty of rape stories, and this is by far one of the most disturbing BL's I've ever read. I actually shed a few tears and had to hold back on throwing up during this. Skip to 42 = Imagine being 42+ chapters in, and only ONE side character gives a fuck abiut the delinquent uke, and calls out the president seme for ruining his life. And all he does is act like its a challenge, like go aheas ans save this innocent persons life, Im the ML so its impossible. Wow author, you aick fuck Skip to 61 = he got raped so much that he now deems HIMSELF a slut. Actually in tears. I hope this author rots in the deepest depths of hell. Skip to 186 = so even afrer 186 chapters, the author tries to turn the president rapist into a hero. After ruining the delinquent ukes life all for listening to music in class essentially, making him get gangraped for YEARS whilst also raping him on his own whenever he wants and putting him back on the wrong path with PTSD and all. And now also ruined the delinquents literal family life, yet the authoe tries to make the president look like a hero? Fy author. I havent despised any author as much as this in quite a while.

@5 FIN Loved it! REALLY good mafia x assasin story. I do wish there was more tho :( and the back story of the uke was SOO sad. I wish we got an extra chapter with him flying to Japan and meeting his parents again. I'm sure if they knew you were alive, they would've immediately accepted their bby back. So sad. But I hope he's happy with our INSANELY HOT mafia seme

@88 FIN Its interesting and sad, with the seme being a born psychopath. But idk, it just felt repetitive to me, bit boring, and sad all the way through. Their relationsship is toxic hell aswell. Its a decent read, andthe author put a lot of effort into researching psychopaths, but idk, got very boring after the evil people died. I'd give it a 6/10. Wouldnt reread it since its just depressing, toxic, repetitive and no happy ending, but itwas interesting enough for me to finish.

@side 2 BEAUTIFULLY SAD PERIOD DRAMA HISTORY WITH GHOSTS! I cried several times, but it was worth it. Tho I am a bit dissapointed withthe ending being pretty abrupt, andnever getting proper closure for the king x his caretaker, but I'll still give it a 5* for a beautiful read

@4 DROPPED Disturbing AF and too realistic with how religious men always find a way to bend rules to whatever they desire and get away with it. Disgust.

@5.5 FIN 1000000/10!!!! CRIED SO MUCH! BEAUTIFUL ART, PLOT, PERSONALITIES, UNIQUE STORY, HOT SEX, ITS AMAZING! THANK YOU AUTHOR

@45 FIN?!?!? VERY interesting gang story! IM HYPED Update = OK wtf????????? Literally wtf. mygod. So much gangrape starting from chapter 10 mygod. Im confused abour what the author wants to achieve... Both suck aswell,not just the seme, since the uke also was so dumb he started ignoring his loyal people who kept warning him all for a cyte fuckbuddy seme with a questionable past and boom they dead. Snd the seme is trash cause wtf even??? Still cant figure him out jfc Update 2 after ch45 = IM FCKING SORRY?! THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE THE "END"?! WTF! SO THE UKE SAVES THE SEME, HIS PSYXHOPATHIC ABUSER, FROM HIS ABUSIVE DAD. AND THEN THEY JUST LEAVE HAPPILY ISH?! W.T.F. AUTHOR. WTF. shame on you, monster. 8 = GG, R.I.P. 9 = Dark AF wtf is going on 14 = I also have no idea what's going on and can't figure out the blonde seme at all. W.T.F. 15 = WTF?!!!??!!??! DUDEEE WTFFFFFFF!!! I'm beyond disturbed and sad 16 = SAVE YOURSELF! YESSS!!! KILL THEM AND ESCAPE!!!! 17 = So, the blonde psychopath seme did give the uke a chance to leave on PURPOSE, just to get mad he left? Bro. 18 = Sad... Just sad. He's losing his mind day by day and the cops are corrupt rats... Sigh 19 = W.T.F?! also how does the guy who works there and knows the uke, jist allow this to happen and not even go check on him with the screams?! Trash. 20+21 = dude. Just wtf. Seriously what reason will the author use for all this PSYCHOTIC behaviour?! WHY IS HE DOING THISSSS 22 = I'm BEYOND disturbed. As someone who's foot has broken in a bad way and needs possibly a year rehab, to see the psychopath seme openly admit he broke the ukes hands SO BADLY that they will NEVER be able to go back to normal?! Shiver. And then to say all this is cause some old fart of a chairman said he can keep him as a trophy? Did the author really make this whole BL, just to dhow us the worst abuse ever, and thats it? Really? When will we see the seme killed? 23 = the "boohoo" past of the psychopath seme starts now, and I literally feel NOTHING. Go die already jfc. 24 = Booohooo sad past of a SOCIOPATH. Don't care. Go cry in a corner. You sick fuck. At least I laughed my ass off at "FUCK YOU, THAT MEANS HE IS STILL HALF ALIVE" LMAAAOO 25 = literally wtf??? Theres MANY bl plots where the seme gets obsessed wirh the uke cause of love/interest and tries to kill everyone else or manipulate them to abandon their family/friends for him etc, and the majority of those do NOT involve allowing them to get RAPED WHILST THEIR STOMACHE IS REPEATEDLY BEATEN UP AND TO THE BRINK OF DEATH! and then follow it up with BREAKING HIS LIMBS?! This is the most pathetic reason ever. He couldve broken his mind in plenty of other ways, or made him obsessed and in love with him, but no, the author went sociopath mode. Wow. 27+28 = ????? Tf is this author doing mygod 32 = FFS GIVE OUR UKE A BREAK! HE LITERALLY IS BEING HUNTED DOWN NOW ANDGOT HIS HAND BROKEN AGAINNNN CAUSE THE PSYCHOPATH SEME MADE MORE ENEMIES IN HIS OWN GANG WTF!!! DIEE 34+35 = SRSLY?! YOU DRUGGED AND ARE PLANNING TO RAPE THE 1 GUY WHO WAS NICEEEE TO YOU IN HIGHSCHOOL, JUST CAUSE YOU HEARD HIM GET RAPED IN A MOTEL?! YET SOMEHOWWW YOU DINT HWAR HIS BLOOD CURDLIBG SCREAMS WHEN HIS LEGS AND HANDS GOT BROKENNNNN IN THE MOTEL?!?!?!? bye. 36-39 = WTFFFF!!! HE'S GONNA OVERDOSE AT THIS PIINT WTF IS THIS. THIS WAS ALL OVERTLY DISGUSTING WTFFFF 40 = finally, justice for once. Wow 41 = page order was a mess, but the gist is that the seme originally let the uke be raped by his goons cause he wanted him to suffer, then started feeling a lirtle bad and stopped him, then realized he liked seeing him suffer and then beg him for help. Then started thinking the uke is faking his emotions and hates the seme and doesnt actually rely on him, so "tested" him by saying he wont be in the buildinf, and bam uke escaped and he lost his mind even tho he expected it. Then broke his feet and hands so he relies more on him, and realized uke is weak to bare minimum affection. Jfx. 45 = saves his abuser by shooting his abusers abuser? Bro bye clowns Smut = 10+11, 13, 28 to 31! 10+11 and 13 dark though

@5 2/5 for now, just for the uke being adorable precious bby. Everyone else can literally BURN. The seme leopard idek SUCKS. How they met was cute and sad, but just wow. The uke got SO HEAVILY mistreated throughout this, it was disgusting. He got abused ALL his life, so his behaviours and naivety make 100% sense. The seme KNOWS he got abused, yet is rude AF 24/7 and wishywashy going from sweet to suddenly locking him in a bedroom and acting like a cold asshole?! Then we find out the uke couldn't even trust his ONE childhood friend, and the seme AGAIN couldn't even communicate or be nice. Its such a trash group of people and all you can wish for is for the uke to escape and get an actual NICE man who COMMUNICATED and is NOT a rage filled weirdo who is at best nice 1/10 times. I mean seriously, someone picks flowers for you, roses at that, and you SLAP their hand away and then tell them not to do useless things. Yet we are supposed to believe that this is the seme's way of being "worried" about the uke getting stabbed by the thorns? Literally NOBODY with even 50% common sense would think slapping it out someone hand violently and then telling them to not do "useless things" would be the right way. F off. And how the seme got SO mad about the uke having someone else's scent in him, when we find out later that the wolf who's scent was on him was his literal BFF essentially and he 10000% would've recognized the scent?????? Oh and locking the uke up in a room for the DUMBEST reason EVER, making him a prisoner whilst also refusing to even visit him, and then also refuse to clarify to the uke what the f is going on with the ukes "friend". The uke deserves 9999999999% BETTER. He went from a physically + emotionally abusive household, to an emotionally abusive and neglecting "lover" who is 90% anger and rudeness and 10% decent meh behaviour. 0% actual good person congrats

@53 s1 end 1 = INSANELY HOT sociopath violent murderer in the making seme x cute precious goodlooking physical therapist who cant find a job in his field cause he got assaulted my a doctoe and blacklisted by hospitals when he's the VICTIM uke! Interestingggggg 2 to 4 = JFC IM SCARED, MY POOR PHYSICALTHERAPIST BBY!! But the art is hot sigh 5+6 = JESUS THIS AUTHOR DOES NOT CARE MY GOD! This uke really is getting EVERY bad card in the world wtf?! Debt collectors, blacklisted from his jobs cause of a rapist doctor, a dying granny who needs chemo?! Jfc. I also get why you want your granny alive but lets be real she wouldnt live much longeranyways even with chemo, and chemo usually makes you feel HORRINBLE. but aleight. Also why only ask from 14k a month?! This psychopath gave you 5k for ONE sex day, YOU SHOULD ASK FOR WAY MORE SHEESH! if you gonna bang a psychopayh who 100% would kill you in ned if you piss him off, ask for 50k a month 7 = LMAO SO MUCH PLOTTWISTS! Our bby is 29?! The boxing rat is JEALOUS?! and OUR BBY PUNCHED HIM?!!?!? HAHAHA HELYE 8 = Sad. Just sad :( 9 = poor uke Doc. Dan getting alcohol poisoned, BUT HE PROVED HIS POINT HAHAH! ICON CHUG KING! GET WRECKED SEME 10 = sad. So sad. I really thought the boxing RAT of a seme took Dan home cause he felt bad. Turns out he only did cause Dan clung to him thinking its his granny?! Bruh. And to then shit all over Dan for living there, instead of wondering WHY he does and where the money goes?! FY! 11 = PLEASEEE give Dan a BREAKKKKK AUTHOR!!! WTFFF!!! You dont pay your loan? BEAT UP. You pay your loan? MORE BEAT UP"?!?!? WTF! NOW HE WONT EVEN HAVE A HOME ARE YOU FORREALL? And ofcourseee even though the seme can see that Dan is BEATEN TO A PULP, and 100% knows its after he left the semes house, he still gives 0 fucks and just finds him pathetic for needing help. Mygod. I wonder how the author will give him character growth cause wow. I'll trust the process since BJ Alex ended up with great writing... But idk how you can make this man redeemable. 14+15 = "romantic" kissing, girl, you are EATING HIS TONGUR LMAO?! Also, how TF do you look at a man who just railed you with 0 cares, beat someone into a pulp and have blood splattered everywhere, and then think "wow, he is so amazing, so cool, so wow!"?!?!?! HELLO?! U SHULD BE S C A R E D. It also is weird cause he has seen him beat people up in their gym and was scared cause of it, and now sees him beat a boxer in a pro fight up to almost drath and think it is NOT scary???make it make sense lol. 16 = ISTG IF HE DOESNT MOVE DOC DAN INTO HIS HOUSE AFTER THIS ILL KILL HIM 17 = Okay so the fact that he was willing to leave without doing anything until the thugs made fun of him is an EW bruh, but then in the end he did pay all of his debt so YAAYYYY!!! NOW JIST LET HIM MOVE IN! 18 = anndddd all my dumb positivity shattered. Jfc Bro. At least he lives at a nice place and won't be beaten up, but wtf. 20 = NOT THE GRANNYYYY T_T 21 = YESS, GRANNY SLAY! AND THE UKE STANDING UP FOR GIMSELF PERIOD 22 = doc dan, how dumb are you? He ws nice to your dying grandma and paid her bill, so magically this means he is an amazing person and you owe him EVEN MORE when hes being raping you whenever he pleases, i-.. Also not this random dude at the gym now beinf jealous od doc dan living with him?! Have fun trying to take his place, ud leave in a day lmao 23 = nee boy, potato boi, please, the seme SUCKS ASS and you know it! Hes rude to you, rude to the Doc Dan, hes trash. You'd cry if you lived with Jaekyung let alone worked + lived for him! this is why you dont idolize people 25 = WWTTTFFFF NOOOOOO!!! WHY DID YOU AGREE OMGGG 26 = I mean its a cute ending but also shows how much of a people pleaser our Doc Dan is, oof. Almost broke his ribs just for Mister potato 27 = LMAOAIHAS this was probably my fav chapter yet! Doc Dan gets his revenge with board games, and Jaekyung is acting pretty chill and actually listening! 28+29 = banging, and the seme in INSANELY NICE GLASSES?! shook 30 = HAHAHA A NEW HOTTIE JOINED, PINKIE PIE ACTOR! 31 = HELLL NAHHH! PINKIE PIE IS A SLY FOX. (And his manager a rat). FAKING AN INJURY, AND DELAYING A SHOOT, TO GET DOC DAN?! LMAO HE IS DESPERATE 34 = Jaekyung. DiE. DIR 36 = bro is getting RAPED and thinks its not as bad as losing some sometimes weight for a job, which was jaekyungs OWN CHOICE?! weight loss can be hard but bro, not even close to being raped holyfck. Get some self respect doc dan . 37 = when tf will the author give doc Dan self respect??? He gets screamed at, raped, thrown cola on him, and EVRRYTIME thinks "Boohoo to jakeyung working hard :'(". Pathetic beyond words jfc. 40+41 = "he's on of ours" and you FALL IN LOVE over that?! Nah. Now he's refusing to listen to you doing your job and you wond r if HE is right? YOU ARE THE DR. BFFR 42 = green dude was rude but literally 10000000% CORRECT.Open your damn ehes idioy 53 = bruh wtf. So srason 1 ends with the ML still being ABSOLUTELY DOGSHIT OF ALL DOGSHITS, AND DAN STILLLLLL BEING A PUSHOVER?! BRUH GET A SPINE

@vol3 ch7.5 FIN Idk. The old man is an abuse victim, the young doc needs words of affirmation cause his brother sucked, but then he became 300x more of a POS then his brother ever was. Now old fart forgives his insane abusice mom like tf? and I still dont get why they even like eachother since we KNOW young doc was using old farts trauma and ptsd from his abuse to manipulate and rape him. Its just an ew.