sweety1997's manga / #abuse(3)

I cannot say much right now, cause I feel like crying, because this has ended. I do not need much plot anymore. It would be enough to just see more scenes of those to interact. Those are just 2D pictures, but the author made it so that you felt like they were alive or something. I loved this story. Thank you for this beautiful peace of art!

I am at the second part now. I mean the art looks nice and the dialogues are not trashy or something. But so far now i do not understand why the victim is not more repulsed and reactive to being raped. now he is being raped again. dude...i am so confused by yaoi mangaka. why do they always have to start of bl stories with rape or some form of force? Yeah, sure you can do tragic stuff. This is a criminal story. But then work it out so that it seems more realistic and not some form of "he raped me, then i became gay and now i love him and this is totally not stockholm or any form of fluff puff weird crazy crap.". I love mangas and bl, but these rape-love stories get out of control dude....i am reading on to see about all the fuss. may be they will work all out more nicely. but...man....

It was so interesting seeing myself and my views change I mean we all grow up with these internalized ideas from society. So when I first was introduced to homosexuality I was confused. It did not make sense to me and I thought it was wrong, because god created men and women on purpose. But the more I grew older and met people and understood my feelings and to differenciate between what is really me and the voices of strange people repeating in my mind, I realized, how wrong our world is. I thought I was already very open and understanding for our dear people who suffer through this kind of hell on earth, but my heart broke so much at this. Especially for Kiri....I am crying for him and people like him who live a false identity just to make others happy and to safe themselfes from being completely isolated or even harmed. I am so so sorry...