shoujo_sakura's manga / #Affair(2)

One way to describe this story is that it is creepy and disturbing but also hauntingly captivating. The story telling is also very good. Though the story itself is terrifying. And I believe the paneling of the author gives this story what it needs. I've been a fan of their and story telling from their previous works and this is the same. I don't like the main couple because of the age gap but also how seme is pedophilic but their scenes were intense and very sensual you could feel uke's sensuality through the panels. And honestly, it was a good read but I'm not hoping for the ending to be satisfying as I want front eh ending I've heard. Tbh if I was given a twisted choice for an ending, it would be that the main couple doesn't end up and that the brothers get obsessed with each other (not saying sexually) but that they would instead fill each other's hole(like what missing in their lives not their a**). Honestly, the semes don't deserve the uke in this story . Summary spoiler: Too long for me to write hahaha I hope I can write some day but too lazy for now hahaha

...... Spoiler summary: Uke got into an accident 8 years ago that made him amnesiac. He never retains his memory for more than a day and so never gets to create new memories after the accident. Uke is in love with seme since before, it was one sided. One day, five years before etje current timeline. He got to know this girl who suggested the two to get married despite his condition and now he got a wife whom he gets to know for the first time each day. But also, as his heart remains to be 21 and not 29, his feelings for seme never really moved on and at some days, he confesses and the two tangke don't heir sheets. Uke still finds comfort from seme on all his anxiety. He doesn't know that he does this affair each day, because he doesn't write this update in this phone. Not sure if it sbecaus eif guilt. In chap 6, he decided to change and write an update. And how he had kissed with seme.