poppin' ballon's manga / #trauma(10)

Akamine and Utsumi are two men linked by a dark past only Utsumi remembers: Akamine raping him six years earlier. But when Utsumi comes to exact his revenge, old wounds are reopened and the two become locked in a cycle of violence, betrayal, longing, and despair. ~! Rape !~ ~ Uke go revenge, he would do it by physical and mentally ~ Utsumi smirked because he's planning to emotionally and psychological destroy Akamine by getting closer to him. When Akamine opened up to him, he found a chance to exploit Akamine's mental and emotional state. I don't think he faked the rape as some claimed, all because of what happened when he did get back at Akamine. "I'm the one who feels like crying." Despite getting back at Akamine, he should feel better by now as he finally gave Akamine what he deserved. However, that's what he believed, but life's not that easy. He expected for his pain and anger to go away, but it did the opposite - he felt like shit for raping Akamine and he doesn't know why. Hence the "crying" part because he, himself, doesn't know why it didn't go away when it should've. He finally got revenge, and yet the pain is still there. When Utsumi was saved by Akamine, he said, "Even though you're the same as those bastards! Even though you did the same thing!" Utsumi's view of Akamine shattered as on the one hand, Akamine's this vile, disgusting excuse of a human being. But now, when Akamine helped him out, it shattered. He's lost. But six years of pain, anger and suffering doesn't disappear overnight, so when Akamine opened up to him, he took the chance. @MachaaTaroo

Sakuma Shuu is a handsome and capable man whose external successes hide the scars of a youth marred by isolation and brutal bullying. When a chance meeting brings him face to face with the monster that terrorized his school days, Hayami Tsukasa, he is desperate to hide their connection from his colleagues. Shockingly, Hayami doesn't recognize him, and responding to his desire, he discovers a perverse thrill in having sex with his former tormentor. So begin a story of a game of deception, seduction, and revenge. ~ Seme revenge his past to uke ~ ~ Seme was bullied because uke is a delinquent ~ ~ Uke realized that seme is the one he was bullied back then ~

Dayeol hears two guys fooling around in the nurse’s office and accidentally knocks over the curtain rod. When the nurse walks in on the scene, devilishly handsome Taehyun tells her that Dayeol tried to make out with him. Before Dayeol can correct the misunderstanding, the rumor spreads and his archery scholarship is in jeopardy. To make matters worse, Taehyun doesn’t show the slightest bit of remorse; in fact, he shamelessly begins hanging around Dayeol. It’s not long before the two begin walking the thin line between hate and love. ~ Mentally unstable ML ~ ~ Afraid of Love ~ ~ Crybaby Male Lead ~ ~ Jerk Seme ~ This started out really bad. The black-haired dude a complete asshole. But later, he became a complex character that you really get to understand. Later on, he even apologized, and there was so much development. Very wholesome story, also can I just say that Iove they're versatile? So rare in BL stories, even Shounen Ai. Thank you so much! - @Trixie

Itonaga was bullied during middle school because he had unusually small eyes which gradually made him socially awkward. At college, when he finally thought of starting things anew, he came across his ex-bully, Sanada, popular and sociable. With his dark past coming to haunt his present, he tries to avoid Sanada at first but finally gives up. But things unexpectedly took a shocking turn soon after? What are Sanada's true intentions? What is he really aiming at? ~ Uke was bullied by Seme on his highschool ~ ~ Popular Seme x Shy Insecure Social Anxiety Low Self-Esteem Uke ~ ~ Seme bullied because of lOVe FUCK LOVE YOU DUMB (Uke has slit eyes) ~ ~ Mutual Unrequited Love ~ ~ Past Plays a Big Role ~ EYY MY FIRST FAV BL

To break away from his existence as a NEET and staying at home all day, Endou Hiroshi starts work at a convenience store. There he meets an arrogant and rude co-worker, Yamai Kouhei, whom he just can't get along with. However, after seeing a different side of Yamai and getting to know him more, Endou's impression of him starts to change for the better. But, just as things seem to be going fine for Endou and his return to society, his past comes back to trouble him. ~ Straight Seme x NEET Uke ~ ~ Work on Supermarket ~ ~ Uke is a NEET because he was bullied on highschool ~ ~ bullied because he is a homo ~

Shoma Otsuki's an omega and an office worker of marrying age. He's set up in an arranged marriage with a skilled alpha female and just goes along with the flow in a relationship with her. However, Shoma can't bring himself to take the big step, and when he gets drunk one night, he bumps into a mysterious alpha male named Kanata Tachibana and asks him to pretend to be his lover so that he can call the arranged marriage off. But, when they unexpectedly fall for each other's scent, they sleep together and Shoma finds that his life is now tied to Kanata's. This surprising relationship between the two changes them in various ways... ~ Younger Alpha x Older Omega ~ ~ Seme picked up by Uke because he's homeless ~ ~! Uke was RAPED by another female alpha !~ ~ Seme kinda jerk because he wont tell his problem before they're mating but then he TAUBAT ~ ~ Fake Couple Becomes Genuine ~

Yuri, one of the school's most handsome guys, and Jaerim, one of the school's ugliest, collide!...or don't they...Can't understand what's going on between these two! It's Out of Control!! FIRST COUPLE ~ Popular Vice Chairman of the Student Council Seme x Ugly only-want-to-join-studentcouncil Treasurer Uke ~ ~ Seme has trauma because of his looks ~ ~ Uke bullied by Seme's female fans ~ SECOND COUPLE ~ Start at chap. 17 ~ both are Anime otaku but ML realizing that otaku are not accepted in society ~ ~ Seme upset and ruin his room which has a LOT of Anime merchs WHICH make Uke SADBOI ~ ~ ANYWAY Seme start to BULLY Uke because of that ~ THIRD COUPLE ~ kinda weird I don't really like it... ~ Spin-Off: https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/incorrigible/