This is brilliant story telling, my god the author made them so relatable and think BOTH like real people. The contradicting thoughts from mc then his inner rational self telling him the truth, something you don’t want to hear sometimes and can even disagree with. You know it’s wrong but you decide to continue what you’re doing with the excuse of either you can’t stop or just don’t want to. Even though you “don’t know” why. That is just so real I love how it was used. And same with dohyuk. They both have intelligence. Lol that might sound weird but they both have realistic thinking and yet different thinking. Mc thinks he has dohyuk in control which even I thought but in reality dohyuk is a more realist character that is aware of it, and he feeds off of it just as mc is. It’s a delusional battle mc cannot win, he can only accept and forget for his own sanity or ruin it all. The duality of the human brain.
I also really enjoy the art, THE CHARACTERS ARE SO BEAUTIFUL AND DOHYUK GRRRRR HES SO HOT SO HOT IN THE SEX SCENES RORAHEJEJEHAJR HIS FACE AT CLIMAX EYYEEYEHEHEHEH.
I wish I could deduct things more but I’m so tired it’s so fun to understand characters it’s like I’m breaking out of a trance and facing reality for a bit. Just like mc, I’m clear rn, something cracked me out but the more I write the more my head fades and at some point I have no idea what I’m saying and I struggle to understand even my own thoughts. Why am i rambling this out in a comment I just really liked how I could relate to mc. I never really speak of that matter, no one else really. It’s like another person is in your head. Your self aware part. You can choose to agree or disagree with it, but it is still apart of you so their opinion will always be right. And you know that, it will eat away at you. You have your own thoughts and opinions though, so when will you accept the rationality, their rationality. You’re so contradicting and you know it.
Hwang Young's Misery