Blue_psycho312's manga / #BL(18)

28chap I'm very conflicted about this manhua. And so is many people clearly. Usually I don't want to drop BL manhuas unless it's truly shit. And this isn't. It's got an interested story and I love the art. But they try so hard to sell the fact that Yeonjae is a toxic piece of shit but he's only that way because he cares SO much about Seoyoon. Like they're romanticising this toxicity so hard. Oh Sangwoo or Joo Jaekyung, they're blatantly toxic and little psychotic shits. But atleast the authors know what devils spawn they are presenting to us. But this manhua wants to romanticise this toxicity so hard. "He's toxic because he loves you. He's possessive because he loves you. He's angry at his GIRLFRIEND because he love you." Like Dawgs...

I am a sucker for manhuas about RPGMMOs. The character designs are so cute lol. I love the development of everything and I like the characters and how Ji9star's irl character is still kept so secret. Eventhough we all know who he is. I doubt he's just an ordinary college student. I bet he's a programmer or developer for the game and earned a lot of money from it, and the cafe is just a relative's cafe for extra change. He's clearly got a lot of money to spend But either way, I love Yeonwoo? He's really relatable and funny. Also very in depth in-game. NEUTAAA and Ji9star much such a cute combo lmao. Also the guild members are really cute!! I like Meowie's character lol. But they all seem really nice and are clearly being framed

There's a hyung/dongsaeng dynamic But goddamn I was getting whiplash trying to understand. One minute they hate eachother, then they become friends. One chapter later, they act like they've known eachother for a full year with how close they acted. They're very cute tho. What a plot twist that Yoonwon is actually 22 lol. Also; was not expecting the steamy scene. But it do indeed be steamy... Yooil is very cute. And Yoonwon has the potential to be very cute. They both seem to have some sort of trauma it seems

Idc what people say; I actually love them... I can tell that they're beginning to like eachother, or Seo-dan is atleast becoming more comfortable with Mr Han. He can atleast seek comfort in him. I think my heart is gonna break if Mr Han mentions he's got others he's seeing (I don't think he does. But that will hurt..). Idc, I love them. Fuck the mum. Fuck you. How you gonna disown him, be a rude ass mother and still expect him to fund yall? I don't even think the sister is secretly that cruel, the mother is simply acting on her own entitlement..

I actually really like Winter.....

Zhenhao (Jingeon) Lin Dong Yan (Dongeon) Heeseo Seungwoo It was so frustrating. It was good! But frustrating even until the end. SO BASICALLY Heeseo is actually a very sensitive and self conscious guy, despite seeming like an airhead. He's naturally a lonely guy, so he seeks comfort in others who are nice to him and care for him (me too honestly), so he falls in love with people (usually older) quickly. However he fell in love with Seungwoo, who's younger than him- so when he was temporarily transferred to another branch to help out, he wanted Jingeon to cover for him at his current branch so he doesn't have to leave too soon. And the only way to convince him, is to tell him about a new crush on one of his coworkers- Dongyeon. Jingeon, being a skeptical guy, wanted to check out the new crush to see if they're good for Heeseo because he's been heartbroken before. TURNS OUT the reason why Jingeon is skeptical, is because there's previously been a guy that Heeseo dated, who only stayed with Heeseo because they wanted to eventually get with Jingeon. Heeseo doesn't know that Jingeon knows, so he secretly grew very self conscious of his lovers being introduced to Jingeon, so he decided to set him up with Dongyeon this time, so that when he DOES introduce Seungwoo to him, he'd already be dating someone KNOWING Dongyeon is Jingeon's type. Basically this was all a set up by Heeseo because he wanted to be with Seungwoo, whilst also eliminating the possibility of Jingeon stealing his lover, by acting as cupid for Jingeon and Dongyeon. HOWEVER, I don't know why tf, but Heeseo kept lying about having a crush on Dongyeon TO JINGEON AND SEUNGWOO, and kept threatening them both that he's going to confess. THEN HAS THE AUDACITY TO SAY "IVE GOT TO CONFESS TO A GUY I DONT LIKE LIKE THAT :(" LIKE WTF DO YOU MEAN, NO YOU DONT. YOU DIDNT HAVE TO DO ALL THAT DBAINROQNNRKMQC AHHHH. So yea... Heeseo is frustrating.. and even in the end, when he got with Seungwoo and had yet to come clean to Jingeon about him being messy af, HE DIDNT EVEN END UP DOING IT, Seungwoo had to do it for him, or Jingeon had to apologise for getting with his crush EVENTHOUGH HE NEVER EVEN HAD A CRUSH IN THE FIRST PLACE... and Dongyeon was just blissfully unaware... Also Seungwoo had liked Heeseo for a long time, since they met. But idk why he kept playing with Heeseo. He should have just confessed, but he kept playing silly games to toy with Heeseo. That was also frustrating... then when he knew EVERYTHING after Heeseo told him literally everything about the lie, he had the audacity to tell Jingeon that he was making Heeseo's life harder???? TF. I actually don't like this guy..

Jinhyeong Uyun Eunoh Song-Rik I LOVE THEM SO MUCHHHH TT_TT they're so cute. Literally the beat couple. They balance eachother out, and fix eachothers flaws. Jinhyeong is such a complex and broken person, but needed the push from Uyun to get him to think from a new perspective. Someone as loving and outgoing as Uyun helped Jinhyeong to get out of his bubble, and now he has plenty more people to converse with. He's not afraid of being more loose lipped, or acting out because the TAs have proven to still stick with him even if he acts a bit more like himself. I love them so much. It warmed my heart when Jinhyeong confronted his ex and just told her how it is, how broken he was, how he loved her but at the wrong time. He put everything into perspective, made sure she knows he did love her but needed to heal before he could love again, and Uyun was the one to do it. He took accountability and tried to fix it. I love them. This manhwa is also so funny at the weirdest time. You relate so much, and you want to cry, but you get reminded that it's a comedy. But I love themmmm Eunoh is... an interesting guy. He definitely falls in love too easily and quickly. He's a playboy, but like- not with ill intentions? Him liking his father's cousin is crazy.... but he's good friends with Uyun, and it shows he's a good person when he ain't crushing on them. Atleast he didn't try and get in-between Uyun and Jinhyeong when he found out they were dating. He just took it as that, and let it be. During the flashback, I kinda loved Song-Rik. He's a broken person, but he doesn't let it show. I think Jinhyeong definitely struggles with wording things wrongly, cus it made Song-Rik feel like he lost his only proper friend. I think him saying "I'll go back to my real family" when tension was high, not thinking that Song-Rik doesn't have that safety net of a real family, is kinda harsh.. but certainly the choice Song-Rik made as an answer to that, was a bit childish... really goes to show how quickly people will turn to bullying and harassment as soon as things don't go their way when in school.. I think you can't help but sympathize with Song-Rik. He's not rich, he's not smart, he doesn't have a family to go back to... atleast one that isn't violent with him. And sometimes you feel if you were in his shoes, Jinhyeong's problems do seem trivial compared to yours, not knowing that it's just as hard on them having to keep up with the constant pressure and live up to expectations, so much so it becomes hard to breathe.. they both heavily struggled in their own way, but in the moment, Song-Rik viewed Jinhyeong's problems as trivial but atleast he has a family to go back to. That hurt.. when he said "the 5000$ you spent on me, isn't the same as the 5000$ I spent on you", meaning he truly laid it all bare for Jinhyeong, because he has nothing else to lose, but Jinhyeong will still have everything he has even if he gives it away... in a way, it comes from a place of privilege, that Jinhyeong doesn't care for, but to others it doesn't matter if he cares for it or not, because he's still privileged. It's hard looking at things from opposite perspectives. But they would have been such good friends if they didn't sorely misunderstand eachother, and now Song-Rik is using his own tactic of 'get close and tear him down' because hes using Jinhyeong's fears in regards to not being enough, or possibly getting into trouble at school and being reported to his father, against him...

Doyoon Soo-Ah Such an endearing and short manhwa. Doyoon is so hot...