Ten Count
Gooood they released the first chapters of this when I first started reading yaoi and now years later I'm here and I've finished it. I'm just so happy they really deserve to be together
Zetsubou ni Nake
️️️ Read the tags bitches because I did not and now I really fucking regret it I was not prepared. That rape was really graphic and I think Akamine deserved everything he got but at the same time it felt like the person we got to know seemed just like a normal person suffering and I'd catch myself feeling bad for him and then I'd get reminded that he is actually horrible and disgusting and deserves this. I'm not quite sure how to feel about any of this story my head is just a mess because the revenge part isn't really a feel good thing either. It's not satisfying it's just painful and messy. It's interesting so if you want to read something dark then here but prepare yourself because the art is super well done which makes the story a lot harder to read.
Gintama dj - Mienai Kusari
️️️️Rape, physical abuse, imprisonment, stockholm syndrome, torture Well that was one of if not the most depressing thing I read. I kind of randomly read this but fuck this was terrifying especially the ending that gave me this deep feeling of dread. I wish everyone who read this a fun session w their therapist
Into The Blue Water
Why does it have to be forced? I mean I'd love to give this 5 stars but I can't cos of that:(( I wish it was just consensual smash to survive and then they could heal together. I don't mind the seme being a bit fucked in the head all in all he wants what's best for Mc he's just gone a bit insane but assault is where I draw the line.
A Room Without Window
This was actually fire? I thought I'd hate it cos I hate romanticizing abuse but that didn't actually happen. I love them both and I loved all the murder c fun. It was satisfying to see Gitae get revenge. I'm adopting them both they are precious
Miscreants And Mayhem
Okay so I can't exactly recommend this cos the premise itself is problematic af. I kind of wanna rate it 5 stars for what it pulled off, its insanely entertaining and somehow makes you root for a relationship that is wrong on so many levels, but i have like a little conscience left so ill give it 4 stars. The relationship between the couple shouldn't happen obvi cos age gap and power dynamics and jesus so many other things but ml calling mc dad all the way through is another layer of fucked upness nit that the relationship would ever be okay otherwise. But like if you forget about all your morals then it's kinda fire? Like the premise is horribly toxic ml is a literal psychopath and mc is traumatized to he'll and back. They're both murderers but like it kind of works because it's so absurd and over the top fucked up? Like at one point your barin is just like clearly every part of this is on its own level of fucked upness and on that level it works. It's obsessive and toxic but like I'm not gonna lie this was very entertaining to read and it was very satisfying when everyone got what they deserved. I'm happy I read it but brace yourself for absolute insanity. Somehow by the end I was convinced this was a cute relationship?? And like logically it's not it's horrible in so many ways but like it gave me stockholm syndrome and now I also think this is lovely.
Doukyuusei A
It's kinda interesting i wish it was longer. This is not yaoi tho thank fuck. One of them is a low-key psychopath and the other is just regular trash w an inferiority complex
Ienai Itami o Daite Iru