ni-ka-CHUUUUUUUUUU's manga / #revenge(14)

Fuck the feels. Reread 5: due to personal stuff going on rereading this made me cry and feel more than I usually did. The ukes fears of relationships and insecurity of his identity because of his dark past makes this so painfully relatable that I can't help but officially say I LOVE this manga. The uke essentially embodies everything that I feel in life currently.

*favorite shounen ai (lawlz its labeled as shounen ai but its very closely treading on yaoi)

3.5 DAAAAMN SON. This shit is hella dramatic and angsty. And a bit confusing. But still pretty good.

4.25 Tragic and twisted as fuck but can't help but love this.

3.5 Stockholm syndrome for sure... Kinda cliche and the seme's a massive prick but whatevs

Lawlz idiot seme and idiot couple. Finished: meh tbh it's a bit underwhelming. Neither persons feelings feel genuine.

This is sooooooo lame but I can't help but still like it?

3.50 Idk why the seme wanted to break up in the first place. The whole reason was petty. That being said I liked that the uke basically got revenge and got the seme groveling back to him. Reread.

First story (chp 1-5) Not words other than perfection. A masterpiece. Felts lots and cried lots. Reread: didn't love it as much but guess it was like with Doushitemo Furetakunai when I loved it to pieces after the first read but don't feel it as much the second time. It's still great though. Second story was too confusing for me to feel anything initially but after awhile I understood it. I probs would have liked it more if I understood it the first time because it's about twisted revenge. I think because the concept is really psychological yet they don't really delve into the reason behind the semes feelings. I get its complicated and he's human and didn't want to ruin their relationship (I would understand this more if the manga actually went into it) but why did he take the uke in and seem to do a shitty job of raising him because he seems to always leave him alone at home? Is he trying to distance himself from the uke? Does it root from his tendency to pick up abandoned animals and lovers yet not do a good job of taking care of them? Because after thinking all of this you really do realize the seme is a shitty person. He always leaves the uke in the dark and lets him misunderstand. He should know his history of abandonment yet he doesn't try enough to reassure he's needed. GOD.

Last story: twisted and sexy. A yandere psychopathic seme with an insecure uke engaging in a forbidden love affair.. MY OH MY.