ni-ka-CHUUUUUUUUUU's manga / #psychological(133)

Samenai Yume

Complete | step lab,Tatsumi Doroko | 2013 released

UGH ITS SO FUCKING TWISTED AND INCESTUOUS AND CREEPY. I FUCKING LOVE IT. THE CONCEPT AND ART REMINDS ME SO MUCH OF KURAKA SUI, THE AUTHOR OF ITOU-SAN AKA MY FAVORITE YAOI MANGA. GAHHHHH I CAN'T.

Yugami Hajime

Complete | Harada | 2000 released

I liked this one but I LOVE the sequel.

Nanadome No Gomenne

Complete | kojima lalako | 2000 released

3.75 Wahhhh I can't. Fuck the mom.

To the Sea

Complete | Asada Nemui | 2000 released

3.75 DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMN SON

Sasayaku no wa Sono Yubi

Complete | YAMAKAMI Riyu | 2000 released

Good-ish but also frustrating and annoying. These are one of those fictitious rape stories that you already know should only exist in fiction. However, even for my weird kink twisted yaoi, this was too much. I get the uke chose to be in this, and the seme has massive issues, but this is just one big victim falling for his abuser story. Idk this one doesn't sit well with me.

Natsujikan

Complete | Kunieda Saika | 2000 released

Kyuuso Ha Cheese no Yume Omiru

Complete | mizushiro setona | 2006 released

Yami Bl

Ongoing | asou mitsuaki, kizuki jin, konjiki runa, kuroda kuz , london pariko, mitsumi kokusei, ogawa chise, oshima akiko, shoowa, takahashi, oshi | 2013 released

I don't mind this. It's fucked up but not satisfying enough.

Sojou No Koi Wa Nido Haneru

Complete | mizushiro setona | 2009 released

4.5 Holy fuck that was an emotional roller-coaster. It was angsty and messy and painfully realistic. This is first yaoi I've read where love seems to be portrayed how it would mostly likely be in the real world (Through I wouldn't actually know from experience). Everything about this is just so raw and real: Sexually, they are portrayed as REAL men; not the fantasy seme-uke role but actually have a legit gay relationship. They don't go through the generic "forbidden love" problems but real the relationship struggles that any couple would undergo, but more so because it's between a straight and a gay man. They both constantly contradict what they want and even acknowledge they aren't good together. But love isn't just pure and happiness, but is actually more complex and selfish, and their love is just that. They're two misfits who struggle with the definition of love and realize that it's what they have. I also really liked the role of the girlfriend. She epitomizes everything the straight guy believes love should be like, as well as his life as a straight man. She's not an instrument used to create excessive problems between the couple, but rather someone who creates psychological conflict for the straight guy. She was so real and was an actual human being who had some struggles but just ultimately fell in love with the straight guy. A million times better than the prequel. A different reread.

Double Mints

Complete | nakamura asumiko | 2009 released

A bit confusing so I'll have to reread eventually but still like her typical stuff it was angsty and twisted and great.