ni-ka-CHUUUUUUUUUU's manga / #protective seme(20)

I think I'm in love! Gahhhhh my fucking heart I can't take this onesideness!!!! It hurts so much but feels so good (ugggh I'm such an emotional masochist). My two favorite yaoi tropes: the adorable tsundere uke who is actually very innocent and shy and falls in love first and the bully asshole seme who will eventually realize what a fucker he is and that the uke is perfect. This manga really knows how to tug the heart strings.

4.75 OH MY GOD THIS IS SO ADORABLE. THE UKE = HEARTBREAK. GAHHHHHHH (only reason it's not a favorite: I need more chapters to satisfy me)

Even if this is pretty cliche and I dislike stories where the couple is already formed beforehand, this was still cute. Reread.

UGHHHHHH THE MANGA. I have no words for how much I loved it. I think why I loved it so much is because the uke deals with insecurity and always doubts and even often loathes himself; he has a difficult time socializing and has to force himself to do things even though he doesn't believe he can. I noticed some comments about how the uke seems to cry too much but honestly I really relate to him. Being someone who personally deals social anxiety and low self-esteem issues so this manga really hit close to home for me; he lives in constant fear that he'll disappoint people and ultimately fail. He believes everyone hates him and the fact that he was in denial that the seme could even love him for majority of the manga is utterly heart-shattering.

Pretty cute. Second couple is generic doe. Reread this with the blcd: 4.25 Oh my god I love it more! Yeah it's a bit dated so the sex scenes aren't the best, but still! I still blushed when I listened to them. And this manga is 10x more funny with the blcd! I realized my favorite character is ueda because he's the only one in the shop not in a relationship and his cool personality to everything happening with the couples is fucking hilarious!

Uuuuugh the relationship I have with this manga. Why do I always keep coming back and ALWAYS without fail end up crying?!

GOD FUCKING DAMMIT. AND HERE I WAS HAVING THE SLIGHTEST HOPE. YEAH ITS REALISTIC BUT FUCKING COME ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD. I LOVED IT BUT HATED IT. WELHTLAHGIODNO;AEHRJKAHOTKNRJ. SURE IT WAS BITTERSWEET BUT NOT SATISFYING ENOUGH TO MEND MY BROKEN HEART. AT LEAST GIVE THE UKE A NEW LOVE. HE DESERVES IT.

So cliche but goddamn am I a sucker for this.

OH MY GOD THIS IS SO GREAT. It's so refreshing because this really focuses on developing the relationships and friendships. The main couple have so believable chemistry and a solid friendship that the route their relationship is going makes so much sense. I feel so much for the main couple but the second particsulry the black haired guy... my god are they sexy. I love how much of a tease everything and everyone is in this but that's what makes the chemistry so great. This is such a thrill to read because it's really funny, really sad, and really hot (even though nothings happened yet). Everyone from the main characters to the background characters (ie the girls which by the way are fucking hilarious) is fucking fantastic. I absolutely love the slapstick element in this because it really helps show just how trivial and relatable their characters daily relationship is. I love how day to day the main couple have such a bro relationship but at the end of the day both are willing to do anything for the other. 15 OUT OF 10. INSTANT REREAD AND FAVORITE.

OH MY GOD I'M SWOONING