ni-ka-CHUUUUUUUUUU's manga / #lovable uke(34)

Chapter 1: UGHHHH OH MY GOD THAT BUILD UP. THE GAY INSECURE UKE WITH UNREQUITED FEELINGS FOR THE SEME BUT TURNS OUT TO BE SOMETHING MORE CHAPTER 2: OH MY GOD ITS BASICALLY LIKE Kaeru no Prince-sama!!!!! DAMMIT WHY ISNT THERE MORE! CHAPTER 3-5: did love it as much as the first story but still really liked it. Dammit there needs be more. GOD DAMMIT THIS MANGAKA ALWAYS ENDS IT JUST WHEN THINGS ARE ABOUT TO GET GOOD. MOOEEEEE. Reread first story: 4.5 YESSSSSSSS

Gahhhhh the uke is so fucking cute!!!!

UGGGGHHHH I HAVE SUCH CONFLICTED FEELINGS FOR THIS. I LOVE IT BUT THEN I DISLIKE IT. Things I without a doubt LOVED: the uke (OH MY GOD HE WAS SO PRECIOUS HE GOES DOWN WITH ONE OF MY FAVORITE UKES) andthe blcd (get to that later). My main issue with this manga is mainly the story and the semes possessive and sadistic personality. Now I love me a sadistic bully seme but most of the time it was quite unconfortable to read because it was often so excessive. It makes you wonder if the seme really cares for the uke. I guess that's just his personality but he seldom shows the uke enough affection for it to appear as love. I get why the seme would fall in love (I don't blame he because he's so fucking adorable) but I'm have trouble understanding how the uke could have fallen for the seme. But I guess that's yaoi for you... But one things for sure: the seme is a fucking dick that id like to punch a couple 100 times. The story and tone also sometimes felt weird. I think it's the fact the manga seems to like to put humor immediately into dramatic scenes. Because of the sudden change in tone my feelings would be left hanging and I wouldn't enjoy the funny scenes as much because I'm hung up on the dramatic scenes. Idk it was often weird. NONETHELESS THIS MANGA WAS FUNNY, HEART SHATTERING, AND SUUUUUUUUUUPER HOT. I definitely enjoyed this manga way more because of the excellent drama cd. While I liked maeno tomoaki I never really found any of this va work that I adored. This one was a game changer. He was so adorable and naive and insecure in some parts and during the hot scenes HOLY SHIT I WAS GONE. He was waaaay to sexy beyond words. And hirakawa daisuke... MY OH MY. No one could have done a more perfect sadistic bully seme as natural and sexy as he can. Undoubtly one of my favorites by him. I also realized this both have amazing chemistry. The supporting va also fucking made this. It's because of them that I died lying at a lot of the parts. I have my issues with this but I loved it. I laughed. I cried. I ached. I was aroused to no end ().

First story (chp 1-5) Not words other than perfection. A masterpiece. Felts lots and cried lots. Reread: didn't love it as much but guess it was like with Doushitemo Furetakunai when I loved it to pieces after the first read but don't feel it as much the second time. It's still great though. Second story was too confusing for me to feel anything initially but after awhile I understood it. I probs would have liked it more if I understood it the first time because it's about twisted revenge. I think because the concept is really psychological yet they don't really delve into the reason behind the semes feelings. I get its complicated and he's human and didn't want to ruin their relationship (I would understand this more if the manga actually went into it) but why did he take the uke in and seem to do a shitty job of raising him because he seems to always leave him alone at home? Is he trying to distance himself from the uke? Does it root from his tendency to pick up abandoned animals and lovers yet not do a good job of taking care of them? Because after thinking all of this you really do realize the seme is a shitty person. He always leaves the uke in the dark and lets him misunderstand. He should know his history of abandonment yet he doesn't try enough to reassure he's needed. GOD.

So cliche and shoujo but shit I'm a sucker for this. This mangaka really knows how to make adorable ukes and pretty attractive semes.

4.25 OH MY GOD THIS IS SO CUTE. I CANT WAIT FOR MORE. Chapter 3 story 2: GOD DAMMIT THAT PRECIOUS TSUNDERE UKE. Chapter 2: 5 GAHHHH NO MY HEART. ITS SO RIGHT. THAT UKE.

Pretty ridiculous and random story line but still absolutely adorable and hilarious. There were so my parts that had me dying laughing. Especially during the maid cafe scene and when the younger brother made them pose in sex positions. issue: I never really could tell if the uke actually likes the seme or if he's just going along with it. They also just brush over the theme in general! The fact that the uke is an otaku and the seme has a grudge against otakus because of his past seems to be completely ignored. I also never understood why they always seemed to bump into each other. CHAPTER 5 [SIDE STORY]: OH MY GOD. I FUCKING LOVED IT. IT HAD EVERYTHING I LOVE IN A MORE LIGHTHEARTED YAOI. UNREQUITED LOVE FOR A CHILDHOOD FRIEND. MISUNDERSTANDING THAT THE SEME IS TALKING ABOUT SOMEONE ELSE AS THEIR CRUSH TO THE UKE WHEN IN FACT THE CRUSH IS THE UKE. COMEDY. I BIT OF DRAMA. MORE MISUNDERSTANDINGS. FLUFFY. AND A BIT OF SEXY TIME. YES. JUST YES.

OH MY GOD I CANT. THIS IS GONNA BE SO GOOD. I CANT WAIT FOR MORE... CHAPTER 3: UGH YESSSS. INSECURE UKES ARE MY HEROIN.

A heartbreaking and refreshingly realistic story between the expressionless seme and the sweet uke insecure about his own sexuality. Always makes me cry everytime I reread.