ni-ka-CHUUUUUUUUUU's manga / #insecure uke(84)

UGHHHHHH THE MANGA. I have no words for how much I loved it. I think why I loved it so much is because the uke deals with insecurity and always doubts and even often loathes himself; he has a difficult time socializing and has to force himself to do things even though he doesn't believe he can. I noticed some comments about how the uke seems to cry too much but honestly I really relate to him. Being someone who personally deals social anxiety and low self-esteem issues so this manga really hit close to home for me; he lives in constant fear that he'll disappoint people and ultimately fail. He believes everyone hates him and the fact that he was in denial that the seme could even love him for majority of the manga is utterly heart-shattering.

Seductive yet reserved and insecure older uke + stoic possessive seme = heaven.

3.5 very cute.

Chapter 1: UGHHHH OH MY GOD THAT BUILD UP. THE GAY INSECURE UKE WITH UNREQUITED FEELINGS FOR THE SEME BUT TURNS OUT TO BE SOMETHING MORE CHAPTER 2: OH MY GOD ITS BASICALLY LIKE Kaeru no Prince-sama!!!!! DAMMIT WHY ISNT THERE MORE! CHAPTER 3-5: did love it as much as the first story but still really liked it. Dammit there needs be more. GOD DAMMIT THIS MANGAKA ALWAYS ENDS IT JUST WHEN THINGS ARE ABOUT TO GET GOOD. MOOEEEEE. Reread first story: 4.5 YESSSSSSSS

One of the most adorable ukes ever!!!!! His insecurity is very realistic and relatable.

Awe so cute.

Uggggh so good just what I love: two stubborn, insecure, tsundere uke brothers: the youngest is good at everything yet doesn't know what it's like to want anything; the oldest works hard only to be constantly compared to his more talented brother. Good pacing. I laughed. I cried. I felt. Ugh just love it!!!!!!!! Reread: due to personal reasons this manga hit me harder than before. I don't know which uke I love more because I relate to their insecurities so much. I just can't...

Insecurity and one-sided love of uke always tears me apart.