ni-ka-CHUUUUUUUUUU's manga / #gay uke(74)

Oh fuck I fucking love this waaaaaay too much...

Aw this one was quite sad but sweet Reread: BUHUHUHUHU OH THE TEARS. Reread 2024: lol nah this was stupid

UGGGGH ANNOYING SADISTIC SEME

3.5 Christ this was so melodramatic and full of nothing but untold feelings and misunderstandings. Idk if I like it or if I think this was stupid.

God the seme pisses me off. I like seme's that are kinda obnoxious but only so they can have their pride knocked down and fucking seriously confess to the uke of their feelings. I HATE when the uke confesses his feelings but doesn't get reciprocated by the seme. God!

Eh I have no interest in the love story of the friend from wonderful day

First few stories: meh. Last story: UHM MORE PLEASE.

3.75 MASSIVE rant on this manga because it just has SOOOOOO much. I quite liked this manga. It had a lot of aspects that I typically like in a yaoi: gay uke with unrequited love for cold straight seme since high school and reencounter each other => both end up having a physical relationship with mainly the seme kinda driving the relationship because he's still unsure about his feelings => misunderstanding misunderstanding =>the seme to finally confesses => couple formation => the typical issues a bl couple have after they become an item (ie coming out, labels). However, it's clear this manga has soooooo much potential in terms of plot and character development but never fulling reaches it. For instance, I felt the manga often lacked emotionally, particularly the characters. Idk maybe I'm just so used to exaggerated fwah fwah moments where the uke's eyes are glistening and shit and the seme all taken aback and that this manga never seemed to have that. While it is kinda refreshing the uke isn't crying every 20 pages, the lack of obvious expressions on the characters faces kinda made most of the story feel not as sincere as it could be. And not just facial expressions, but also a lot of the dialogue in the story kinda seemed ingeninue and off, making me have less of an attachment to the story and characters. There was also a lot in the story development that I didn't like very much. For instance, that one guy (not the friend but btdubs the uke seems to have A LOT of suitors) who had feelings for the uke. I know it was meant to connect to the seme's trust issues but still it was just kinda there. And I never really got why the uke was totally fine stringing him along when he already knew about his feelings (that's a pretty dick thing to do if you ask me). I also didn't really get the development of the couple's relationship. While I enjoyed the pacing of their relationship, I could never really understand how or why both the uke and seme even liked each other in the first place (and maybe that's mainly because I find both the uke and seme to be kinda unlikeable). Though I'm more convinced about the uke's feelings, I never understood if the seme liked the uke as long as he had or that he's just been aware of him all this time and they just kinda went from there. Aside from the typical yaoi trope of the seme being hella aggressive and dominant in the initial physical relationship, what really bugs me is that the couple never really showed much development before they mutually confessed but then after that BOOM they're all lovey-dovey and smiling and having all these moments and shit. And even the character of the seme in general didn't seem that consistent. First he's this massive obnoxious dick, followed by this super stoic and expressionless guy, followed by hella passionate, followed by super caring and loving to the uke. Idk if this is just one weird-ass version of a tsundere, but this made it super confusing to figure out what the fuck the seme's deal is (I guess that's the point?) But maybe because this yaoi is more complex and developed than most is the reason I'm being super analytical about this. Even with all the issues I have for this manga, it's still refreshing in many ways, especially towards the end when it targets the issue of being gay in Japan. The response of both the couple and other characters actually seemed pretty realistic to how people today would respond: the out-of-the-closest uke who's already been pretty accepted by his family (mainly because of his sister) is anxious about his relationship with the originally straight seme who doesn't deny the relationship but is still coming to terms with it. The seme's colleague's response to when he came out was open-minded and accepting. And even the seme's parents' reaction was pretty understandable: the mother was completely against while the father seemed to tolerate it. Overall, I have A LOT of mixed emotions for this manga. There are some parts that got a bit dull, cliche, or even annoying. However it's because of all the topics and tropes it addresses that I can conclude that I did enjoy and like this.

3.5 I like it. It's interesting.

Genuinely like this manga. Love stories where the uke has pretty "seme" appearance. The uke and seme have good chemistry.