ni-ka-CHUUUUUUUUUU's manga / #gahhhhhhhh(584)

God fucking damn. I just HAD to read this when PMSing with the result of major waterworks streaming down. Regardless, lovely oneshot about the uke's longtime unrequited love for the seme and asks to sleep with him just to get closer to him.

Twisted beyond repair. Has hella incest which I was prepared for but it was like a step further. Tragically beauty story between two brothers.

I think I'm in love! Gahhhhh my fucking heart I can't take this onesideness!!!! It hurts so much but feels so good (ugggh I'm such an emotional masochist). My two favorite yaoi tropes: the adorable tsundere uke who is actually very innocent and shy and falls in love first and the bully asshole seme who will eventually realize what a fucker he is and that the uke is perfect. This manga really knows how to tug the heart strings.

UGHHHHHH THE MANGA. I have no words for how much I loved it. I think why I loved it so much is because the uke deals with insecurity and always doubts and even often loathes himself; he has a difficult time socializing and has to force himself to do things even though he doesn't believe he can. I noticed some comments about how the uke seems to cry too much but honestly I really relate to him. Being someone who personally deals social anxiety and low self-esteem issues so this manga really hit close to home for me; he lives in constant fear that he'll disappoint people and ultimately fail. He believes everyone hates him and the fact that he was in denial that the seme could even love him for majority of the manga is utterly heart-shattering.

Current love:hate ratio- 95:5 (thanks to the blcd lawlz). 4 GAAAAAWWWDDDD why is the seme hot yet sucks so much And the uke so adorable but so frustrating It is so frustrating. How much potential this manga had. And then at some point it flipped and just became a horny fix. Given that the seme is a fucking physician and exploits and coerces the ukes condition is so fucked up and unethical. Like choose a lane: either commit to treatment for the uke seriously OR stayed fucked up. You can't do both Ohhh but the ending was actually kinda sweet. It's basically the middle and everything before the uke confesses is what sucks

SHIT THERES GOT TO BE MORE!!!! Average story but I still love it!

Oh god my heart.

[DROPPED] sups hot. such a shame it got dropped :(

Ahhhh such a proactive uke! I'm so excited to see what's next! UMMMMM EXCUSE ME????? WHY DAFUQ DID THE FIRST STORY JUST END THERE??????