Saezen7's manga / #Rape(21)

I’m not sure if I like this story or dislike it.... Some scenes are not to my liking but it was pretty cute. (18+)

If you ignore the rape in the beginning, the bl is pretty cute bc it doesn’t really happen again after like chapter 4 probably. Also, unrelated but Makoto looks like Shuichi from Danganronpa lmao (18+)

:D (18+)

ehhhh (18+)

honestly it was kinda confusing but the end parts made it more easier to understand lol cute (NSFW)

Damn honestly it got a little boring in certain episodes but the prequel part made me cryyy that’s so sad. The romantic development is uhhh i don’t know I didn’t really pay attention to it but it was meh cus I’m not sure how Noah fell for Allen. There weren’t a lot of obvious romantic development so it’s just meh. Oh also the red haired guy was so irrelevant that I almost forgot his existence. (18+)

When I first read this it was so interesting that I couldn't stop reading it. But now I can't reread it. TT I remember most of the things that happened and I don't think I want to read them again. I also used to ship Yoonbum and Sangwoo which I now do not ship. Now that I think of it, some parts did make it seem that they were together or were going to be together when I read it though. Honestly, I did not know what ending I expected from this but I did read this near the time I was introduced to BL so that was what I expected. (18+)

So I’ve reread this 3 times now in the course of my years reading bl. Rereading this now, I realize that the relationship between Lucaon and Kyon was not as cute as I remember. I’m so sure I liked this story only bc the ending was cute. Now, I’ve realized Lucaon is not really the glorified good guy I remembered him as and Kyon is a SIMP. The couples and characters are pretty mediocre. I generally don't like reading abt ppl who are already couples and the relationship between Sihan and Karis is a bit boring. Personally I don’t like their dynamic. Probably because I’ve seen it too much, so I’ve gotten tired of it. Also Christoph and Ryan’s story is just sad. I remember this being confusing as fuck but then again I probably didn’t take the time to understand what was going on. It was interesting but I think the issue was that idk wtf the plot was. It went from Kyon signing up to be a servant then simping for Lucaon then there’s these other characters then it tries to be like a monster action thing and then Kyon was on the bad guy’s side all along all of a sudden. This was all some random mind fuck memory bullshit and I think that makes the story pretty bad. Most of the best moments in this story is when Logan is there, but he can be annoying asf sometimes. Overall, this was an overrated story, but maybe that was only because there were barely any BL manhwas back in 2018-2019. (18+)

Nov 10 2021 00:49

THANK GOD THIS IS FINALLY OVER! I’ve lost track how many times I wanted to break down and I don’t even remember why I liked this story when I first read it. All the shit that is keeping me to read this is because: 1. I’ve read this since 2019 and I guess I have some attachment to it 2. Hella people like it for some reason so I’m staying to see why It’s mediocre. I wish there was more sexual tension or something and although there is drama, it eventually got boring and most of this had turned into straight up smut anyways and that is tiring to read. I’m tired of seeing them fuck all the damn time bc if I’m being honest, it’s the same shit. The same vanilla sex over and over again. I also hated how fast the mom changed personalities. That's character inconsistency. She went from this homophobic, strict mom to this supportive "do what makes you happy!" mom. It's nice, but a big leap in personality. If she was that type of person from the start, I wouldn't have a problem. Maybe I've changed but I don't like Haebom. He's timid and stubborn and kind of a pushover. I feel like he always has to rely on others to help which I think changed? I don't know, I can't remember anymore. I also dislike Taesoo. He's possessive over Haebom and they live in this unrealistic fantasy. I guess they're happy together, but this story was so boring and drawn out. It got worse in the epilogue when the red haired guy got raped. The author should've just ended it. That was the most unnecessary episode. (18+ After season 1)