cocobunny's manga / #unrequited love(27)

Kigurumi-kun

Complete | Nmura | 2019 released

Katamuku Karada

Complete | OKUDA Waku | 2000 released

One Shot. Immediate rape. Seme Yakuza bad guy has been in the group for awhile. He saw uke a few times and fell in love. He loved his dignified back. Inquiring why uke is never seen in the group, the leader (uke’s father) tells him that his son is raised normally in a normal life and thus doesnt belong in the yakuza world. Thus Seme comes to terms that the only way for him to have the beautiful refined uke is to forcefully take him. He receives this opportunity when the Leader (uke’s father) has cancer and requests that Seme take over the group since he is dependable. Seme agree on only one condition: The Uke. If he can have the uke. Father begrudgingly obliges imo. Seme then takes uke and forces himself on him for months (aka rape). And each time he asks uke if he loves him. Uke always says no bc he hates all this. Uke hates being embraced, he hates the feeling of the rape, he doesnt like pain, he hates it all. So he always says NO. Then one day the leader dies bc of his cancer. Uke doesnt know how to feel about this, since his father was never in his life on purpose since he was meant to be raised normally. He feels empty? As he describes this, the seme gentle hugs him from behind. Slightly taken aback by the fact that even a yakuza could embrace so gently, the uke then throws himself on seme and says they can have sex. Seme, enthusiastic but not wanting to take advantage of a grieving person, hesitantly says ok. He says he’ll do it gently, to which the uke perks up and seems to really want that. Sex is good. Uke says it feels good. Seme now understands that force isnt the way to go with the uke. The best way to approach him and have him fall in love with seme is to be gentle and treat him gently. Uke realizes that he rejected the seme this whole time (bc rape duh), but accepts him now bc he cant stand on his own rn d/t fathers death. Afterwards, uke thanks Seme for being there for him. Seme then happily sees that uke seemed refined and strong, but in actuality he is fragile and just wants someone to treat him gently and take care if him. And that makes the Seme love Uke much more. Pretty ok jerjers but would have been GREAT if there was more build up and not a one shot!

Haikei Pass / Jougi

Complete | | 2000 released

DAMN THIS WAS GOOD!!! Sadistic ABUSIVE homophobic seme who is a POS towards the poor uke bc the uke confessed to him. Seme then treats him like SHIT and rapes him! Uke hates it but seme blackmails him to stay with him. DARK AND FUCKED UP! Such a great plot its a shame its only 2 ch!!!!

Boku wa Kimi no Iinari

Complete | AGATA Ito | 2016 released

got boring fast sorryyy! Just a lot of teasing before the big jerjer. Senpai uke x kouhai bully seme. Bully was only a bully in the sense of playing with uke’s body and having him masturbate, but that only lasted like a minute before seme eventually fell in love with him too. Now its all bubbly sweet and they’re going out. Got bored so i dropped it beginning of vol 2 :’)

Kemono no Gochisou, Hijoushoku

Ongoing | TANAKAMORI Yokota | 2022 released

NO JERJER!!! Cute story but all 3 chapters they’re just pussyfooting around their feelings. SHOUNEN AI

Kokoro O Korosu Houhou

Complete | kashio | 2014 released

Fantastic amazing story. MC gets repeatedly raped by his step bro and he HATES IT. MC has a mental break and allows step bro to just go to him and rape him. Its almost like a self harm kind of thing. Bc he hates it yet is numb to the rape. He still physically feels it and moans thooo. At some point MC has enough and quits his job (this is bc he had a crush on his senpai at work but when they started going out the step bro ruined it all by fucking MC while he was on the phone with the senpai. Then the senpai is angry at MC for cheating on him [he doesnt know the full story or that mc is being threatened and blackmail with a video, and thus breaks up with MC] and causes MC to spiral), he changes his phone number and moves out of his apartment. He tries to run, get away from the pain of it all..but his brother eventually finds him. And they do jerjers a lot. MC then decides to kill step bro by giving him a sleeping pill and choking him. Yet, he couldnt do it. He simply couldnt. He then calls his step mom and tells her everything. MC then decides to OD on the sleeping pills. When he wakes up in the hospital, he finds out the stop mom died(probably bc she needed to rest plus the agony of learning your son was raping your step son the whole time), and that step bro was taken away to live with his relatives on mother side. Everyone blamed Hikaru on the step moms death bc the step mom initially went out looking for him when she saw he left the house. But we know it was being exposed to the elements and also learning the truth of her son raping her step son that killed her. So essentially it was both their faults! Anyways, This gives MC time to heal as best as he can with his father and seek therapy. He works part time. At the step mom’s 3rd year anniversary, MC decides to send step bro an invitation. We see its bc he wanted to reach out. Step bro doesnt want MCs pity, or to hear MC ask if he’s repented. MC then admits it wasnt step bros fault that step mom died, but his. bc he told her the whole truth. Imo it was both their faults. They both cry in this air of like, acceptance for what theyve done. In the manga they are described as two partners in crime who know each other the best out of everyone. The two meet up occasionally to talk casually. Senpai sees this and exclaims to MC why tf is he meeting up with Hikaru. Hikaru gently tells, basically, Hikaru hasnt changed one bit..and he was relieved at that. and he wasnt changed either. Neither have. Woah. We then see step bro and MC at step bros place and they kiss and try jerjer but MC says the trauma has caused him to become impotent. Whaaaaaat. Thats the end. They remain with each other. MC has developed severe stokholm syndrome and step bro remains obsessed with him. They remain with each other in their own suffering. Relenting to each other, bc atp the only ppl who understand their inner darkness and pain is each other. A shakespearean tragedy.

May Belongs to Me

Complete | cereal, Gaesalgu | 2000 released

It was OK. Had great potential in the beginning but kinda fell off and became a little too wholesome lol. Bottom was also kinda too slutty to really make the whole kidnapped/chained up scenario work well. Basically: Slutty homeless cat-like temperament uke x quiet puppy-dog-esque obsessive seme Seme is too gentle and puppy-like, but he makes up for it in his obsession with uke. But he doesnt hurt or do anything bad to the uke once he captures him, just chains him up and takes care of him gently. This kinda allows the uke to control the situation and ask for things, despite being the one kidnapped! For context we find out that they knew each other as kids and the uke got jealous of the black cat that the seme adopted. Thus uke took the black cat and let him outside (but poor kitty got hit by car rip) and seme cried bc now he has nothing. But uke was like “No, you stille have me. The real May is still here with you (his name and the cats name were the same coincidently). Thus the seme’s severe obsession with the uke began. When uke moved away, they lost contact. But then seme found him again working at a restaurant. Since then, he’s followed uke and eavesdropped on all his conversations, learning of the uke’s life and his many bad luck with partners. Seme then decides to spike the uke’s drink to kidnap him and keep him forever like a cat. Again, this scenario doesnt work well imo bc of the uke’s feisty and slutty temperament.