cocobunny's manga / #unrequited love(27)

uke is pretty poker faced and seems emotionless; but thats just his tone of voice and face. Cute story

Um its cute so far and the uke is very adorable and short…but it ended off on a bittersweet note in ch 6 bc seme stated that he has never loved anyone before, and he already decided that after graduation he was gonna move overseas to live with his grandpa and then travel around the world. this is very upsetting to me tbh. If that was the case then why even involve yourself with the poor boy. but he is aware of that and admit it. So he tells uke its up to him and he can decide if he wants to end the relationship now or continue it. Because if they keep going, then he admits that it’ll make him want to take the uke with him, and thats not fair to the poor. Uke obv says he wants to continue it :( bc he really likes him. but he also asks if seme is the same as him—afraid if falling deeper in love with him. Then seme kisses him, so i guess thats a yes? He states he really doesnt know what will happen in the future. uke states he wants to stay together. then seme is like welp..that settles that then. So, honestly, i dont like this. I have a bad feeling about it later on.

Seme is the heir and will inherit family shop, so he is well off. His childhood friend and neighbor has always been why his side; they have basically been inseparable since they were babies. Seme at some point fell in love with uke and is very clingy and cutely possessive of him (non-aggressive way). Uke doesnt mind, he is used to the seme’s over protective and clingy self. At some point they started to jerk off together. The plot doesn’t explain how or when but it was the seme’s idea. Inadvertently, this does make the uke subconsciously develop feelings for seme but he doesnt realize it of course lol. Uke’s little sis wants a birthday present so uke wants to look for a part time job. Seme states uke can work at his family’s shop (he is very pushy with this obviously bc that means more time to send with uke & obviously he doesnt want uke to work at a random place). As uke starts working, he gets to see a cooler and different side if the seme. He is impressed and he likes it. Uke thanks seme for allowing him to work at his family’s shop and asks what he would like in return. Seme asks if he can give uke a BJ. Uke is like WHAT NO???! Seme then requests “Ok then go out with me <3” to which uke also rejects. In the end uke allows seme to give him a BJ. Uke didnt dislike it and wasn’t uncomfortable. Which prompts him to ask his friend about it bc it confuses him (bc he doesnt realize he likes seme derr). He talks to friend and i think friend pretends to confess and stuff ti make a point that uke’s feelings for seme are genuine and unique, and not just one a friendly “as friends” way, bc uke didnt react at all to his friend’s advances. Unfortunately, seme interrupts at a bad moment and takes uke away. He starts groping and kissing uke and he doesn’t like that. He doesnt like the seme just doing as he pleases especially when he is still unsure of his own feelings. He asks the seme for some space. Seme agrees but he is sad and regretful of his actions. As he is given space, uke starts to feel lonely. He then realizes that while he is unsure of his feelings rn, he definitely knows that he hates being separated from the seme. So he runs to semes house to talk. Seme initially thinks that uke came over to reject him. But uke quells this idea. He explains his side of feelings and seme is overjoyed. Seme reminds uke that he will always stay by uke’s side as long as he is ok with it. Time goes by and seme does his best to be on good behavior, such as keeping a good amount of distance, letting the uke go out with his friends, not seeming overly jealous, etc. Uke takes it the wrong way and thinks that seme lost interest. he shows up seme’s house with stuff and snacks and basically forces them to hangout lol. Uke then asks seem why he’s been different lately. Seme explains he just doesnt want to be overly greedy and make a mistake like last time, since he considers uke to be so precious to him. He doesnt want to do anything that would upset uke. Uke then asks about the girl he saw seme talk ti and seme explains the girl just asks for advice since she likes their friend. Seme asks uke if he’s jealous bc he likes him (seme asks teasingly but not overly serious). Uke thinks about it, and finally admits/realizes that yea, he likes seme. Seme is beyond happy. They then kiss and do jerjer and live happily ever after :)

Rugged and rude guy x Clean cut intelligent guy. They knew each other since childhood but parents had divorce. Naturally hate each other bc of their differing personalities and outlook. After rugged guy comes back from the military, he moves in with the clean polite one out of request from his mother. Arguments and trouble and hilarity ensues Both start to realize feelings for each other (rugged one may have already had feelings of attraction for the clean guy since they were preteens but probabably mistook it for envy/and wanting to bully the person (bc you like them). But he also apparently hates how “fake” he can be with his fake polite smile (but in polite guy’s defense he literally says its normal to have a good facial response as an adult ti certain situations its calling being mature lmao). Rugged finds out polite guy is gay (via toys-etcetc), and bullies him relentlessly for it. This further fuels his attraction for him, and it all deepens when he accidentally catches him jerking off and also when he accidentally walks in in polite guy’s friend trying to remove a vibrating egg from his ass. Rugged guy starts getting possessive and lustful for the polite guy. He eventually becomes aware of this and realizes he wants to have polite guy as his lover. He has the brilliant idea of drugging him with an aphrodisiac so that polite guy has no choice but to have sex with him lmao. Polite guy, meanwhile, is severely annoyed by Rugged’s brash rudeness and uncleanliness. Its irritating, awful, and a disturbance to his regular calm life. However, he slowly grows fond over him, despite his horrible temper. He views the Rugged guy as cute, somehow. Like a cute grumpy elementary school boy who got his toy taken from him, kind of way. One he realizes his growing affection for Rugged, he is unsure what to do. He doesnt like that Rugged makes money by going with with woman as a jiggalo. He doesnt want to make it obvious that it bothers him Or that he has feelings for him now, so he keeps it hidden. Eventually, Rugged’s bullying him for being gay really sets him off. He cant take it anymore and decides that Rugged needs to be punished or at least taught a lesson. He decides that the best solution is to drug him with an aphrodisiac and force him to see Polite with lustful eyes, then Polite can make fun of him back. This all backfires spectacularly and they both end up doing the jerjer~ They decide to give each other their everything and selves, and become lovers. Fin. Ch 36. (could have sworn i already wrote up this entire plot before?)

crazy obsessed childhood friend seme x busy news reporter uke they have been together all their life but seme has had an unreq love for uke since they met. Uke lowkey is subconsciously aware of these feelings (very very slightly) but he doesnt bring it up or acknowledge it to himself at all, he simply accepts and allows the seme to dote on him thru out their childhood and even as HS kids (one instance uke woke up from napping during class and noticed seme was gone. classmates teased him that he looked like a baby bird looking for its mother). Seme just always stays by his side bc all he needs in life if the uke. Is is very obsessed over him. On day uke felt depressed over some things and said “I want to die” and the seme Did Not like this at all. He cant bear or imagen not having the uke in his life. So he responded “Then i’ll eat you” this freaked uke out and snapped out of his moody moments wheneve seme said that. As adults things remain the same. Until uke overworked himself and seme had to admit him to the hospital. This upsetted Seme. He did not like seeing the object of his obsession/affections collapsed due to fatigue. Thus he made the decision to have the uke move in with him, so he can keep an eye in him and his health and of course have more access to him. But even so, uke still doesn’t acknowledge the seme’s obsessive love for him. We find out that yes the uke had a feeling lowkey that seme like him, but he didnt wanna acknowledge it yet bc he liked how seme ‘chased after’ him and it made uke feel wanted. Uke liked that a lot. Regardless, seme felt that even after all this time, being close childhood friends wasnt working in getting his feelings across. So he decides to chain up the uke and keep him bound. Uke is surprised and doesnt like it at first. But then eventually realizes that he DOES like the love and attention seme gives him, and that he is in the situation he is in bc he took seme’s love for granted. He asked for sex and seme said No bc they werent dating yet and seme didnt want to be just sex friends (even tho uke is chained and has no choice either way lol). Uke felt pained but then realize this is exactly what seme must have felt all these years. Uke then makes himself clear: he loves seme. and opens up. Seme is then so relieved and they do jerjer

LMMFFAOAOAOAOAOASKDJEDBSIRBWKW WHAT THE FUCK!!!! BITCH!!!! I HATE THAT I LOVED THIS THIS MANHUA IS INSANE…. LOVED IT

Friends in HS. Guy tricks bottom into thinking he is an omega but he rly an alpha this whole time. Meh. ignore this bc the Juicy part is that he is INSANELY possessive and OBSESSED with his friend that he purposely made ppl bully him and isolated him. To the point where as adults the poor fake omega guy cant rely on anyone except alpha friend. Its only 7 ch so the plot moves fast :( wouldve been amazing if it was longer. In the end, a girl from HS contacts uke again (she tried earlier but he ignored her bc he fully thinks she is just as bad as the bullies for not helping him in HS), bc she needs to tell him the truth. The truth that uke’s bullying and suffering in HS was all caused by his friend (the seme). Uke is taken aback, shocked, and upset/unsure of how to process everything. Its hard to come to terms that your entire life was a life and was orchestrated by someone you thought was your best friend. When he finally returns home, his friend admits that he has been thinking of a lie to tell him. But nothing sounds convincing, so he admits it all. Uke gets upset and starts punching seme. “Was it also your plan to make me fall for you??” uke admits his feelings towards seme, but it feels bittersweet bc of how he was lied to his entire life by the friend seme. In response, seme pushes down uke and is elated that uke is finally returning his feelings. Errr….>>; albeit uke probably wont like him anymore bc of all this but i mean, feelings are hard to just get rid of. Uke feels this way. He wishes he could forget everything about the seme, so that he could hate him properly. Anyways, Seme then kidnaps him and keeps him hostage in a secret location. Unsure about his train of thought tbh, but he is psycho so /shrug. Anyways in the end the seme bites the uke’s calves so that he is unable to run , or even WALK??ever again. I believe some sort of procedure was done on both calves so that uke could never run again. END. again, would have been crazy good the story was longer and more slow burn. End at side story 1 where we get some kind of christmas AU??? FALSE ALARM, NOT AN AU… Uke was just reminiscing back to happier memories like during christmas when everything was still happy and when he was still being deluded/lied to. He hates when he remembers the happier times bc it brings him back to his current reality of being a prisoner. We come back to the present and Uke is being choked and bitten while seme is fucking him :’( slurp *@* Uke begs to be killed but seme is like lol wdym im fucking u to death rn babe …omg(ToT). seme asks why uke is mad. He gueses its bc uke treasures their past before the truth was revealed. Seme says that makes him very happy lmao End of Side Story 3

Childhood friends now living together as uni students. Quiet one has seemed to always babe a crush on his childhood friend (uke), and uke was unaware the whole time. Their neighbors are a gay lover couple. Uke jerks off and accidentally falls asleep without covering himself lol. Seme comes home and finds him like that, and he inadvertently touches uke’s lips. Uke wakes up andis suprised. Seme said he couldnt help himself bc he likes him. Uke is unsure how to process this. Next day they have dinner with neighbors and seme has private convo with the other seme. Neighbor seme clocks the seme’s affections for the uke, and gives him the advice to make a move or else someone else will take him away bc he’s cute. Afterwards seme and uke go home and uke is upfront about seme’s affections towards him & that they probably cant go back to how they used to be. A realization. Seme then kisses uke but he doesnt mind it. Then they jerk off together. Left off ch 3

MC likes buff good looking friend but he doesnt like him like that (or so it seems). Looks like MC used to be friends with the pasty pale dude back in High School, but something happened (a fight?) and they stopped being friends. But now they go to the same university. Pasty dude always throws jabs and teases MC for being poor and a friendless person. This is shown in a jokey-lighthearted way. It looks like pasty dude seems to like MC and believes bullying the person he likes is the way to go. Not sure if he’s liked MC since highschool or even before their big fight. MC only finds him annoying and mean tho, so he detests being around him but tolerates it bc pasty dude and his beefy crush are friends now. But perhaps beefy crush also likes MC? He is always keen on keeping them apart and sticking up for MC. Warning MC that pasty dude has a nasty personality. MC is well aware of pasty dudes bad personality tho. Tho when pasty dude privately asked beefy dude if he likes MC, beefy denies it “Why would i like HIM? I just feel sorry for him..” and MC overhears. Beefy obviously doesnt mean any malice behind these words, bc he is just trying to be there for MC as a friend. But inexplicably its like getting rejected. While MC feels dejected, he still cant help liking Beefy regardless lol. School field trip comes up and MC reluctantly decides to go. At the end, he gets drunk and someone comes into his room to grope him and take a pic?? This leaves him shaken up. Thankfully Beefy comes in to comfort him. We are led to believe it MAY have been pasty who did this. LEFT OFF CH 9 AFter the incident, Beefy asks MC to go to the gym with him (for safety precautions as the MC needs to be strong and learn to defend himself now). The composition test shows MC’s body to he severely underweight with almost no muscle, Beefy is horrified lol. Beefy tries to show him how to stretch (ooooo >w>) but Pasty keeps interfering getting in the way with foolish questions and asking for help. This leads MC to believe that Pasty ALSO has a crush in Beefy. Omg. Turns out Pasty (Ah-in) is just using Jong-On(Beefy). Jong-On’s dad works as a contractor for Ah-in’s family. As such, he’s pretty much his lacky. MC overhears other students talking about it and thats how he finds out. He feels bad, bht relieved, prob bc it lowkey means Ah-in doesnt rly like Jong-Oh anyway. During class Jong-Oh has trouble drawing (even tho they go to an art school) and is sulking over their assignment bc he sucks at drawing. MC offers to help him. They go to his house and MC is ecstatic to have him over but nervous. He asks why Jong-Oh chose this art school, and he admits that even tho he isnt good at drawing now, he did previously draw a lot as a kid—mainly due to Ah-in’s influence. This confuses MC bc he thought they honestly werent friends and Jong-Oh was basically his lacky. He asks Jong-Oh if they were friends in the past bc they’re so different now that its funny to think they used to be friends. Jong-Oh admits that if they werent friends as kids then they wouldnt be talking as adults now. Anyways, Jong-Oh says that him and MC are similar. In that they are close with their families, and comments on the good relationship b/t MC and his brother. MC admits that he Jong-Oh reminds him of his brother bc…they so…handsome? Lol he frantically says that. Jong-Oh starts laughing~ Anyways Jong-Oh leaves and MC immediately goes to his room to masturbate uhhh lol. He then starts fingering his diddly hole aaaa. He then thinks he’s hallucinating Jong-Oh but HE’S ACTUALLY THERE. BC HE FORGOT HIS PHONE AND CAME BACK AND THE DOOR WAS LOCKED. AHHHHH KMS!!!! MC freaks out internally and Jong-Oh has this surprised look like o____o|||||; and is like “o-oh…theres..my phone..” takes it and tries to quickly leave but them MC grabs his shirt and is thinking to ask Jong-Oh to at least have sex with him skdjfsjsj but then decides not to after seeing his gorgeous face. Instead he says “Please dont tell anyone” to which Jong-Oh agrees We then see Jong-Oh outside his place crouching down blushing a little and saying “Oh…my god” but then Ah-In shows up out of nowhere and starts asking why he didnt pick up the phone and blah. He is saying suspicious things :/ like he owns Jong-Oh or something. Anyways after this debacle, MC tries his best to avoid Jong-Oh bc he is embarrassed lol. In class he decides ti sit next to someone—and it turns out to be Ah-In. Ah-In is hapoy but MC isnt. Ah-In tries to chat but MC assures him that they arent friends, and things will never go back to how they used to be between them (so they did fight??). Ah-In is VERY NOT HAPPY with this. Wtf. Whats his deal ?? Anyways class starts and ends. Jong-Oh doesnt like that MC keeps ignoring and avoiding him and thus asks to speak with MC. He says that, he didnt really see anything bc it was so dark anyway (lies keke) but he really just wants them to go back to how they were. MC reluctantly agrees bc Jong-Oh is just so good looking i guess lol. They head to MC’s locker and when he opens it a bunch of GARBAGE just pops out?? Um i feel like Ah-in has something to do with this!! LEFT OFF CH 15 They try to brainstorm who could’ve tried to assault MC at the group outting and filled his locker with trash. MC proposes it could be Ah-in, to which Jong-Oh quickly tells him thats not possible (dunno why he thinks Ah-in isnt capable of such things tbh) and instead proposes it might be the fat dude. Cue to the fat dude looking at a poster for a contest he wants to enter for the prize money bc he apparently lost his scholarship d/t being creepy and confessing to someone during their class group presentation. Ah-in shows up and teases him about that, but then fat guy says that Ah-in wouldn’t understand why he did such a thing. He explains that when u rly want something, sometimes you just do things you know are bad. Ah-in humors him and tells him he does understand him, & then offers some connections he can network with to help with the contest LEFT OF CH 16 Everyone is invited to an end-of-semester after party, and they play a drinking game. Joon obviously loses, but Jong-Oh offers to drink for Joon. Joon is greatly touched by this bc Jong-Oh works out a lot and is very conscious of his physique and health. So the fact that he’s so kind as to drink everytime Joon loses is nothing short of amazing. But as a result, Jong-Oh doesnt feel good and excuses himself out. Ah-in teases that Jong-Oh isnt good with liquor and that Joon should go and check up on him. Joon remarks that he was gonna do that anyway. Joon finds Jong-Oh in an alley trying to compose himself. Joon tells him he shouldn’t have drank all his losses and tells him to follow him to the bathroom to throw up. All of a sudden, Jong-Oh grabs Joon and starts kissing him. Joon is taken aback and super confused. He thinks perhaps this is just how Jong-Oh is and pushes him away, “Jong-Oh, you’re drunk. Don’t do something you’ll regret later. Cmon lets get going.” But then Jong-Oh just rests his head on Joon’s shoulder and whispers “I like you….” and Joon’s mind explodes and his thinking a thousand things and is this a dream?? Is he dreaming?? But before he could react, Jong-Oh finished his sentence, “……Ah-in.” oof. Ah-in then shows up bc he’s been looking for Jong-Oh. Jong-Oh happily and sloppily goes to Ah-in and hugs him/leans in. Ah-in is disgruntled, clearing not enjoying it and tells him to get off bc he’s heavy. Ah-in then notices Joon and his face/mood quickly changes to happy bc he seems to really like Joon. Joon is still standing there, shocked..unsure of what to think. Until he monologues, “Ah-in and I………… used to be best friends in highschool..” We enter a flashback with Ah-in and Joon while they were in highschool. Looks like Ah-in was very close and affectioned (or obsessed?) towards Joon. Joon was always working and helping out at his family’s pig feet restaurant, though he wanted to keep that a secret bc he was embarrassed. Since Joon got the highest grades during their finals, their friends wanted to celebrate. For some reason, Ah-in proposed they go to Joon’s family restaurant. Why tho? Since Joon clearly wanted to keep it a secret. Perhaps he said it out of malice? Or to embarrass/alienate Joon so that he can keep him all to himself? Joon tries ti do damage control and tell everyone that they honestly only so delivery now anyway. Afterschool its raining and Joon forgot his umbrella. Excited, Ah-in happily offers to share his umbrella. But before he could finish his sentence, Joon’s dad and older bro show up to pick him up. Joon is elated to see them. Ah-in see’s Joon off with a smile but he’s clearly not happy. Then someone shows up to pick up Ah-in: JONG-OH! But he has this awful long haircut. Thats what he had in HS i guess! Anyways Jong-Oh shows up from his other school bc he figured that Ah-in didnt have his own umbrella. This clearly annoys Ah-in. They leave and Ah-in off handedly states that Jong-Oh’s existence is an inconvenience. Later, Joon’s restaurant gets an order for a delivery and Joon is the one to take the scooter to delivery it. We see how doting his older bro is towards Joon bc he keeps making sure Joon remembers to drive slowly and always wear his helmet. Joon arrives at the fancy bougie apartments of the client order. When the person opens the door, its Ah-in. Joon is surprised but is quickly mortified when he realizes that his classmates are also in the apartment and were all waiting for Joon to deliver the pig feet. Ah-in doesnt see anything wrong and is just happy to see Joon & invites him in (Or does he? Perhaps he is purposely embarrassing Joon to isolate him from everyone??). But Joon is so embarrassed, he slams the door and leaves. Back at the restaurant, Joon cries to his brother. His brothers misunderstands and thinks Joon’s stressed from school and work, and promises he’s gonna help out more at the restaurant bc he plans to take a break from school. LEFT OFF CH 19 LEFT OFF CH 36 WTF even is this plot anymore??? Ah-In invites Joon to the amusement park in exchange for giving his USB back (that i feel he must have done something to), and the entire time he’s so passively bully to him like making Joon think they’re gonna go on a scary high ride together but then last minute pulling out and making Joon go on his own! And then Ah-in will be like ooops sorry i just had tummy ache last minute :9 like wtf! On the ferris wheel Joon is like Lets cut to the chase why are we here, what is it u want from me? And Ah-in just KISSES him???? And Joon is like WTF??? And Ah-in is like “What? Cant I kiss you? I mean, you did it to me..” WHICH, I STILL DONT UNDERSTAND WHY TF JOON DID THAT???? IT MAKES NO SENSE IF THIS ENTIRE TIME HE’S HATED AH-IN FOR WHAT HE DID IN HIGHSCHOOL!!!! (What Ah-In did in HS is order pigs feet from Joon’s family restaurant and posted a nasty bad review online and it went viral—ruining the family business. They had to close the restaurant for good and the dad ended up having to do labour intensive jobs to keep the family afloat. Unfortunately he died bc it was too much for his old body. Joon’s brother then had to quit school and take on jobs to support them. When Joon took a closer look at the review, he saw the picture had marble floors…like Ah-in’s place. Feeling enraged, Joon went to school and started beating the shit out of Ah-in. Everyone saw, Ah-in’s mother threatened to sue, and Joon’s brother had to beg for forgiveness. Joon felt humiliated and like this whole thing was unfair. Ah-in approached him after it all and said “I wouldnt have beat me in front of everyone:P” all snobby. Then continued “I just wanted to see…what it would take…to make you into a person worse than me :)” WHAT A PIECE OF SHIT!!! We see that Ah-in was jealous of the loving family that Joon had and wanted to destroy it!! He was never Joon’s friend bc wtf!!!!!! And its DOUBLY suspicious bc Jong-Oh apparently used to be with Ah-in 24/7 since forever, probably bc his parents worked for Ah-in’s! So is Jong-Oh planning something??? Neither can be trusted imo!!! Afterwards Joon gets a call that something happened to his brother during his military leave and was hospitalized. Frantic, Joon coincidentally bumps into Jong-Oh and he offers him a ride to the hospital. Joon visits his brother and turns out he tore his ACL and is getting discharged early. Afterwards, at work Jong-Oh shows up at Joon’s job and deals with the nasty customer that Joon had. It’s suspicious that he keeps showing up coincidentally, and he admits its bc he cant get Joon out if his mind. What is this a confession?? Then they go to his place and do jerjer… hoping Joon doesnt regret this and become heartbroken.. But then we see that Joon’s brother keeps calling him, obsessively??? And when Joon goes home he’s like “I’ll never leave you alone Joon I promise…so pls also never ever leave my side” like a psycho.. PLEASE PLEASE O GOD I HOPE THERES NO INCEST joon goes on a gym date with Jong-Oh & his bro tags along. They kinda passively fight over Joon. Afterwards his bro asks Jong-Oh to go with him to get drinks. To which he mentions to Jong-Oh that he regrets not keeping a closer eye on Joon in HS since he was bullied, and regrets leaving along that ‘friend’ that betrayed Joon. And now, he’ll make sure nothing like that will ever happen again. Jong-Oh reassures the bro that he wont let anything like that happen either (doubt), but bro just tells him not to get too close to Joon. When they get back, bro is distracted by a colleague and Jong-Oh takes this opportunity to take Joon into the bathroom for some petting lol

Electrifying! Uke is a playboy who gets with multiple girls and cheats on his gf. Makoto, the quiet megane seme, joins the club that uke is part of. His intentions are initially unknown. But he confesses to uke discreetly, but uke is a cis male bastard and outs Makoto in front of everyone and makes fun of him for it. Makoto is embarrassed and quits the club. Uke finds himself at a massage parlor and a girl offers to give him prostate massage. He relents but finds out he now cant stop cumming to it. With his newfound pleasure, he cant live without it now. He then tries to use Makoto as his fuck buddy. Trying to be all nice and apologize in order to get what he wants. However, its the uke who’s playing right into Makoto’s trap. Makoto isnt what he seems, and knows a lot more about uke than initially thought. Info: -Makoto raped by mother as a child and thats why he’s so messed up :( -He fell for uke after their first drinking outting bc uke took care of him and made sure he was at a hospital -Makoto has since become obsessed with uke, stalked him, and took pictures of him -Makoto is psychotic and plans out everything and will do anything to make uke his -Makoto forces uke to jerjer in front of his gf to solidify that uke belongs to him now oop -Stockholm syndrome in the end oop