Yarichin ni Yoru Trauma Kokufuku XXX
beautiful guy shizuka has had a traumatic first time experience in HS with his friend/first lover. It didnt feel good at all and his friend got soft bc he looked like it was so unenjoyable for him & made grunting sounds (bc it was unpleasant and hurt). So he told his friends what a crappy lay shizuka was and this made him feel self conscious and upset and traumatized from the experience that he swore off sex for good. In college, he keeps to himself and is a loner. A reallly mysterious and handsome loner to the girls, tho. In comes the Playboy who is notoriously loud and known for always wanting in on mixers and getting with girls. spoiler alert, he is bi. Anyways he tries to find someone to join the mixer but no one says yes but he notices shizuka and his pushyness forces him to attend. Shizuka attends but he cannot handle his alcohol so the Playboy is forced to take him him. He doesnt know where he loves so he brings them to a love hotel. Playboy notices how cute and pretty shizuka is, and proposes they be each other’s partner for the night. Shizuka says no & also he cant consent bc he is drunk. Playboy’s pushyness get them to have a little foreplay and thigh sex anyway. Shizuka did enjoy it a bit. Morning comes and he is so embarrassed and shocked that he leaves asap. Tho Playboy says that last night felt so good and it was fun, so they should get to know each other better. Shizuka refuses bc of his trauma, but then Playboy proposes he helps Shizuka overcome his trauma. Afraid of getting hurt again, he refuses. But, again, Playboy’s pushyness gets what he wants :P Overtime, he get closer and learn more about each other. Shizuka opens up more and Playboy falls in love. Despite the misunderstanding of one of Playboy’s female flings coming onto him, and Shizuka never wanting to see him again, Playboy is determined to clear the air and tell Shizuka once and for all that he Really fell for him & wants only him. they admit their feelings and have jerjer :) happy end. ch 5
Bursting with Youth
left off ch 6.. they been doing jerjer regularly. Uke finally asked seme how he feels/whats their relationship. Seme said they’re friends. Oop. :x This clearly hurt the uke bc he ended up developing feelings for seme. Uke then said, ‘Lets stop doing what we’ve been doing. Friends dont do that afterall..’ seme was Like Ah, right ok. And Uke heard the seme’s heart voice “I’m sorry for using you” WHAT!!!! HELLO?? BITCH!!! FUCK THE SEME YOOO my heart …3 A week later, uke can no longer hear the seme’s heart voice. He overhears the girls talking about how the seme apparently got himself a gf. Uke hears this and gets upset/mad. omg.
Uwasa no Saeki wa Kare to Koi ga Shitai
student councel uke x “delinquent” seme Seme isnt bad at all, he is just misunderstood bc of his good looking face. He kinda gave up long ago bc ppl only approach and like him for his beautiful face, so he just sleeps with any girl who approaches him. Student councel was tasked to make sure he actually attends classes now and does his hw. He agrees (bc he doesnt want to ruin his good person persona), but he is actually annoyed and pissed off with this situation. In actuality, he is kinda fake in that he is only kind for his own self interest. He strives to have good grades so that he can get into a good company bc he grew up poor. He isnt a bad person, he is just mostly a person who looks out for himself, but hes a cutie tho lol. Anyways, they have study sessions and get to know each other and Student Counsel guy realizes that “Delinquent” guy is actually a decent good person, and his beautiful face just makes people see him as just 1 thing. He slowly falls for him. Meanwhile, “Delinquent” falls for SC bc for the first time in his life he is being seen as more than just a pretty face. They admit each others feelings. Left off ch 9
Heaven's Trap
stalker seme x slutty uke so its meh , only redeeming is the obsessive seme
Ashita wa Docchi Da!
Kirara is a beautiful boy but he HATES being mistaken for a girl. He wants to be a strong and manly guy like the 2 neighbor boys: Kyouichi (eldest) and Ken-kun(youngest). The two brothers are known as the rabid dogs of the neighborhood bc they fight with anyone and are hella strong. According to plot, kyouishi picks/seeks out fights and Ken just kinda got mixed up in them. But they tend to fight for worthy causes like if someone is getting bullied. Their reputation precedes them tho and ppl think they’re strong dangerous delinquents (kyouichi a little). Anyways, they move into kirara’s neighborhood bc their parents divorced and they decided to stay with the father. Why? Well, parents divorced bc the father realized he was actually gay. Since it would be hard for the mother to start a new life/family with kids from her previous relationship, the brothers decided to be the shackles burdening their father. As a result of the divorce, they hate their father and are homophobic. When they move into the neighborhood, kirara immediately takes a liking to them and wants to be just like them, thus he follows them and involves himself in fights. The brothers think kirara is a funny kid, albeit also very pretty looking. Kyouichi thinks nothing much of kirara other than he’s a funny weird kid that sees him as an older brother. Ken-ken, however, starts to really like kirara early on. Ken doesn’t understand these feelings, and starts to hate his attraction towards kirara. Since he is homophobic, he seems to self loathe, in a way. During their middle school days he starts to go out with older girls. We learn that this was his attempt to cut himself off from kirara and to, i guess, “stop being gay”. In the earlier chapters he stated he only went out with them bc they came into him and he was bored and decided to kill time. Later chapters he reveals he was just trying to separate his feelings and himself from kirara. Unbeknownst to him, Kirara ended up developing feelings for ken. Kirara fell in love with ken’s gentle and kind and caring side, when tho ken is 90% of the time a jerk towards him. Kirara harbors these feelings with guilt after learning that the brothers hate their father and hate gays. Kirara tries to love ken from a distance but he finds it difficult to. When they enter high school, Kirara and Ken both can no longer contain themselves. Ken abruptly kisses kirara and blames him for what is happening to him (his attractiveness to kirara). Kirara is confused bc he doesnt want to have high hopes if ken is just using him as a replacement for a woman—since he knows ken is homophobic. Theres continual misunderstandings and stuff, but eventually Kirara asks him (mid ken assaulting his nipples *7*”) “do you like me?” and ken being the tsundere that he is, harshly denies it and kicks kirara out of the house lol. Kirara, now dejected and more confused. He leaves for vacation and comes back with pierced ears as a hope for change. After school hijinks with fights happen or whatevrr idk. But in the end ken kisses Kirara again bc apparently it looked like kirara wanted it (he did). But its confusing bc is ken homophobic or not? does he like kirara or not? eventually a new flashy student arrives and confesses to kirara. this shakes things up as he states that he’ll make kirara happy and is serious about dating him. Kirara is headstrong about his affections for ken and rejects the flashy dude. Meanwhile, ken becomes more of an angry sourpuss towards kirara bc kirara confided in him that he’s liked someone since they were very littlee. But before Kirara could continue with his confession , ken shuts him up bc he is misunderstanding and thinks kirara was referring to kyoishi. he is starting to think that Kirara likes his brother kyouichi since they were children. On a rainy day, he coincidentally bumps into the flashy guy. Flashy guy states he got rejected by kirara bc kirara likes the other brother: kyouichi. The flashy guy only says this to ken in order to make him jealous bc he hates him and wants him to know they’re in the same boat with desiring kirara. Ken is annoyed and pissed off with the flashy guy and says “I knew already!” and walks off in the rain. As he is walking alone in the rain, Kirara notices himz Kirara motions for him and they have a misunderstanding conversation where ken rudely states he knows kirara likes his brother kyouichi. Kirara is super confused and says “The one i like(and have liked since we were kids) is YOU!” And thus ken is taken aback. The object of his affections has confessed that HE is, in fact, the one Kirara actually likes. They embrace and kiss. They now begin to go out and its very nice. Ken continues to be a sourpuss but his possessiveness and blunt attitude dont change. We see their experience as a new couple and their jerjer. Meanwhile, Kyouichi meets someone with a son (not rly his son. the dude’s sister and her husband died and he decided to adobt the newphew). They get along and he helps look after the child. During their conversations the guy admits he is gay and always wanted a child, which is why he adopted his nephew. This new friendship helps Kyouichi understand that his hatred for his father and his homophobia were unwarranted and ignorant. He learns ti let go of these negative emotions, as does ken with his realizion its ok to be gay and love kirara. Kyouichi knows that the guy likes him (its kinda obvious), but he does not know what to really do. He doesnt mind it, but thats about it. Ken asks him “what about you? do You want to go out with the guy?” but kyouichi doesnt know. He asks the guy if he’s ever had sex with a man. The guy is taken aback and a little upset by this question bc thats none of kyouichi’s business honestly and it doesnt concern him. Kyouichi seems insulted? bc he states “Of course it concerns me, you like me dont you?” and the guys is again taken aback bc bruh what. He then asks kyouichi “Ok and what if i say yes? Would you then start going out with me, a man?” Which is a valid answer bc why ask if u have no intention of going forward with it, you’re just being nosy or whatever at that point and not being respectful of the dude’s feelings. Kyouichi doesnt know how to respond. The guy asks him to leave. Afterwards the guy feels not good bc he thinks kyouichi hates him now and will stop visiting. But i mean, this is a good thing bc in reality, its better to cut off contact if the person catches feelings and you know you can’t reciprocate. But continuously being with the person will only hurt them bc they’ll just keep liking you. Ken then tells kyouichi to basically think about it all and decided from there. Kyouichi still doesnt really know.. But he surprises the guy and asks to talk. He states, after thinking it over, he still doesnt know what he wants to do tbh (understandable since hes been hating gays his whole life and only just recently realized he was in the wrong. but he doesnt mind the guy liking him so..) BUT he wants to try going out with the guy. Bc, why not. Idk. Lets see. Basically is what he is thinking. Left off ch Vol 7 ch 34 LEFT OFF VOL 8 CH 35……Maybe slow down on reading bc deadass 1 vol = 1 month TnT this shit take too long
Naka Made Aishite
guy who likes people with good looking faces only, breaks up with his gf bc the guy next to him in class has a more beautiful face. The classmate overhears this and immediately hates him bc he is judging people by their looks. Beauty hates those types of people. And also thats a horrible thing to say to the gf. Guy doesnt care tho, and begins to passively pursue the beauty. He rejects him at every moment and also is nasty mean towards him. One day Guy is out perusing the streets when he notices an old man going into a love hotel with a minor. He takes a pic and the old man runs off. He noticed that the minor was the beauty from class that he has an interest in. He make him go to the love hotel with him and asks him questions like “What were u planning on doing with that old man? :P” like asking in a really mean and teasing way. Beauty doesnt wanna answer and just wants to leave. But Guy blackmails him using the photo he took and tells him “Let me do you once” Beauty reluctantly agrees. Guy assumes this isnt the Beauty’s first time anyways (he is wrong). and then they do the jerjer. He realizes midway that this most likely IS Beauty’s first time based on his reactions so far. Afterwards, seems Guy starts to slowly fall for Beauty bc jerjer with him was really nice. Left off Vol 2 Ch 3 christmas couples jerjer
Osananajimi ja Gaman Dekinai
Childhood friends now living together as uni students. Quiet one has seemed to always babe a crush on his childhood friend (uke), and uke was unaware the whole time. Their neighbors are a gay lover couple. Uke jerks off and accidentally falls asleep without covering himself lol. Seme comes home and finds him like that, and he inadvertently touches uke’s lips. Uke wakes up andis suprised. Seme said he couldnt help himself bc he likes him. Uke is unsure how to process this. Next day they have dinner with neighbors and seme has private convo with the other seme. Neighbor seme clocks the seme’s affections for the uke, and gives him the advice to make a move or else someone else will take him away bc he’s cute. Afterwards seme and uke go home and uke is upfront about seme’s affections towards him & that they probably cant go back to how they used to be. A realization. Seme then kisses uke but he doesnt mind it. Then they jerk off together. Left off ch 3
I Want To Be In Love With A Game Addict!
Very cute. Gaming addict uke only wants to play video games and as a result ends up neglecting his buff meaty seme who wants cuddles and skinship and affection. In the beginning in HS they were ok but after college things shifted, uke doesnt allow touchyness as much anymore. To remedy this, seme proposes they play a game that will allow them to be more lovey dovey. A video game that couples can play. Uke reluctantly agrees. Seme then tries to hold hands and touch him more during the day but uke rejects and avoids his touch at all times. Seme asks why and Uke gets mad and tells him its bc he isnt a touchy person at all! Seme feels dejected and sad. Uke asks him to meet up with him at the park at 11p. When they meet, uke raises his arms and waits for a hug. He says its one of his quests and he prefers to do it when people arent looking (he is shy and isnt a touchy person in general). Seme is immediately super happy and tackles uke. Uke wraps his legs around seme hehe. Uke reiterates that he doesnt hate seme at all, he just doesnt wanna do skinship stuff in public, and that seme can touch him when no one is around. Seme understands and apologizes for being childish. They then kiss~ Very cute but doubt it will ever get updated again :( Left off ch 2
Wait in Bed Tonight