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Suki de Gomen

Ongoing | Okamoto Satoru | 2000 released

:/ toxic rn. Kouta is feeling sad and uneasy because he just cant seem to fully express himself to Haruto. They just started going out, and he is so happy bc finally his crush of 6 years is coming to fruition. But, its hard to change habits. He still ends up giving Haruto the love letters that the girls ask Kouta to deliver to Haruto. He also still allows girls to take him away to hangout. As if nothing has changes in their relationship. This really pisses off Haruto. Because since they’re dating, Kouta should be open with his feelings and say NO to girls when they want him to deliver a love letter and also NO to the girls who want to hangout with Kouta. But they both know that such habits are hard to break bc Kouta has been doing these things for 6 years. Haruto is seriously angry at Kouta now. At Kareoke (in which the girls asked Haruto to join them, He said no, Then they targeted Kouta instead and asked him to join bc they knew Haruto would tag along bc they’re always together. When Kouta reluctantly said yes, Haruto was annoyed and pissed off bc he didnt WANT to go he wanted to hangout with Kouta instead because they’re dating.) At Kareoke one of the girls asks Haruto if he wants to hangout later just the two of them. He says no. But then she asks Kouta if its ok that she can steal him for the evening. Kouta says ok… This REALLY pissed off Haruto. He immediately gets up and says he has to go to the bathroom. On his way out he coldly calls Haruto. Haruto then gets up to also excuse himself to the bathroom. While in the bathroom, Haruto confronts Kouta on why tf he keeps doing this shit. Kouta stammers bc he doesnt know how to respond to others without making it suspicious, and he doesnt want to anger anyone who want to hangout with him. It seems here that Kouta doesnt really value the relationship. Or rather, he doesnt think he is suited for Haruto and that a girl would be better for him (stated at amusement park). Since he is not denying the girls’ requests, Kouta is unintentionally giving off the impression that he is not really taking this relationship seriously & that he has no problem with Haruto hanging out with other girls. This isnt true BUT again, Kouta doesnt want to get Haruto in trouble with their gay relationship. But Haruto clearly told him already that when Kouta confessed, he was already prepared to be in a same-sex relationship. So to see that Kouta is stil being like this, still acting unsure, still being hesitant, still doing the same things he did for him when they were just friends (delivering love letters, etc); It greatly upsets Haruto. He asks Kouta, “What will you do if I say lets break up?” Kouta didnt know how to respond, so Haruto just sighed with contempt. He stated “Looks like I’m the only one taking this relationship seriously.” then as he leaves, Kouta calls out to him but Haruto icely tells him “Enough” Afterwards, as they are outside, one of the girls asks to hangout after karaoke. Haruto just agrees casually. This takes Kouta by surprise. Haruto coldly asks “What?”. Kouta says its nothing and excuses himself to go home. Haruto then tells the girl nvm and goes home. Next day they are preparing for the festival. Once finished, Haruto goes off with some girls to advertise the class, and later that evening will hangout and explore the stalls and stuff with other girls. This REALLY takes Kouta by surprise bc ….Haruto said he wanted to spend the festival with him… feeling dejected and sad, he reflects back and wonders why its like this. Then he remembers what Haruto said: To speak his mind when he disagrees with something, when he doesnt want something, when he wants to say no, when he is upset, and all other emotions he is too scared to show. END OFF ON CH 18 LEFT OFF CH 19.2 Kouta definitely realizes why Haruto is upset, and he knows that he needs to communicate and be honest with his feelings. He wants to make it right and tell Haruto how he feels. At the school festival, he looks all over and finds him. He states to Haruto that he DOES get jealous when Haruto is with other girls. He knows they’re just friends, he know Haruto wouldnt hurt him. But he still feel jealous, however…he won’t say it out loud. Because its hard to change something like this (i guess??? idk if he’s jealous he should say something but then he doesnt bc??? its weird wording). Anyways, Kouta states that he will do his best to be more open and honest about what he feels. Also, he was afraid that Haruto hated him now bc he didnt answer the texts he sent, then he started crying. Haruto hugs him, and is glad that Kouta is being honest and he finally understands his feelings now. He also admits that when Kouta said he gets jealous and wants Haruto for himself, it made him rly happy. Haruto also admits that this is his first time being in love; as in being in a relationship where both people feel mutual love for each other. He states that, there will be a lot more firsts for him as they move forward.. In fact, being in a new relationship with each other as gay lovers, they will experience a lot of firsts together. And they will navigate them thru together :’). Kouta kisses Haruto, since Haruto is always the one initiating so its only fair Kouta does it this time. This Sets Of Haruto since he was holding back since they’re at school so… ;)

Sonna Me De Mite Kure

Complete | moudama chokusen | 2013 released

Dareka Yume Dato Ittekure

Ongoing | みっしぇる, michelle | 2019 released

100% Love Gauge/Love Gauge 100%

Complete | Yeoro, Sagold | 2000 released

Otaku guy fell in love at first sight with a guy who looks Exactly like his favorite character in his favorite BL game. But he finds out that he actually hates otakus like him and is probably way out of his league since the friends ate kinda mean. Plot Twist: Turns out the guy is ALSO an otaku who fell in love with MC at first sight as well, he lioks like HIS favorite character from the Same BL game!!! Lol

Osananajimi ha Syuuchaku Love Monster

Ongoing | Fuji isshiki | 2019 released

cant tell if the possessive friend is actually possessive in an evil way or a golden retriever dog way

Takara no Biidoro

Complete | Suzumaru minta | 2019 released

Um its cute so far and the uke is very adorable and short…but it ended off on a bittersweet note in ch 6 bc seme stated that he has never loved anyone before, and he already decided that after graduation he was gonna move overseas to live with his grandpa and then travel around the world. this is very upsetting to me tbh. If that was the case then why even involve yourself with the poor boy. but he is aware of that and admit it. So he tells uke its up to him and he can decide if he wants to end the relationship now or continue it. Because if they keep going, then he admits that it’ll make him want to take the uke with him, and thats not fair to the poor. Uke obv says he wants to continue it :( bc he really likes him. but he also asks if seme is the same as him—afraid if falling deeper in love with him. Then seme kisses him, so i guess thats a yes? He states he really doesnt know what will happen in the future. uke states he wants to stay together. then seme is like welp..that settles that then. So, honestly, i dont like this. I have a bad feeling about it later on.

Kimi no Tabegoro

Complete | Yoriko | 2000 released

Seme is the heir and will inherit family shop, so he is well off. His childhood friend and neighbor has always been why his side; they have basically been inseparable since they were babies. Seme at some point fell in love with uke and is very clingy and cutely possessive of him (non-aggressive way). Uke doesnt mind, he is used to the seme’s over protective and clingy self. At some point they started to jerk off together. The plot doesn’t explain how or when but it was the seme’s idea. Inadvertently, this does make the uke subconsciously develop feelings for seme but he doesnt realize it of course lol. Uke’s little sis wants a birthday present so uke wants to look for a part time job. Seme states uke can work at his family’s shop (he is very pushy with this obviously bc that means more time to send with uke & obviously he doesnt want uke to work at a random place). As uke starts working, he gets to see a cooler and different side if the seme. He is impressed and he likes it. Uke thanks seme for allowing him to work at his family’s shop and asks what he would like in return. Seme asks if he can give uke a BJ. Uke is like WHAT NO???! Seme then requests “Ok then go out with me <3” to which uke also rejects. In the end uke allows seme to give him a BJ. Uke didnt dislike it and wasn’t uncomfortable. Which prompts him to ask his friend about it bc it confuses him (bc he doesnt realize he likes seme derr). He talks to friend and i think friend pretends to confess and stuff ti make a point that uke’s feelings for seme are genuine and unique, and not just one a friendly “as friends” way, bc uke didnt react at all to his friend’s advances. Unfortunately, seme interrupts at a bad moment and takes uke away. He starts groping and kissing uke and he doesn’t like that. He doesnt like the seme just doing as he pleases especially when he is still unsure of his own feelings. He asks the seme for some space. Seme agrees but he is sad and regretful of his actions. As he is given space, uke starts to feel lonely. He then realizes that while he is unsure of his feelings rn, he definitely knows that he hates being separated from the seme. So he runs to semes house to talk. Seme initially thinks that uke came over to reject him. But uke quells this idea. He explains his side of feelings and seme is overjoyed. Seme reminds uke that he will always stay by uke’s side as long as he is ok with it. Time goes by and seme does his best to be on good behavior, such as keeping a good amount of distance, letting the uke go out with his friends, not seeming overly jealous, etc. Uke takes it the wrong way and thinks that seme lost interest. he shows up seme’s house with stuff and snacks and basically forces them to hangout lol. Uke then asks seem why he’s been different lately. Seme explains he just doesnt want to be overly greedy and make a mistake like last time, since he considers uke to be so precious to him. He doesnt want to do anything that would upset uke. Uke then asks about the girl he saw seme talk ti and seme explains the girl just asks for advice since she likes their friend. Seme asks uke if he’s jealous bc he likes him (seme asks teasingly but not overly serious). Uke thinks about it, and finally admits/realizes that yea, he likes seme. Seme is beyond happy. They then kiss and do jerjer and live happily ever after :)

Hetakuso Love Step

Complete | Yoriko | 2000 released

In middle school yoshino aoi (blondie) was asked out by a girl. Since he thought she was cute looking and he was going thru puberty he said sure, why not. He figured that he’d start to like her eventually. But, he ended up liking his friend from the same class, who is a guy. He was very confused and startled, but came to terms with it. He asked his gf to break up with him. She asked why. He responded, “It turns out I like guys” Inevitably, she tells the whole school bc she was hurt that he said yes to going out even tho he didnt like girls (but he didnt know that he didnt like them like that so…). Everyone started to treat and look at him differently. He felt as if he was being punished for taking her feelings lightly. He swore then, that if both him and his partners would end up getting hurt—then it was better to not develop feelings for anyone at all. But for better or worse, girls always gravitated towards him. He was good looking and popular with them. Since he had a high sex drive..He felt that maybe it was better to be sex friends with girls. However, he always felt guilty and empty afterwards. But, instead if dealing with those emotions head-on, he continued to just play around. Bc what was the point? Its not like he could be in a relationship with a guy. His trauma from middle school made him feel that. Then we begin with the beginning of the manga. We follow the glasses boy who is quiet and is by himself most of the time. He is content this way. Then, his flashy childhood friend approaches him and desperately asks for his help. Apparently, some playboy won’t quit bugging her and she tried to ward him off by saying she already had a boyfriend—and proceeded to show the playboy a pic of glasses boy. So she just needs him to pretend to be her bf long enough for the playboy to back off and leave her alone. Glasses boy reluctantly agrees but reaaallly doesnt want to. Next day he is walking boy and the playboy, being clung into by girls, notices the glasses boy. He quickly comes up with a fake story/excuse using glasses boy in order to get away from the girls. They go into the cafeteria and talk. Playboy thanks glasses boy for walking by at the right moment bc he hates clingy women and they are bothersome when they want to pursue a relationship with him—since he only wants to play around. Glasses boy is stunned that the guy is like that. Playboy introduces himself, he is Yoshino! So this is how he gors thru life now, playing around sexually with women to keep his lípido in check. Yoshino asks Glasses some questions, to gauge if he’s really going out with the girl or not. Glasses boy gives vague-ish answers, but tries his best to make it believable that they are. Internally, Yoshino doubts him. He takes an interest in glasses boy and wants to tease him a little for fun. So he take him to the toilet and sexually harrasses him *-* Yoshino takes a strong liking to Glasses’ reactions to the touching and stimulating, so he asks for his line number afterwards lol. And thus their relationship begins to grow as they get closer! Yoshino initially wanted to tease Kota; like inviting him out to a gouken at someone’s house bc he thought it would be funny to see s girl pounce on him. But when she did, Kota made a cute sound and Yoshino (mid receiving BJ) changed his mind and took Kota away. He proceeds to tell Kota that he interrupted his BJ to save him, and that he has a great idea: Kora could finish the BJ lol. Kota being the nerdy pushover, reluctantly agrees. Yoshino enjoys it and realizes Kota looks very cute. Yoshino continues to tease Kota and starts noticing Kota’s feelings towards him. Kota doesnt realize it himself but it’s definitely obvious. Not thinking too deeply about “If we stop being playmates” , Yoshino continues to tease Kota and even jerjers him. Kota, being unable to bear the heartache of liking someone who just sees you as a sex playmate, states he doesnt wanna do lewd stuff anymore since they should just be friends. Yoshino takes offense and says “I’m done.” But later Yoshino regrets this bc its kinda his fault anyway. He isnt blind he can see that Kota likes him yet he continues to push him for sex and tease him. he doesnt like that Kota decided to run away. Bc unbeknownst to him, he has also fallen for Kota. Meanwhile, Kota is on a shopping trip with his friend and a college friend spots them. Wanting to get his mini revenge on Yoshino for rejecting him, he calls Yoshino and tells him that Kota and his friend seem to be going out now since Kota is vulnerable after pushing Yoshino away (half a lie lol). Yoshino immediately doesnt like this and seeks Kota out. He finds Kota and stops him, asks him to please hear him out. Kota refuses bc of what Yoshino said earlier about being done. Yoshino apologizes and admits fault. He begs Kota to hear him out. Kota reluctantly agrees. They go to Yoshino’s place and talk. Yoshino reveals his past and the reason he became a playboy. He then asks Kota to please not leave him. Kota, unable to say no bc he loves Yoshino, agrees. Kota accepts that he should be a good friend to Yoshino, even tho he has feelings for him. Idk if Yoshino realized that Kota had that resolution. Anyways almost a year passes by and they stay close and hangout constantly as friends. Kota enjoys himself and the time he can spend with Yoshino. Yoshino, meanwhile, I am not sure what he is thinking exactly BUT we find out that he cuts off all ties with his sex friends. So it seems this entire time he was just trying to do things right by pursuing Kota organically as friends and then ask him to be his lover; bc he knows Kota would want that. But Kota meanwhile thinks Yoshino just wanted to be friends lol. One day Kota overhears Yoshino asking some girls advice on how to ask out his love interest. Kota misunderstands and thinks Yoshino likes a girl. He gets upset and tears up. Yoshino spots him and asks him whats wrong. Kota asks that Yoshino breaks off ties with him bc if Yoshino goes out with a girl then Kota will only end up resenting her bc he likes Yoshino so much; Kota confesses here. Yoshino calms him down and also confesses. Kota announces that he will date Yoshino proudly (LGBT moment). They start going out and will happily ever after <3

Love in Reprise

Ongoing | dips,han jiwoo | 2019 released

Omega had a nice life, but his mother died and his father’s company went kapoot. Resulting in his father being hospitalized. Now he is struggling in university trying to make ends meet. School fees, food, books, his father’s hospital bills.. He skips meals and tries his best but its all so tiring. He feels a little bad because his uncle is trying his best to support him, give him an allowance, and tries to save the company. His uncle has always been there for him when his parents couldnt d/t work. His uncle was always so cheerful and happy, now he is always worried and stressed. He keeps promising the mc that he’ll bring the company back and to have faith in him. MC dislikes this dominant alpha at university. He has everything, is handsome, comes from a wealthy family, everyone loves him. He knows that the hatred stems from childish jealousy, because he once had it all too. He childishly thinks that the dominant alpha stole it all from him (he knows this way of thinking of childish). Thus, he avoids him whenever he can and doesnt speak to him. One day, his uncle visits him at school to give him his allowance. But also to bring up a proposal. What if, he signs a contract with a dominant alpha to carry and birth his child in exchange for wealth? Dominant Omegas are apparently sought after for dominant alphas to utilize to be a surrogate for them. The omegas in turn get paid millions to billions for their service. MC is flabbergasted by this proposal, though admits its tempting. But he can’t fathom it, so he runs off without answering uncle. Afterwards, he thinks about it a little. He realizes that there must have been a reason for his uncle to bring up such a proposal—money must be tight and they may be running out. He starts to worry then about what will happen to his father in the hospital if theres not enough money to pay the hospital fees. He also feels bad bc he knows his uncle is trying his best and this is probably a solution to their problems now that they’ve exhausted everything else. He mulls it over for a few days and finally calls his uncle to inquire more. He considers it. The alpha family who is requesting him, need a grandchild urgently. The problem is that their son refuses to get married and thus will not birth them a child. So, they are willing to pay large amounts of money for a dominant omega to birth them a dominant baby. Which means he must do the jerjer with the son in question. MC agrees to arrive at the location with his paperwork. But, at the place, he finds…….. THE DOMINANT ALPHA CLASSMATE THAT HE HATES! he thinks he made a mistake a first but then horrifyingly realizes that this guy’s parents want their 24 yr old son to give then a grandchild already. He sees this, and he is too embarrassed and ashamed to continue what he came there for. Dom Alpha asks him why he’s there. MC quickly comes up with the excuse that he came to give him documents that he left at school. Alpha is like ok……… bc its weird to suddenly have a person who clearly dislikes you at school and actively avoids you -suddenly show up at your place when you never even gave him your address. Dom Alpha asks him which docs. MC tells him some school docs from last class. Dom Alpha says he already has those. MC is like oh…. Then Dom Alpha asks how long this is going to take since he is expecting someone rn (OMG he is the dom alpha that needs a child!) MC is like omg. He quickly leaves and trips down the stairs. He is so embarrassed and ashamed at what he was about to agree to, with a classmate no less. He doesnt want his classmates to find out, since its his only semblance of normalcy he has left. He calls his uncle and tells him he couldnt go thru with it. His uncle understands and tells him its Ok. MC asks uncle to tell the dom alpha that he couldnt make it. At school MC is petrified that Dom Alpha would tell the entire school that MC is actually an omega and not a beta. He is afraid of being outed. (Not sure why he lied about it in the first place. Maybe he is ashamed). But it looks like the Dom Alpha also wants to keep this a secret—makes sense bc you dont want the whole school to know you are seeking a dom omega for a contractual agreement to birth a child. After class, dom alpha approaches MC and starts asking him “You’re an omega arent you?” MC doesnt directly respond and just asks him why would he ask such a thing & that its rude. Throughout the convo MC just dodges his questions. We are unsure if Dom Alpha realized the Real Reason as to why MC came to his place last night. Regardless, MC makes his escape bc he has work to go to. However, he receives a call from the hospital. His father fell down and now needs surgery. He must be transferred to another hospital that has the equipment needed for care. MC is so distraught and immediately races to the hospital. This could be the final push for MC to just say “fuck it” and go thru with the contract even if its with the dom alpha he dislikes Left off ch 5 His father ended up needing surgery. Uncle managed to pay it off, but MC asks where he even got the money for it. Uncle says dont worry about it. Later, uncle offers to drive MC back home. On the way, they make a quick stop to his work since he had to leave midway. MC waits in the car. Uncle is then approached by loan sharks. Apparently, Uncle has been borrowing money from them this whole time (3 months) to help pay off the bills and everything. Uncle promises to pay them back next week. They say to Uncle to make sure to eat well and take supplements so that his organs are nice and healthy for when they sell them. omg. MC is DISTRAUGHT. Uncle tells him not to worry about all that. But MC realizes, they really have no other options. He decides to go thru with the partnership to carry Seme’s child. He meets with the Dom Alpha and admits that he was right, he IS an omega. A dominant one. At first, Dom Alpha seems uninterested. MC continues and offers himself up, that he is most suitable to carry his child per the Dom Alpha’s family’s standards. Dom Alpha is still mostly uninterested, but he is thinking deep about it. Afterwards Dom Alpha tells him to meet him at his place. It seems like this would be an interview? MC arrives and meets the caretaker/maid/housekeeper. She sits him down and goes over his file. I guess to scope out his eligibility. Dom Alpha is in the back watching/listening and also looking over MC’s music notes. MC is embarrassed, especially when the housekeeper asks him his heat cycle frequencies. He asks if Dom Alpha HAS to be present for this interview. Housekeeper apologizes bc initially the plan was not to have the Dom Alpha and MC meet for this transaction. She obliges , but Dom Alpha interrupts and states “Shouldnt I be here for this :)?” like of bold, cheeky. Is he gonna agree to having the MC bear his child? hmm. MC thought the child would be born via artificial insemination. But from the housekeeper said that after the Alpha Dom’s parents agree to this transaction, and the MC physical is approved, then MC can begin his first encounter as a surrogate. This made it seem like the child will be created naturally??? Hmm..LEFT OFF CH 8 After the meeting, MC is still worried for his uncle, since he hasnt heard from him since that night. He also is struggling because he is now out of food, out of funds for the next 2 days until he gets paid by his job, and he is hungry. He is now sure that this decision was the only way since they need to pay back the loan sharks asap and now funds for his father’s surgery…but what to do for the next 2 days h til he gets paid? AND he’s worried since his uncle isnt answering him? He needs money now.. Unsure of what to do, MC figures that he should at least ask the Dom Alpha about the dates; ie date of physical, whens the soonest the approval from the parents will come, date of “first encounter”…etc. He tries to contact Dom Alpha but realizes that he doesnt has his number. Womp. He goes on a school forum and asks where Dom Alpha is at. Some anons answer that he is in the Practice Room. MC goes to the location, figuring he’ll coincidentally bump into him, strike up a convo, and then nonchalantly ask about possible dates. As he nears the room, he hears Dom Alpha sing a famous German song. Astounded at his talent, MC sits by the door and just listens. He reflects how the professors always sung high praise for Dom Alpha because of his impressive background, his good looks, his amazing talent..MC realizes that he was blinded by jealousy and misjudged Dom Alpha. He realizes that Dom Alpha is actually very diligent, and a hard worker. And does his fair share of research on songs (like the one he’s currently singing). He comes to a realization that given all this, once Dom Alpha graduates then he will most likely captivate any audience and stand on a global stage. He’ll be big. MC admits he is envious, in a good way. Like he admires him for it all. But MC also understands he had no right to be jealous, “But I’m no longer in a position to compare myself. Despite it being a future I once dreamed of…,” “I’m ashamed of myself for constantly getting jealous.” As he waits, another student shows up and is super loud and asks what he’s doing. Embarrassing MC. Dom Alpha then comes out of the room and asks what they’re doing there. Anyways, student leaves and its just MC and Dom Alpha. MC asks about the dates and Dom Alpha is perturbed at first. MC admits he is asking bc money is tight rn. If the agreement isnt gonna go thru, then he needs to start looking for other part time jobs now. Dom Alpha states he can transfer MC some of the money now, since his mother is pleased with MC’s background check. As such he transfers MC 100 mil won ($81k). MC is unsure, surprised, and a little taken aback that a college student can just have this much money on him at random, and is nervous at receiving such a large sum so easily without first signing any contracts. Nevertheless, he hesitantly accepts. Dom Alpha also confirms the first date for the next day, a physical examination at the hopsital. MC is taken aback bc this is so sudden. Dom Alpha asks MC if he’s free for that day, stating that it wont take long (as he’s smiling). This leads MC to believe its not a physical exam but actually sex??? he keeps going back to that thought lol. Anyways, MC uses the money to pay off his father’s outstanding hospital bills, gives some of it to his uncle to pay off a little of the loan shark debt, and outs aside the rest for a rainy day, and buys himself groceries. He’s very happy and pleased the bill were paid off~ His uncle calls, worried about where MC got all this money to pay off the bills and send him some money. To which MC tells his uncle that he decided to go thru with the surrogacy. The uncle is for some reason very concerned and asked if MC didnt sign any contracts yet? But MC shrugs him off and tells him to payback to loan sharks asap & for uncle not to worry. Afterwards, MC heads to the meeting location where Dom Alpha is. He did some research beforehand on omega’s experiences with Dominant Alpha’s. They all said it wasnt too bad as long as you use a hormone accelerator. Im like whaaa. As such, MC buys a back??? To prepare??? Chileee… At the meeting spot, coincidentally its in front of a hotel. MC immediately thinks a million things and assumes they’re gonna have sex. Dom Alpha asks him if he’s ready & lets go. MC thinks of the Dom Alpha as such an asshole for immediately wanting to go into the hotel right away without so much as a greeting lol. BUT… MC was mistaken! The meeting spot was just coincidentally in front of a hotel, but they were actually gonna walk towards the university hospital for the physical exam! MC is so embarrassed lol and doesnt admit his thoughts. The physical exam was very exhausting for MC. Lots of questions in front of the Drs and Dom Alpha. In the end, the Dr states that MC and Dom Alpha will have minimal unnecessary contact with each other & the conception will happen via artificial insemination. MC seems a little annoyed bc during the exam the Dom Alpha looked bored, as if he knew all this already. If he knew everything already then he should’ve told MC from the get go, then MC’s mind wouldnt have run amok earlier. Lol Later that night there is a get-together for the music department. MC has to attend but he doesnt want to. Discussing this with a classmate outside the school, they both start heading out ti the train station to meet up with everyone at the restaurant. During which, Dom Alpha stares at him hmmm… possibly not liking that MC is showing a nice happy face to the classmate when MC is his? Dunno. Anyways, at the restaurant everyone is drinking and having a good time. MC looks into Dom Alpha as the professor praises him. He cant help but feel scummy that he still looks at Dom Alpha with jealousy, and for what? He thinks to himself its not like he’s gonna continue pursuing music after he graduates. But he cant help but reminisce that that used to be him too, receiving praises from teachers on his talent and background. Interesting. We arent given any background info or reason as to what happened in the past and why MC isnt “talented” anymore or what even. Regardless, he tries to be happy. His classmates tell him to drink and have a good time. But MC remembers that the doctor told him to limit his drinking to make sure the body is healthy for the baby. He isnt sure if its ok for him to drink tho. So he approaches Dom Alpha and asks him if its ok for him ti drink. He asks a little too loudly tho and everyone overhears. Everyone starts asking questions and MC if like, nvm forget i said anything. As he’s walking away Dom Alpha responds “Just a bit.” Then everyone starts questioning them why MC needs permission to drink. Thinking quickly, Dom Alpha flawlessly comes up with an excuse and states that he gave MC a ride back home after he got drunk bc they live in the same direction. And that he’s been doing that for him for awhile, but after getting grossly drink he said he wasnt gonna give MC a ride anymore. So MC asked if he can drink in exchange for a ride home tonight, to which Dom Alpha said ok just a bit. This excuse went well and everyone bought it. MC then drinks happily but not too much. Later on, he gets up to go to the bathroom. But whilst walking, he feels really dizzy. He doesn’t understand bc he didnt drink THAT MUCH at all, and its unusual for him to be this tipsy/unable to have a steady gait. While he’s outside the bathroom (doesnt wanna go in bc its a shared alpha-omega bathroom), a random alpha shows up and asks for his number bc MC is emitting nice omega pheromones. MC is dizzy and just looks up without answering. Then Dom Alpha shows up! And tells the other alpha to beat it. Then Dom Alpha tells MC that he srsly needs to pull himself together bc he’s emitting so many pheromones and seducing all the alphas. MC drunkenly denies this and accuses Dom Alpha of doing the same, seducing the innocent omegas. Dom Alpha sighs and states MC is so drunk he cant even tell his own pheromones from others (huh??). Then he grabs MC and tells him to get up bc he’s taking him home. MC trips and almost falls until Dom Alpha catches him. MC tells him to let go bc hes fine now, but them Dom Alpha says “Whats wrong with me touching you a little? Especially here” then touches MC’s belly, “Since you will be pregnant with my child here.” Then MC tells him to cut it out lol. At the car, MC is so confused. Why is he so dizzy and unsteady and flushed when he barely had a lot to drink? Thats when he realizes: Its his HEAT… MC starts releasing even more pheromones inadvertently. Dom Alpha tells him to control it. As they are driving, Dom Alpha rolls down the windows. MC starts getting cold and tells him to close the windows. Dom Alpha tells him that if he does that, then he’s going to get aroused. (OOP) MC cant believe that, is he being serious? Anyways, MC slowly realizes his heat is seriously overtaking him, and he tries to open the car door and get out to avoid his pheromones affecting Dom Alpha, WHILE THE CAR IS MOVING. Dom Alpha stops the car, grabs MC and asks him WTF R U CRAZY. MC looks at him with lusty eyes and tells him to let him go. Dom Alpha teases him and is like “Ha! Did you get turned on because of me?” to which MC denies and said “Th-This is because you’re too..” he has a hard time articulating his thoughts bc of the heat and it feels really good when Dom Alpha touches him even a little. Im assuming it also feels good for Dom Alpha bc without any prompting he just starts feeling up MC and putting his thumb in his mouth. Then he takes it out and SUCKS UP MC’s SALIVA FROM HIS THUMB and says “Finish what you were saying. I’m too what?” and he licks MCs saliva from his thumb omg. This is too much for MC , cant blame him lol, and they start making out. Then Dom Alpha lifts up MC on top of him and makeout some more. They start touching. MC is so dizzy from heat. He thinks, its not too late to stop. But then Dom Alpha touches him and asks “Dont just stare in a daze, come here” and starts making out more. No turning back. MC is sloppy and defenseless, to which Dom Alpha asks if he’s always like this when he’s drunk. MC denies. Then they start jerking each other off together, then MC falls asleep lol. Dom Alpha sighs annoyingly but smiles and says “You’re such a kid” END CH 18