the uke is SO STUPID!!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!! WHAT THE FUUUUCKKKK!!!!!
AFTER HAVING THE SEME FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM, NOW HE CHOOSES TO BE HONEST (SORT OF!!) AND RUN AWAY AND DISAPPEAR FROM SEME’S LIFE???? FUCK THIS STUPID IDIOT
(Seme has phobia against omegas. Due to a severe trauma he had when he became an alpha, the smell of omega pheromes elicits a severe physical response with symptoms such as: nausea, coughing, vomitting, fainting. However, since he never receives the benefits of having sex with an omega like the other athletes, his stamina and athleticism suffers greatly, which is a problem for a professional athlete like him. Thus uke comes in. He is a defective omega whose pheromones are odorless. When seme saves him from drowning, uke is suddenly in heat and comes into him. The seme is EXTREMELY confused and surprised bc he doesnt smell ANY omega pheromones, yet theres one in heat right in front of him?? After the jerjer, seme realizes that his complexion is greatly improved, he is more energetic, healthier, and is better than ever at performing during training (swimming). Uke realizes how PERFECT they are for each other and immediately falls in love with seme. Bc finally, an alpha who can be attracted to him and have sex with him even though he is odorless, bc the seme cannot stand omega pheromones. Its a perfect match!! So he immediately asks if seme wants to go out with him. Seme immediately says no, because he has no time for a relationship atm d/t training. Uke panics bc he doesnt want to let the seme go bc he truly thinks he will never ever find someone as perfect for him as this seme. So he then proposes instead that they become fwb. Seme is like ‘WTF, is this guy insane? Has no self respect??’ And he is CORRECT!!! Bc that was a stupid af thing for the uke to suggest! Uke suggests it with the hope that something will happen between them (he is SO fucking delusional and stupid and SELFISH). Seme is reluctantly agrees, but makes it VERY CLEAR that this will be just a transactional relationship for his benefit, and that nothing more will come out of it. Ume happily agrees like a fuckinng idiot. So, OF COURSE as time goes on Uke feels sad and lonely bc he deadass expected the Seme to fall in love with him or some shit and then they can be in a real lovey relationship. Stupid DUMBASS for thinking that when the Seme was very CLEAR from the start!! Then, Seme starts falling for him
LEFT OFF CH 42
Oh my FUCKING god??? This just keeps getting WORSEEE!!! Ya rim is so extremely selfish and shitty! He manages to get cheungho to fall for him HARD. He also admits to himself that he liked that cheungho was insecure, unsure, weak, etc of himself/his talent as a swimmer; Ya Rim basically fed off this insecurity bc since he grew up in an orphanage he has ISSUES!! He is extremely lonely and seems to want someone or people to be ultimately obsessed w him?? or something like that. Point is, he fucking sucks.
He gets cheungho to fall for him and its exactly what he wants until *drum roll* he Actually starts emitting phermones like a regular omega! And, surprise, cheungho really cannot stand it! It’s unbearable bc of his past trauma (he was assaulted by an omega and that caused his abrupt push as an alpha), and omega smells are awful for him. So, OBVIOUSLY, this really hurts the both of them!! Cheungho especially bc imagine liking someone a lot after getting to know them and having sex with them often that you naturally fall for them (but it was mainly since they could benefit from each other), but now the defective omega is no longer defective and emitting regular pheromones; cheungho obviously feels distraught and unsure of what to do. Ya rim, feels guilty and ashamed of himself for who he is and what he’s done to cheungho and how he altered his life/path by forcing him into this situationship (WHICH IS WHAT I BEEN SAYING SINCE THE BEGINNNING! DONT ENTER A RELATIONSHIP FOR ULTERIOR MOTIVES AND DONT ENTER THEM THINKING THE OTHER PERSON WILL CHANGE THEIR MIND ABOUT U! BC EVEN IF THEY DO, SOMEHOW THINGS JUST WONT WORK OUT!). Ya rim avoids Cheungho for days weeks and this obviously HURTs cheungho bc despite being unable to go near Ya rim now, he still is stuck with these feelings of love for him; so he obviously misses Ya rim and wants him to return.
The final jerjer Ya rim gets knotted and gets knocked up. Fantastic. More awful bad decisions
They are happy for a bit but seme lies to uke about overcoming his trauma. Turns out, he is still taking illegal pills to avoid omega pheromes. Uke is distraught over this. Seme tells him its ok bc he QUIT the swim team, his swimming career. Uke is DEVASTATED?? Idk WHY :/ Seme chose uke, and his new baby/family over his career. Yet, uke is feeling all kinds of betrayal and decides to break up with seme and leave AGAIN. AGAIN!!! Like a stupid idiot!!
Seme is heart broken, confused. He doesn’t understand. Should he have picked his career over being with the uke? Was wanting to be with the uke not enough for uke to be happy? Motorcycle guy tells seme he will no longer accept requests to find Uke. Seme asks why. All motorcycle guy says is “Uke has never been an ambiguous guy. You shouldnt have been so indecisive.”
HUH?????? WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUTTTTT!!!!!!!
LEFT OFF CH 45 UGH
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