Chew Me up and Teach Me About Love
Smutty. Left off ch 6 Left off ch 9 uke is crying bc he forced bf on his animal eared bf who is restraining himself heavy to avoid hurting uke lol but uke is horny for him and seme is going feral bc he becoming obsessed w him.
Believe My Sign
LEFT OFF CH 19 They are total opposites and get at each other’s throats easily. MC and ML were in a group together but they didnt know each other at all. Judo guy got tired of everyone using him bc he’s good at Judo and can fight, and putting his life on the line for useless cowards, so during his night watch he just leaves them. MC saw and followed him. Judo heard him and used his crazy moves on him. MC quickly explained that he wants to go along with Judo. More like demand he bring him along lol. Judo thinks he’s annoying and dead weight, thus ignores him. Judo finds a map that will lead to a shelter. At night MC felt pent up and decided to jerk off quietly on his own, but Judo noticed and wanted them to do it together bc he’s pent up too lmao. They jerk off together heheueheu. Next day theres zombies and they barely escape. Judo leaps onto a ledge and is safe but since he gets annoyed with ppl who slow him down and are a liability, he just watches MC struggle to keep up. MC couldnt belieeeve this man was deadass gonna let him die! After they jerked off together! Lmfao! So MC tricks him and is like “Behind u!” and Judo looks back, is confused bc theres nothing there. This gives MC the chance to grab at Judo LMFAO so Judo has no choice but to pull him up too asdfjsjsja. In the process of all this, they lose the map. Judo is hella pissed off. Coincidentally, MC has photogenic memory! He says “I can get you to the safe house. But in exchange you have to protect me!” Judo is HELLA annoyed with this, especially bc this idiot is carrying around a suitcase/dead weight! But he reluctantly agrees lol. They find a hotel and use it to rest. things get a little heated heuhurhue of course they git a taste of pleasure to destress earlier so of course they want more. But then a rando knocks on their door asking for help. They open it, and the dude attacks them! Judo attacks back and pushes him outside to get eaten by zombies. MC Is horrified bc Judo just basically murdered someone (not rly). Judo makes the argument that its ok to kill zombies that attack us but not ppl who try to murder us? MC has no response. THEN THEY DO JERJER. MC is like “Get off! I dont wanna do it with someone like you!” Lmfaoodsoaooaos they do some jerjer multiple times huehuehue. MC reflects how much he likes it, and hates that he likes it & that Judo is so handsome and good looking bc his personality is rotten lol. As they travel together, they grow closer as MC opens up about his family and how the suitcase holds proof of his happy memories bc since he has photogenic memory he doesnt wanna remember the bad memory of his family turning into zombies. He then asks Judo about his family and lots of questions, which Judo doesnt wanna answer lol so he kisses MC and is like “Stop talking” hehe. MC is like BRUH. Anyways they’re in an abandoned bus when all if a sudden zombies show up! Judo didnt notice these zombies cuz he was too busy making out with MC hehe. Judo quickly kicks a glass window so they can escape. But in the process he cuts his leg rly badly :( Theres too many zombies for him to fight off so he leaps onto the top of the bus and pulls MC up too. MC thought he was gonna leave him at that moment but he doesnt aww! Anyways, MC notices his injured leg and bandages it up. While he bandages it up, Judo brings up that unfortunately the man who attacked them earlier was already bitten. Its cute bc its like Judo knows MC was upset about the death but is hoping it makes him feel better knowing there was nothing they could do. Judo is rly tired so he lays down. Then MC doesnt wanna fall off the bus so he cuddles up next to Judo AWW. Then he says “Your arm is gonna get bitten by a zombie, bring it in!” and Judo then curls his arm in, putting it on top of MC’s shoulder!! AHHHHH they are now SNUGGLING ahhh!!!! <3 ;w; Next day MC wakes up and notices how cute Judo looks when he is sleeping hehe. Anyways they leave the area and MC notices that Judo is slower now and weaker :( So he wants to go to an area where they can rest and theres food: a daycare. He mentions to Judo they should make a quick detour to a nearby Daycare for food and rest. Judo agrees. Once they arrive, they are attacked by a random man. Judo overpowers him but the man puts pressure on his wound! Then MC comes in with his suitcase and hits the dude on the head! The dude introduces himself as the current inhabitant of the daycare. He gives them supplies and heads off bc he needs to do something. MC tends to Judo’s wound and they get to talking more. They get closer together ;w; Judo tries to kissey MC but MC notices he has a fever and tells him to lie down. As he sleeps, MC takes note again how handsome he really looks hehe. Judo has a dream about how ig his family may have looked perfect but they rly werent?? Anyways he wakes up on MC’s lap but……MC has a boner lmfao. MC isnt aware bc he is asleep. Judo wakes him up and is like “I couldnt sleep bc the pillow was hard” asdjfsjjsak. They then succ each other off heheh. Afterwards MC takes a nap. Man comes back but with kids this time. He protects them. He asks to speak to Judo alone. Basically tells him “I’m not interested in the safe house because that would mean leaving these kids. I wont be doing that.” Judo and me already thinking the same thing: Even tho this man is a military combat dude, he WILL die. Because he is trying to protect useless dead weight. Judo thinks back how so many ppl died trying to protect him. Thus this man too will die eventually trying to protect those kids. The man notices Judo’s look and says “I already know what you’re thinking from that look in your eye. And I only helped you because your friend needed it. He has someone to protect: you. So I did it for him. When you’re healed, you guys need to leave” Like dayum ok. We go back to MC and he’s having an awful nightmare about how he once had a happy life filled with happy memories with his family but it all became hell when his family turned to zombies. He wakes up from this night terror and Judo is there next to him! He says “Hey? You’re having a nightmare. Calm yourself, its ok” and holds him a little.. But then MC fully goes in for a hug and is like asking to be held almost <3 ;w; Judo is taken by surprise and holds him to comfort him. Then MC says “You’re not allowed to leave me! Ever! You cant!!” Awww omg ;; Judo us like umm…k.. Lol Then they do JERJER!! Again!! Hehehe. This time, Judo really really feels it~ like he’s into itttttt hehe. Probably bc he feels closer to MC now, thus the sex naturally feels better. He nuzzles into MC’s neck and everything <3 Afterwards, Judo reflects on what the man said “That boy has someone he wants to protect: you” and Judo thinks “bullshit..” probably bc he cant fathom the idea of someone needing him and wanting to protect him. Has he ever had a gf bc??? Lmfaoo. Anyways they’re getting even closeerr ;w;
At the End of the Road
READ ENTIRE STORY ON BATO.TO BC OFFICIAL ENGLISH TRANSLATION WAS ON THERE anyways. Story was OK. Big disappointment that there was no jerjer : The body swap idea was pretty interesting but could have been executed better. The MC woke up in another students body, and the original student woke up in his body for like 2 seconds before dying. So MC could no longer return to his original body and the poor boy died. Reason? The boy died via suicide. Why? Bc he was raped (coordinated by his pos twin brother and some scary dude and his gang) the whole thing was video taped and circulated around the whole school and the poor boy became the center of rumors. He begged his twin for help, that he was sorry for whatever he did, etc. His twin brother was loving all this. It was his sweet revenge. WHY did he want revenge? Bc this pathetic pos was jealous that his brother was smarter and more well liked than him. PATHETIC. So he orchestrated this gang bang to get back at his brother. As a result, the poor boy became miserable and committed suicide. When he woke up in MC’s body, of course he had no will to live :’( so he gave up quickly and the doctors could not revive him. Rip 3 Now, how did MC wake up in the other boy’s body? Well, he was distracted. He accidentally walked into traffic and BAM, hospitalized. But he pleaded, begged, the universe.. “please, i dont want to die!” Because all his life he lived in poverty and had a shitty life. Abusive father and a mother who abandoned him at an early age, he had to survive quickly on his own. He had to work like a dog all his life since he was a child to make ends meet and to just simply survive. Now, age 18, he FINALLY paid off all debt he inherited from his pos father, and is finally FREE. Very happy and pleased that his hard work has finally earned him freedom, he is excited and thinking about what he wants to do now with his life moving forward. As he is distracted thinking about the possibilities, he is accidentally struck by a truck! Since he only just recently got his life in order and was just starting a new chapter of with his new freedom, he was clearly not ready to die yet. He begged, because he still wanted to live. Thus, he woke up in the body of the boy who so desperately wanted to die. As miraculous and sad as it was :’( Confused, astounded, and unsure of how this all happened, now MC must navigate this new life. Thankfully, since he obviously has no recollection of the boy’s original life, doctors are quick to state that the boy has amnesia from the suicide attempt. MC uses this to his advantage so that he doesnt have a hard time “pretending” to be this boy, and he can just be himself and chalk it up to amnesia lol. He comes to learn that this poor boy’s life he is now walking in, is awful. He learns that the twin brother is hostile towards him (he doesnt understand why but he/we later find out its bc the twin was jealous of him), he learns of the boy’s suicide, and tries to change that for him. Because, MC is no pushover. He regularly kick boxed and was super athletic with a hot bod in his original life. Now he is to live as a small skinny little twink boy??? LMFAOOO. Its crazy how different their bodies are even tho they’re same age. Anyways, MC also has a prideful and hero-esque personality. He wont stand to see people getting hurt or bullied and is quick to mouth off and curse off the bullies/evil he sees. Unfortunately for him, he forgets this isnt his original body, thus his punches do not hold the same strength as before hehe. But he still has his quickness ~ Anyways, the ppl at school are taken aback that the boy they used to bully and berate has such a severe personality change now. Bc MC will be damned if he allows these randos to make fun of him or try to push him around. Word start’s spreading that he is a mad dog and has completely changed after his suicide attempt. MC doesnt care for this shit. He’s more concerned about his body and the boy who is now in it (little does he now the boy is RIP and his original body is cremated now atp). So, in THIS soul swap story, the original boy who experienced the trauma of bully and sexual assault, chooses to die bc living is too painful:( and we instead explore MC’s past and how he basically has a new beginning. This is OK but the other soul-swap manhwa is much better, the one with the grown ass adult who gets soul swapped into a teenager, but the teens soul doesnt die bc even tho his life was so painful he still lingers in the background, and its up to MC to change the boy’s life and help his soul become braver and happier, while also trying to navigate being in his ORIGINAL body too (bc the boys soul chooses not to swap bc he wants to die but not rly? he is scared and stays with MC soul in one body). ANYWAYS back to this story,.. we learn that when MC was growing up poor he was also friends with another boy in a similar situation as him: the ML.They looked out for for another, and the ML quickly became attached to the MC bc he viewed MC as his savior almost. But then one day, when MC protected the ML from his abusive mother, MC got his head bashed with a bottle. ML realized then and there, that his precious person he idolizes and loves and is obsessed with, the boy who protects him and teaches him to stick up for himself, could easily die and be taken away from him. Thats when ML traumatically realized, he could easily lose MC at any point in their lives because he: is weak, is just a kid, and is nothing. As a result, he immediately formed a distance between them. This was strange to MC bc this was so unusual for the ML bc he is usually annoyingly following him around and begging for his affection and approval. MC goes to his house one day to ask whats going on, only to see that the house has been destroyed and ML is gone. For good. This REALLY traumatized MC. First his mother abandoned him with his abusive father, and now his only friend has abandoned him as well. Little does MC know at this moment, the ML was approached by his rich ceo father who abandoned him and his abusive mother with a proposition: “My actual child was born with a chronic disease and is going to die. I need a heir. Since you are my other biological son, i am giving you the offer to leave this slum and come with me to replace my son. Your original identity will be erased and you will live as my son under his name.” ML, tried not to smirk. This was a perfect opportunity. He knew he needed to say yes. If he didnt take this opportunity, then he wont be able to protect the person who is most precious to him. He regrets leaving, but knows this small time length of being apart will be nothing compared to the lifetime they’ll have together. WHICH IMO NAHHHH. HE COULD HAVE SAID SOMETHING ANYTHING TO THE POOR MC BEFORE HE LEFT OR LEFT A NOTE OR SOMETHING!!! Bc MC was seriously traumatized from being abandoned TWICE like that at a young age!! from people he deeply loved and cared about!!! Anyways, ML takes full advantage of this new rich life and becomes buff, intelligent, and proper. While also keeping tabs on MC by hiring secret spies to keep an eye on MC for him. ML swore that he would return to MC again one day. Im over here thinking WHEN exactly??? Since its been like 18 yearsss??? Without saying anything??? Unbelievable. Anyways, he almost regrets that decision when he receives a call from his spy stating that MC got into an accident. Quickly rushing to the hospital, he couldnt believe what he saw. His precious person, the only person in the world that matters to him, dying on the hospital bed. He ran to the body, pleading and begging for MC to not leave him. But when the body opened his eyes, the person weakly looking at him was the poor boy who committed suicide. Somehow, ML knew that something wasnt right. That the eyes looking at him, wasnt the person he was calling out. Then the body died, and the poor boy soul rip. A horrible moment for ML. A soul shattering heart breaking moment. All this time waiting it out and making sure he was strong enough and wealthy enough and secure enough before reemerging in MC’s life.. but now he is gone. He goes thru his days as a hollow shell. MEANWHILE, MC is in his new body trying to make sense of his situation!!! At home he is approached by his pos brother and they almost has an argument until, ML shows up!!! The twin brother invited him over for w/e. But this takes MC aback HARD. He is stunned. Speechless. The boy who abandoned him all those years ago, is now in front of him. All those painful memories and feelings of abandonment, now resurfaced. At school, MC of course doesnt let any bullies push him around. But when he gets outnumbered, he makes a bolt for it and hides in an empty room. Unbeknownst to him, ML is in there on a phone call. Not wanting him to blow his cover since the bullies are nearby, he takes ML and pushes him against the wall and shuts him up. ML is staring at him the entire time, watching his miniscule movements. When the bullies leave MC is like “haha sorry dude, my bad. Misunderstanding. See ya” MC has no desire to befriend ML or reveal himself, bc subconsciously he is putting up a defence mechanism bc he lowkey has abandonment issues. But, ML doesnt let him go easily. He slams MC against the wall and says “Well, who do we have here. I guess the rumors are true that ur a slut..” But something about MC catches ML’s eye, something…familiar. Because is obviously acting like himself and not the original boy lmfao. He isnt careful, and his prideful personality jumps out. This raises ML’s suspicions. The rest of the story is then MC trying to hide who he really is from ML bc he doesnt want to give ML that control over him bc he is still upset and hurt that ML just abandoned him when they were kids. Thus his stubbornness is a defense mechanism to avoid being hurt again. Meanwhile ML puts 2 and 2 together and comes to the conclusion that this boy IS his precious person, somehow. He didnt lose him. He is relieved, and now wont let go of MC. He then tries to get MC to admit this, for his own sake and sanity. but MC is like NAW, bc why didnt u contact me or come to me when we became teens huh?? fuck OFF. lmfao. But, MC eventually comes to realize that…the only person in the world who will know of who he is originally and who he was, is the ML. Bc he is dead :) his original identity is erased. And that can actually really break someone’s psyche, having to be someone else and be in someone else’s body for the rest of your life. The only person who knows the truth is ML. So its hard for MC to resist telling him. And also the twin bro tries some bullshit but yea. Decent story its ok but could have been executed better
Two in Six Billion
WHAT AN AMAZING READ!!!! FANTASTIC!! Psychological semi horror thriller yaoi (but jerjer is like 1 panel and not great BUT ANYWAYS), obsessive/yandere seme and cowardly suicidal bullied uke!! Summary: Katou (uke) wanted to start his new school year with a fresh start and positive atmosphere. But unfortunately he got stuck sitting next to Oda (seme). Oda is the cream of the crop top popular students but he is also a bully. Not wanting to do his hw, he turns behind him and demands Katou to do it for him. Oda has always been super bored of his easy life. Grades and athleticism came easy for him. As a silver spoon, he had it all. So doing this hw is such a bore to him. Of course getting the random kid behind him to do it is preferred. Poor Katou, cowardly, quiet, mousey, and not able to speak up, hesitantly obliges in defeat. Afraid of saying no to Oda. The rest of Oda’s lackeys saw this, and immediately went ham on bullying Katou and making him do THEIR hw as well. Poor Katou is spineless and couldnt refuse. The light bullying at first then evolved into full-fledged assault and humiliation. Oda was never around for these instances, his lackeys did all the bullying. Whether Oda was aware or not, we dont know. But he likely didnt care what his friends were up to. So he probably wasnt aware they were severely bullying this kid. That doesnt matter tho, bc he had to have had some idea something was going on? He probably didnt care enough to pay attention. He could have stopped it all. Thus, Katou grew to hate and detest Oda. The pain and suffering he is going thru is all because of those lackeys, and by extension, ODA. Katou couldnt take it anymore. He stopped going to school, and stopped leaving his room. He grew extremely depressed, and anxious. A few years go by like this. He basically rots in his room, depressed in bed. One day, Katou cant take it anymore, and decides to commit suicide. He cuts his wrist and tries to drain his blood, slowly succumbing to the blood loss and closing his eyes. He experiences the last moments of his life, and to his disdain he sees the face of the one who ruined his life one last time: Oda. When he wakes up, he realizes something is off..his entire bathtub is filled with his blood. Somehow, he is still alive? And not dead?? He looks at his wrist and miraculously the cut he did is gone. He is beyond confused, scared, and panicking. His mother asks if he’s ok in the bathroom, and he quickly says yes, but he realizes something strange. He is now hearing an echo in his head. Its his mother’s thoughts. Quickly, Katou tries to clean up the mess and head to his room. Upon further inspection, and constantly trying to cut himself, he learned two things: 1. His body is now indestructible. Now matter how he hurts himself, his body immediately heals. He cannot die. 2. He can hear other people’s thoughts. This drives Katou insane. He cannot handle this, this life now. Always hearing the thoughts of others and cannot even kill himself now. Katou tries to go out for a walk, hoping this will help. But his life is even more beyond miserable now. He enters a store and coincidentally, Oda is there. Katou is shocked, he cant move. The person responsible for his ruined life is now in front of him, enjoying his life. Its not fair. As Oda walks out of the store, Katou hears his thoughts: “Who is that weirdo?” Katou cant take it anymore. He is filled with hatred for Oda. Why does Oda get to be happy? He should die, just die. Katou is filled with these angry thoughts. Somehow, or by the power of Katou’s new supernatural abilities, he causes the truck outside the store to start moving towards Oda. The truck runs Oda over and kills him? Katou snaps out of his hatred thoughts and realizes what he’s done. He runs over to Oda’s body, freaking out. He calls out to Oda, over and over, please dont die please. Katou is frantic and wishes and pleads for Oda not to die. Then in a panic he runs away. Katou is afraid, anxious, scared, and panicking. He isolates himself once again in his room, unable to come to grip the reality of what he’s done. He feels ashamed, he feels he is a murderer now. With trembling hands, he googles the accident for information. To his shock, Oda did not die. Katou cant believe this. It doesnt make sense. With all that blood loss, Oda should have died. Curious about Oda’s condition, Katou visits him in the hospital. Unbeknownst to Katou, his supernatural ability caused Oda to live, despite his wounds that should have killed him. When he pleaded and called for Oda, this gave him his life back, and in turn killed the driver instead. Also unbeknownst to Katou, Oda now has the same supernatural ability as Katou: hearing everyone’s thoughts. Although, he also has another ability, superhuman strength. When Oda woke up in the hospital bed, he was confused on what happened. When the nurse and doctor came in to explain what happened, he was able to hear their thoughts. He was confused on what that echo in his head was, and asked the doctor and nurse wtf it was and whats going on. Oda also makes it clear these echos are really, really fucking annoying and he wants them to stop. Alarmed at the “auditory hallucinations”, they recommended to keep Oda for longer in the hospital. Oda’s friends from school come to visit, and it only gets worse. Oda can hear all their thoughts, and their truths. That even tho they say stuff like “Miss u! Hope u can get discharged asap” in their heads they are truly thinking the opposite, and hate his guts. Oda now sees these people for who they are, awful 2 faced monsters. He cant stand it. He cant stand being surrounded by monsters like them. And the constant noise of always hearing everyone’s thoughts is too much. He starts to have a mental breakdown due to all this. After he hears the real thoughts of one of his “friends”, he punches him. But bc of his superhuman strength, he fucks up the dudes face bad and causes a fracture. People then stop visiting Oda. Just as well, tho, since he just wants silence and doesnt want these monsters near him. When Katou visits Oda, Oda is wincing, waiting to hear more unwanted thoughts from someone. But then, he hears nothing. Oda, to his shock, cant hear this person’s thoughts. In a frenzy, he immediately gets up and grabs Katou, frantically states “Finally, someone normal!!” this shocks and scares Katou!! What on earth happened to Oda?? He looks weak, frightened, and insane! Completely different from the arrogant cream of the crop bully he once knew! But Katou quickly realizes, he cant hear Oda’s thoughts at all!!! Ecstatic to finally have some peace and a normal person near him, Oda asks Katou a lot of questions like his name etc. And asks Katou to please visit him again tomorrow. Katou, feeling so uncomfortable and not wanting to do this, spinelessly obliges. Katou is confused. why cant he hear Oda’s thoughts? For now, he feels lassoed into pretending to be friends with Oda now, despite hating him so much. The change in Oda’s demeanor was also very shocking for Katou. After being discharged, Oda frequently asks Katou to hangout and stuff. Katou begrudgingly obliges each time. Feeling nauseous at having to humor a fake relationship with the person he hates. Oda desperately wants to always be with Katou, bc Katou is the only person he cant hear the thoughts of and the only source of peace and quiet in his life now. Soon, of course, hanging out with Karou constantly and always thinking about him, Oda started to harbor deeper feelings for Katou. Whether these feelings are love, or simply and obsession, we cant say, Because both are merged so deeply and indistinguishably from each other. Oda also wonders why he cant hear Katou’s thoughts. He comes to a brash conclusion that, perhaps Katou is like him and also has powers? And, if thats the case, then… they were clearly meant to be in each others lives. Katou was, in a way, sent for him…as his savior from all the noise and monsters around him, as a beacon of peace and quiet. Oda then comes to this conclusion, and states “Katou… was sent for me. He is mine..and mine only.” Wanting to confirm his hypothesis, he asks Katou out to karaoke. At karaoke, Oda asks Katou if he can hear thoughts as well? Katou, shocked by this question, begrudgingly says yes. He can hear thoughts. Oda, trembled as soon as Katou said those words. He knew it, he knew Katou was special. His savior. Oda then goes down on his knees and asks Katou to be his savior. This freaks out Katou, and Katou quickly realizes he made a mistake. He quickly says “im going home!” and runs off. Katou, freaking out and panicking in his bed. He cannot believe everything that Oda said. Him? His savior? You gotta be kidding me! He is insane! Of course, Oda follows him home!!! Oda enters Katous room, and katou freaks out more! bc wth!! Oda apologizes for abruptly asking him something so crazy. He states to Katou, he should’ve been clear and started off with his feelings first. Katou is like “Huh? feelings?” and Oda says “Yes. Katou, you’re very special to me. I love you” Katou couldnt believe what he was hearing. How could Oda love someone like him? He wanted him DEAD. He hated him! To fall in love with someone who had that much hatred for you, is foolish. Katou then explains all this to Oda, that he hates him.. he wanted him DEAD, bc of what happened in middle school. Oda listens carefully, his face shocked by what he is hearing. Then Katou admits it was him that got Oda killed. Oda asks him “Did you really make the bus move?” Katou hesitantly says “Yes, of course i mean, how couldnt it have been? i wanted you to die at that moment.. and then the truck started moving.. when you think about it, it had to have been me!” Oda is COMPLETELY ecstatic?????? He is SO happy! he says, “Dont you see?? You CHOSE me! You saved my life! Even though i was so awful to you back then, in the end you still chose to save me.” Which, makes sense. If we remember that at that moment Katou was pleading and begging for Oda to live and be ok. Why did he call out to Oda and beg for him to live if he hated him so much? Lol. Oda then explains to Katou that that day, the driver died and Oda lived, which made no sense considering Oda’s life threatening wounds and the drivers non wounds. This breaks Katou, because he sees now that he really did kill someone.. Oda is beyond happy. He hugs Katou, and kisses him. He thanks Katou for choosing him and being his savior. Oda then rapes Katou (jerjer). Katou, empty and dead inside, is unable to fully grasp everything anymore. He dissociates, because he cant bear it anymore. Oda fully drowns himself in Katou, and never wants to leave his side. One last time, Katou tries to resist, tries to be clear to Oda that he HATES him. Katou wraps his hands around Oda’s neck and tells him his hatred, and that he wished Oda had died back then. If it werent for Oda, then Katou could have a normal life like he wanted. Oda is happy, he chuckles. Nothing Katou could say atp would deter Oda and his love/obsession with him. Oda then lovingly tells Katou, “Dont forgive me then, until the day you die.” Katou then starts crying. He cant take it anymore. He doesnt want this. He doesnt want to be with Oda forever. He just..wants to be normal.. Oda then tenderly caresses Katou, and tells him, Only when we are together can we forget everything and become “normal” again. In this hellish world, the only ones who understand us are each other, and thus should be together forever. He tells Katou they should stay together forever, until the end of their days. Afterwards, Oda states he wants to get an apartment together, so that they never leave each others side. When he leaves, Katou notices the bruises and hickeys all over his body from the sex. Katou is like the hell..and says “What was he thinking leaving these marks all over me.” But then he realizes….why ARE there marks on his body? Shouldnt they have healed by now? Katou then wonders if his body and powers are changing again.. Katou gets a call from Oda(he ignores) and then a message from Oda, asking if they can be together again that day. Katou, unable to deal with this anymore, tries to run off. He says “I have to run, I have to get away from Oda” but Katou runs into a crowd and cannot stand the constant noise of everyones thoughts. He stumbles and sits on the ground, clutching his head, nauseas. Then he starts getting another call from Oda. He cant take it. He starts to panic. Then some rando almost trips on Katou and starts getting in his face. Katou, clearly not socially ept, cannot adequately answer back. The rando pushes Katou and threatens him with a fight. Katou, freaking out and panicking, braces for impact. Then, thankfully, Oda shows up and stops the man. He threatens the man and states he called the police. The man then runs off quickly. Oda then redirects his attention to Katou and asks him if he’s ok and if hes hurt. Katou asks him how he was able to find him and how he knew where he was. Oda responds “I suddenly felt uneasy and went looking for you. Then i saw you wrapped up with that guy, its a good thing i showed up before things got bad” Katou then realizes, for the first time ever, he felt a sense of calmness, relief, and security at seeing Oda’s face. But he is confused. The reason he got into that mess was because he was trying to run away from Oda. Or…did he subconsciously seek Oda out? With this, Katou then thanks Oda for saving him. Oda then says, “You dont need to thank me. Because, Katou, you’re special to me.” Oda then takes Katou to his place so Katou could feel safe and take a breather from what just happened. Katou appreciates it. At Oda’s place, Katou is now reliving what just happened back there. That was so scary and terrifying for Katou. Its traumatic. He starts shaking in a panic, rethinking how bad it could’ve gotten had Oda not found him. Oda then gently and lovingly holds Katou and tells him, “Its alright. Its just you and me here. Nothing scary is going to happen. You can come here whenever things get tough. No one can hurt you in this room, dont worry.” Katou starts tearing up. He wonders why… why being inside Oda’s arms…feels so warm? Katou then starts crying bawling and Oda gently comforts and caresses him. After Katou falls asleep crying, Oda takes it upon him to snuff out anyone that hurts Katou. He prepares a mallet and hides his identity, and goes out to kill the man that hurt Katou that day. As time goes on, they both become dependent on each other, as if they were seeking a high. Oda shows Katou the world of intense pleasure in sex, and Katou becomes dependent on Oda’s warmth and safety. They both become engulfed in each other Over time, Katou loses his powers, and can no longer hear other people’s thoughts. Of course, he doesnt rly seek to hurt himself anymore. As the years go by, his dependency on Oda turns into a strange twisted form of love, like Stockholm syndrome. Katou realizes he cant ever leave Oda, he needs him in his life. He is crazy about him now, which is funny considering he hated him so much in the past. Katou is still anxious and jumpy, and has no social skills, but no longer as depressed now and not suicidal. He comes home every day to Oda like a little puppy, and just becomes engulfed in Oda’s pampering and babying of Katou, with all the love Oda wants to give him. Katou comes to realize, his new fears now are if Oda will leave him one day. Because atp he cant live without him now. Since Katou now also loves Oda. He admits to himself, if Oda ever left him, he’d beg and cry for him not to. Oda is now beyond happy. He gets to now live with the one important and special person in his life. At some point, after Katou lost his ability to hear other’s thoughts and became normal, Oda was then able to hear Katou’s thoughts! Oda, of course, lovingly welcomed this change. Of course he doesnt tell Katou about it, that he already been knew that Katou’s powers have been gone for years and he has now been able to hear his thoughts. Oda loves this. We also see that Oda takes it upon himself to murder every single person that ever hurts Katou, including the bullies who made his life miserable in middle school. Oda thinks its so silly for Katou to have these anxieties about their relationship atp. Because even if Katou no longer had powers, Oda would absolutely never leave him. Oda is beyond obsessed and in love with Katou now. Nothing can ever tear them apart. And u know what? Katou is fine with that now. END
Raise no Kimi ni Kuchizuke
POV: Seme. Ehh it was ok lmfao. Pretty surface level ig. Plot moves semi fast and doesnt take its time but still ok. Jerjer scenes are fine. Wouldnt read again since characters are kinda boring
Dead man Switch