cocobunny's manga / #Romance(62)

Um its cute so far and the uke is very adorable and short…but it ended off on a bittersweet note in ch 6 bc seme stated that he has never loved anyone before, and he already decided that after graduation he was gonna move overseas to live with his grandpa and then travel around the world. this is very upsetting to me tbh. If that was the case then why even involve yourself with the poor boy. but he is aware of that and admit it. So he tells uke its up to him and he can decide if he wants to end the relationship now or continue it. Because if they keep going, then he admits that it’ll make him want to take the uke with him, and thats not fair to the poor. Uke obv says he wants to continue it :( bc he really likes him. but he also asks if seme is the same as him—afraid if falling deeper in love with him. Then seme kisses him, so i guess thats a yes? He states he really doesnt know what will happen in the future. uke states he wants to stay together. then seme is like welp..that settles that then. So, honestly, i dont like this. I have a bad feeling about it later on.

the uke is SO STUPID!!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!! WHAT THE FUUUUCKKKK!!!!! AFTER HAVING THE SEME FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM, NOW HE CHOOSES TO BE HONEST (SORT OF!!) AND RUN AWAY AND DISAPPEAR FROM SEME’S LIFE???? FUCK THIS STUPID IDIOT (Seme has phobia against omegas. Due to a severe trauma he had when he became an alpha, the smell of omega pheromes elicits a severe physical response with symptoms such as: nausea, coughing, vomitting, fainting. However, since he never receives the benefits of having sex with an omega like the other athletes, his stamina and athleticism suffers greatly, which is a problem for a professional athlete like him. Thus uke comes in. He is a defective omega whose pheromones are odorless. When seme saves him from drowning, uke is suddenly in heat and comes into him. The seme is EXTREMELY confused and surprised bc he doesnt smell ANY omega pheromones, yet theres one in heat right in front of him?? After the jerjer, seme realizes that his complexion is greatly improved, he is more energetic, healthier, and is better than ever at performing during training (swimming). Uke realizes how PERFECT they are for each other and immediately falls in love with seme. Bc finally, an alpha who can be attracted to him and have sex with him even though he is odorless, bc the seme cannot stand omega pheromones. Its a perfect match!! So he immediately asks if seme wants to go out with him. Seme immediately says no, because he has no time for a relationship atm d/t training. Uke panics bc he doesnt want to let the seme go bc he truly thinks he will never ever find someone as perfect for him as this seme. So he then proposes instead that they become fwb. Seme is like ‘WTF, is this guy insane? Has no self respect??’ And he is CORRECT!!! Bc that was a stupid af thing for the uke to suggest! Uke suggests it with the hope that something will happen between them (he is SO fucking delusional and stupid and SELFISH). Seme is reluctantly agrees, but makes it VERY CLEAR that this will be just a transactional relationship for his benefit, and that nothing more will come out of it. Ume happily agrees like a fuckinng idiot. So, OF COURSE as time goes on Uke feels sad and lonely bc he deadass expected the Seme to fall in love with him or some shit and then they can be in a real lovey relationship. Stupid DUMBASS for thinking that when the Seme was very CLEAR from the start!! Then, Seme starts falling for him LEFT OFF CH 42 Oh my FUCKING god??? This just keeps getting WORSEEE!!! Ya rim is so extremely selfish and shitty! He manages to get cheungho to fall for him HARD. He also admits to himself that he liked that cheungho was insecure, unsure, weak, etc of himself/his talent as a swimmer; Ya Rim basically fed off this insecurity bc since he grew up in an orphanage he has ISSUES!! He is extremely lonely and seems to want someone or people to be ultimately obsessed w him?? or something like that. Point is, he fucking sucks. He gets cheungho to fall for him and its exactly what he wants until *drum roll* he Actually starts emitting phermones like a regular omega! And, surprise, cheungho really cannot stand it! It’s unbearable bc of his past trauma (he was assaulted by an omega and that caused his abrupt push as an alpha), and omega smells are awful for him. So, OBVIOUSLY, this really hurts the both of them!! Cheungho especially bc imagine liking someone a lot after getting to know them and having sex with them often that you naturally fall for them (but it was mainly since they could benefit from each other), but now the defective omega is no longer defective and emitting regular pheromones; cheungho obviously feels distraught and unsure of what to do. Ya rim, feels guilty and ashamed of himself for who he is and what he’s done to cheungho and how he altered his life/path by forcing him into this situationship (WHICH IS WHAT I BEEN SAYING SINCE THE BEGINNNING! DONT ENTER A RELATIONSHIP FOR ULTERIOR MOTIVES AND DONT ENTER THEM THINKING THE OTHER PERSON WILL CHANGE THEIR MIND ABOUT U! BC EVEN IF THEY DO, SOMEHOW THINGS JUST WONT WORK OUT!). Ya rim avoids Cheungho for days weeks and this obviously HURTs cheungho bc despite being unable to go near Ya rim now, he still is stuck with these feelings of love for him; so he obviously misses Ya rim and wants him to return. The final jerjer Ya rim gets knotted and gets knocked up. Fantastic. More awful bad decisions They are happy for a bit but seme lies to uke about overcoming his trauma. Turns out, he is still taking illegal pills to avoid omega pheromes. Uke is distraught over this. Seme tells him its ok bc he QUIT the swim team, his swimming career. Uke is DEVASTATED?? Idk WHY :/ Seme chose uke, and his new baby/family over his career. Yet, uke is feeling all kinds of betrayal and decides to break up with seme and leave AGAIN. AGAIN!!! Like a stupid idiot!! Seme is heart broken, confused. He doesn’t understand. Should he have picked his career over being with the uke? Was wanting to be with the uke not enough for uke to be happy? Motorcycle guy tells seme he will no longer accept requests to find Uke. Seme asks why. All motorcycle guy says is “Uke has never been an ambiguous guy. You shouldnt have been so indecisive.” HUH?????? WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUTTTTT!!!!!!! LEFT OFF CH 45 UGH

Seme is the heir and will inherit family shop, so he is well off. His childhood friend and neighbor has always been why his side; they have basically been inseparable since they were babies. Seme at some point fell in love with uke and is very clingy and cutely possessive of him (non-aggressive way). Uke doesnt mind, he is used to the seme’s over protective and clingy self. At some point they started to jerk off together. The plot doesn’t explain how or when but it was the seme’s idea. Inadvertently, this does make the uke subconsciously develop feelings for seme but he doesnt realize it of course lol. Uke’s little sis wants a birthday present so uke wants to look for a part time job. Seme states uke can work at his family’s shop (he is very pushy with this obviously bc that means more time to send with uke & obviously he doesnt want uke to work at a random place). As uke starts working, he gets to see a cooler and different side if the seme. He is impressed and he likes it. Uke thanks seme for allowing him to work at his family’s shop and asks what he would like in return. Seme asks if he can give uke a BJ. Uke is like WHAT NO???! Seme then requests “Ok then go out with me <3” to which uke also rejects. In the end uke allows seme to give him a BJ. Uke didnt dislike it and wasn’t uncomfortable. Which prompts him to ask his friend about it bc it confuses him (bc he doesnt realize he likes seme derr). He talks to friend and i think friend pretends to confess and stuff ti make a point that uke’s feelings for seme are genuine and unique, and not just one a friendly “as friends” way, bc uke didnt react at all to his friend’s advances. Unfortunately, seme interrupts at a bad moment and takes uke away. He starts groping and kissing uke and he doesn’t like that. He doesnt like the seme just doing as he pleases especially when he is still unsure of his own feelings. He asks the seme for some space. Seme agrees but he is sad and regretful of his actions. As he is given space, uke starts to feel lonely. He then realizes that while he is unsure of his feelings rn, he definitely knows that he hates being separated from the seme. So he runs to semes house to talk. Seme initially thinks that uke came over to reject him. But uke quells this idea. He explains his side of feelings and seme is overjoyed. Seme reminds uke that he will always stay by uke’s side as long as he is ok with it. Time goes by and seme does his best to be on good behavior, such as keeping a good amount of distance, letting the uke go out with his friends, not seeming overly jealous, etc. Uke takes it the wrong way and thinks that seme lost interest. he shows up seme’s house with stuff and snacks and basically forces them to hangout lol. Uke then asks seem why he’s been different lately. Seme explains he just doesnt want to be overly greedy and make a mistake like last time, since he considers uke to be so precious to him. He doesnt want to do anything that would upset uke. Uke then asks about the girl he saw seme talk ti and seme explains the girl just asks for advice since she likes their friend. Seme asks uke if he’s jealous bc he likes him (seme asks teasingly but not overly serious). Uke thinks about it, and finally admits/realizes that yea, he likes seme. Seme is beyond happy. They then kiss and do jerjer and live happily ever after :)

In middle school yoshino aoi (blondie) was asked out by a girl. Since he thought she was cute looking and he was going thru puberty he said sure, why not. He figured that he’d start to like her eventually. But, he ended up liking his friend from the same class, who is a guy. He was very confused and startled, but came to terms with it. He asked his gf to break up with him. She asked why. He responded, “It turns out I like guys” Inevitably, she tells the whole school bc she was hurt that he said yes to going out even tho he didnt like girls (but he didnt know that he didnt like them like that so…). Everyone started to treat and look at him differently. He felt as if he was being punished for taking her feelings lightly. He swore then, that if both him and his partners would end up getting hurt—then it was better to not develop feelings for anyone at all. But for better or worse, girls always gravitated towards him. He was good looking and popular with them. Since he had a high sex drive..He felt that maybe it was better to be sex friends with girls. However, he always felt guilty and empty afterwards. But, instead if dealing with those emotions head-on, he continued to just play around. Bc what was the point? Its not like he could be in a relationship with a guy. His trauma from middle school made him feel that. Then we begin with the beginning of the manga. We follow the glasses boy who is quiet and is by himself most of the time. He is content this way. Then, his flashy childhood friend approaches him and desperately asks for his help. Apparently, some playboy won’t quit bugging her and she tried to ward him off by saying she already had a boyfriend—and proceeded to show the playboy a pic of glasses boy. So she just needs him to pretend to be her bf long enough for the playboy to back off and leave her alone. Glasses boy reluctantly agrees but reaaallly doesnt want to. Next day he is walking boy and the playboy, being clung into by girls, notices the glasses boy. He quickly comes up with a fake story/excuse using glasses boy in order to get away from the girls. They go into the cafeteria and talk. Playboy thanks glasses boy for walking by at the right moment bc he hates clingy women and they are bothersome when they want to pursue a relationship with him—since he only wants to play around. Glasses boy is stunned that the guy is like that. Playboy introduces himself, he is Yoshino! So this is how he gors thru life now, playing around sexually with women to keep his lípido in check. Yoshino asks Glasses some questions, to gauge if he’s really going out with the girl or not. Glasses boy gives vague-ish answers, but tries his best to make it believable that they are. Internally, Yoshino doubts him. He takes an interest in glasses boy and wants to tease him a little for fun. So he take him to the toilet and sexually harrasses him *-* Yoshino takes a strong liking to Glasses’ reactions to the touching and stimulating, so he asks for his line number afterwards lol. And thus their relationship begins to grow as they get closer! Yoshino initially wanted to tease Kota; like inviting him out to a gouken at someone’s house bc he thought it would be funny to see s girl pounce on him. But when she did, Kota made a cute sound and Yoshino (mid receiving BJ) changed his mind and took Kota away. He proceeds to tell Kota that he interrupted his BJ to save him, and that he has a great idea: Kora could finish the BJ lol. Kota being the nerdy pushover, reluctantly agrees. Yoshino enjoys it and realizes Kota looks very cute. Yoshino continues to tease Kota and starts noticing Kota’s feelings towards him. Kota doesnt realize it himself but it’s definitely obvious. Not thinking too deeply about “If we stop being playmates” , Yoshino continues to tease Kota and even jerjers him. Kota, being unable to bear the heartache of liking someone who just sees you as a sex playmate, states he doesnt wanna do lewd stuff anymore since they should just be friends. Yoshino takes offense and says “I’m done.” But later Yoshino regrets this bc its kinda his fault anyway. He isnt blind he can see that Kota likes him yet he continues to push him for sex and tease him. he doesnt like that Kota decided to run away. Bc unbeknownst to him, he has also fallen for Kota. Meanwhile, Kota is on a shopping trip with his friend and a college friend spots them. Wanting to get his mini revenge on Yoshino for rejecting him, he calls Yoshino and tells him that Kota and his friend seem to be going out now since Kota is vulnerable after pushing Yoshino away (half a lie lol). Yoshino immediately doesnt like this and seeks Kota out. He finds Kota and stops him, asks him to please hear him out. Kota refuses bc of what Yoshino said earlier about being done. Yoshino apologizes and admits fault. He begs Kota to hear him out. Kota reluctantly agrees. They go to Yoshino’s place and talk. Yoshino reveals his past and the reason he became a playboy. He then asks Kota to please not leave him. Kota, unable to say no bc he loves Yoshino, agrees. Kota accepts that he should be a good friend to Yoshino, even tho he has feelings for him. Idk if Yoshino realized that Kota had that resolution. Anyways almost a year passes by and they stay close and hangout constantly as friends. Kota enjoys himself and the time he can spend with Yoshino. Yoshino, meanwhile, I am not sure what he is thinking exactly BUT we find out that he cuts off all ties with his sex friends. So it seems this entire time he was just trying to do things right by pursuing Kota organically as friends and then ask him to be his lover; bc he knows Kota would want that. But Kota meanwhile thinks Yoshino just wanted to be friends lol. One day Kota overhears Yoshino asking some girls advice on how to ask out his love interest. Kota misunderstands and thinks Yoshino likes a girl. He gets upset and tears up. Yoshino spots him and asks him whats wrong. Kota asks that Yoshino breaks off ties with him bc if Yoshino goes out with a girl then Kota will only end up resenting her bc he likes Yoshino so much; Kota confesses here. Yoshino calms him down and also confesses. Kota announces that he will date Yoshino proudly (LGBT moment). They start going out and will happily ever after <3

Rugged and rude guy x Clean cut intelligent guy. They knew each other since childhood but parents had divorce. Naturally hate each other bc of their differing personalities and outlook. After rugged guy comes back from the military, he moves in with the clean polite one out of request from his mother. Arguments and trouble and hilarity ensues Both start to realize feelings for each other (rugged one may have already had feelings of attraction for the clean guy since they were preteens but probabably mistook it for envy/and wanting to bully the person (bc you like them). But he also apparently hates how “fake” he can be with his fake polite smile (but in polite guy’s defense he literally says its normal to have a good facial response as an adult ti certain situations its calling being mature lmao). Rugged finds out polite guy is gay (via toys-etcetc), and bullies him relentlessly for it. This further fuels his attraction for him, and it all deepens when he accidentally catches him jerking off and also when he accidentally walks in in polite guy’s friend trying to remove a vibrating egg from his ass. Rugged guy starts getting possessive and lustful for the polite guy. He eventually becomes aware of this and realizes he wants to have polite guy as his lover. He has the brilliant idea of drugging him with an aphrodisiac so that polite guy has no choice but to have sex with him lmao. Polite guy, meanwhile, is severely annoyed by Rugged’s brash rudeness and uncleanliness. Its irritating, awful, and a disturbance to his regular calm life. However, he slowly grows fond over him, despite his horrible temper. He views the Rugged guy as cute, somehow. Like a cute grumpy elementary school boy who got his toy taken from him, kind of way. One he realizes his growing affection for Rugged, he is unsure what to do. He doesnt like that Rugged makes money by going with with woman as a jiggalo. He doesnt want to make it obvious that it bothers him Or that he has feelings for him now, so he keeps it hidden. Eventually, Rugged’s bullying him for being gay really sets him off. He cant take it anymore and decides that Rugged needs to be punished or at least taught a lesson. He decides that the best solution is to drug him with an aphrodisiac and force him to see Polite with lustful eyes, then Polite can make fun of him back. This all backfires spectacularly and they both end up doing the jerjer~ They decide to give each other their everything and selves, and become lovers. Fin. Ch 36. (could have sworn i already wrote up this entire plot before?)

gr8. seme doesnt wanna do it w uke bc hes got giant schlong & doesnt want to hurt uke. they communicate and establish their love for each other and are careful when doing it~ practice starts ch 5, jerjer ch 6. rly good smut scenes