cocobunny's manga / #Drama(43)

Fantastic amazing story. MC gets repeatedly raped by his step bro and he HATES IT. MC has a mental break and allows step bro to just go to him and rape him. Its almost like a self harm kind of thing. Bc he hates it yet is numb to the rape. He still physically feels it and moans thooo. At some point MC has enough and quits his job (this is bc he had a crush on his senpai at work but when they started going out the step bro ruined it all by fucking MC while he was on the phone with the senpai. Then the senpai is angry at MC for cheating on him [he doesnt know the full story or that mc is being threatened and blackmail with a video, and thus breaks up with MC] and causes MC to spiral), he changes his phone number and moves out of his apartment. He tries to run, get away from the pain of it all..but his brother eventually finds him. And they do jerjers a lot. MC then decides to kill step bro by giving him a sleeping pill and choking him. Yet, he couldnt do it. He simply couldnt. He then calls his step mom and tells her everything. MC then decides to OD on the sleeping pills. When he wakes up in the hospital, he finds out the stop mom died(probably bc she needed to rest plus the agony of learning your son was raping your step son the whole time), and that step bro was taken away to live with his relatives on mother side. Everyone blamed Hikaru on the step moms death bc the step mom initially went out looking for him when she saw he left the house. But we know it was being exposed to the elements and also learning the truth of her son raping her step son that killed her. So essentially it was both their faults! Anyways, This gives MC time to heal as best as he can with his father and seek therapy. He works part time. At the step mom’s 3rd year anniversary, MC decides to send step bro an invitation. We see its bc he wanted to reach out. Step bro doesnt want MCs pity, or to hear MC ask if he’s repented. MC then admits it wasnt step bros fault that step mom died, but his. bc he told her the whole truth. Imo it was both their faults. They both cry in this air of like, acceptance for what theyve done. In the manga they are described as two partners in crime who know each other the best out of everyone. The two meet up occasionally to talk casually. Senpai sees this and exclaims to MC why tf is he meeting up with Hikaru. Hikaru gently tells, basically, Hikaru hasnt changed one bit..and he was relieved at that. and he wasnt changed either. Neither have. Woah. We then see step bro and MC at step bros place and they kiss and try jerjer but MC says the trauma has caused him to become impotent. Whaaaaaat. Thats the end. They remain with each other. MC has developed severe stokholm syndrome and step bro remains obsessed with him. They remain with each other in their own suffering. Relenting to each other, bc atp the only ppl who understand their inner darkness and pain is each other. A shakespearean tragedy.

nice & cute. short jerjers

VERY GOOD. Cowardly crybaby pathetic Scaredy cat Uke x Abusive Scary murderous aggressive Seme Uke was stalking the seme for awhile bc he liked him a bit. Uke memorized his schedule and everything. He didnt realize his stalking went too far until he accidentally slept outside the seme’s apartment until 11, when he usually leaves by 8. He saw seme wearing a nice suit and decided to follow, hoping to see if he’ll go into a club or not. Instead, he followed the seme into a warehouse where the seme murdered and killed a man. Uke couldnt believe his eyes and became so frightened. Shivering in the corner, he tries to stay quiet until the seme finds him. The seme’s interest is piqued to see his stalker has followed him all the way here. Uke is shocked that the seme knew this entire time that the uke was following him. Seme finds the uke’s facial expressions and reactions to him amusing. But uke tries to call 911 which pissed off the seme and he hits the uke hard, enough to get uke to bleed. shaken up by this, the uke begs for his life. Seme finds this so interesting and demands sex from the uke. Uke initially says no but then seme threatens him. They have jerjer and the uke HATES it. Afterwards the seme threatens the uke not to talk to anyone about the murder, otherwise he will kill his brother and then mother. Uke complies with all this. Uke’s home life is: His dad died leaving big debt to his family, his mom got lung cancer, and brother took the inheritance money from dad’s death and ran to the phillipines to start a business. Thus, uke is working hard every day to keep his grades up to maintain his scholarship but also to work as a tutor to pay off the debt. Every since the experience at the warehouse, UKE NO LONGER WANTS ANYTHING TO DO WITH THE SEME LMFAO. No more stalking to liking seme or anything!! Uke got so spooked from that experience and hated the sex so much, he developed some kind of PTSD where he vomits from the stress when he thinks about it, trembles at the thought/sight of the seme, hiccups uncontrollably sometimes, cannot sleep at night, and starts crying in seme’s presence. Uke REALLY doesnt wanna be around seme at all anymore, and wants to run away. But he CANT. Bc seme threatened him, and wont leave him alone now. Seme wont leave him alone now bc it seems he’s taking a liking to the uke’s pathetic demeanor. Seme still hits uke, and pulls his hair when he gets mad. Uke rly rly rly hates when he does it, and starts crying. Seme enjoys this. Left off ch 15. Seme is actually psychotic lol. He has a quick temper and is quick to hit uke. But he is also slowly becoming obsessed with uke and liking his pathetic crying face. Uke cant take it anymore lmao. He is always fearful for his life and nauseas and tired and wants to run away. Seme gave him a card to use and demanded he quit all his tutoring jobs. Uke said ok (bc he was threatened) but didn’t actually do it. oop! LEFT OFF OFFICIAL TRANSLATION CH 11 (official is better quality and better understanding than the fan translation)