Naka Made Aishite
guy who likes people with good looking faces only, breaks up with his gf bc the guy next to him in class has a more beautiful face. The classmate overhears this and immediately hates him bc he is judging people by their looks. Beauty hates those types of people. And also thats a horrible thing to say to the gf. Guy doesnt care tho, and begins to passively pursue the beauty. He rejects him at every moment and also is nasty mean towards him. One day Guy is out perusing the streets when he notices an old man going into a love hotel with a minor. He takes a pic and the old man runs off. He noticed that the minor was the beauty from class that he has an interest in. He make him go to the love hotel with him and asks him questions like “What were u planning on doing with that old man? :P” like asking in a really mean and teasing way. Beauty doesnt wanna answer and just wants to leave. But Guy blackmails him using the photo he took and tells him “Let me do you once” Beauty reluctantly agrees. Guy assumes this isnt the Beauty’s first time anyways (he is wrong). and then they do the jerjer. He realizes midway that this most likely IS Beauty’s first time based on his reactions so far. Afterwards, seems Guy starts to slowly fall for Beauty bc jerjer with him was really nice. Left off Vol 2 Ch 3 christmas couples jerjer
I Want To Be In Love With A Game Addict!
Very cute. Gaming addict uke only wants to play video games and as a result ends up neglecting his buff meaty seme who wants cuddles and skinship and affection. In the beginning in HS they were ok but after college things shifted, uke doesnt allow touchyness as much anymore. To remedy this, seme proposes they play a game that will allow them to be more lovey dovey. A video game that couples can play. Uke reluctantly agrees. Seme then tries to hold hands and touch him more during the day but uke rejects and avoids his touch at all times. Seme asks why and Uke gets mad and tells him its bc he isnt a touchy person at all! Seme feels dejected and sad. Uke asks him to meet up with him at the park at 11p. When they meet, uke raises his arms and waits for a hug. He says its one of his quests and he prefers to do it when people arent looking (he is shy and isnt a touchy person in general). Seme is immediately super happy and tackles uke. Uke wraps his legs around seme hehe. Uke reiterates that he doesnt hate seme at all, he just doesnt wanna do skinship stuff in public, and that seme can touch him when no one is around. Seme understands and apologizes for being childish. They then kiss~ Very cute but doubt it will ever get updated again :( Left off ch 2
Half of Me
Kwon is a regular vegetable market owner who worked hard to get to where he is. Gets in a vehicle accident bc a highschool kid tried to commit suicide. His soul ends up entering the body of the highschool kid, whereas the HS kid considers himself dead, bc he turned his back and ears from the world, thus his soul is asleep. Kwon obviously doesnt want to remain in this kid’s body and desperately wants to get back in his own. Feeling Kwon’s desperation, the HS kid’s soul pushes him out the body at 7pm every day. After 7pm, Kwon is back in his own body, whereas the kid’s body remains vacant and unresponsive. When its 7am, Kwon’s soul gets sucked back into the kid’s body and his own body in turn is also vacant and unresponsive. When Kwon’s soul is swapped from one body to another, the vacant body receives physical rest while unresponsive. However, since Kwon is awake during this entire time, his mind has no rest. Thus he feels mentally drained and tired. Kinda like staying up all night and going about your day in the morning i guess omg. Wanting a way to fix all this, Kwon seeks out a psychic/spiritual help. She states to him the reason why the soul body switch happens; its bc the HS boy’s soul has turned its back on the world. Since his living experience was so painful and unbearable, the boy decided to suicide. As such, his soul will not wake up or return. Thus, it’s up to Kwon to figure out WHY, what the boy’s life was like, figure out a way to resolve it, and connect with him so that his soul returns. The woman states that the boy, and Kwon’s soul, chose each other at the moment of the crash (when they locked eyes), because Kwon has something in common with the boy. Kwon finds out its bc they both had the same familial issues where the father abandons the family and the mother has to work hard to be the sole provider for her and her son. Kwon is initially annoyed and pissed off with the kid… bc wouldnt the sight of seeing your mother work hard in turn make him want to work hard for her too?? Cuz thats what Kwon did. So the kid’s mental weakness pisses him off. Especially the kid’s physical weakness. At school Kwon sees that the kid is bullied by everyone in the class. He receives death threats and verbal abuse via whatsapp texts and gets picked on in person too. Kwon wants to fight these brats, but realizes quickly that he cant bc the kid’s physical body and stamina are horrendous. So Kwon ignores them, and soon enough the abuse lessens bc he’s not giving them a reaction. When Kwon goes to PE the kids begin verballing bullying him again; calling the kid a perv, to die, etc etc. Kwon ignores it. But when he goes outside for PE, he is practically immobilized bc the kid’s body starts having a severe physical reaction to the PE teacher; he starts sweating, his heartbeat quickens, and his face starts flushing. Kwon is confused and doesn’t understand what the kid’s problem is. But when Kwon takes a good look at the PE teacher, he realizes its someone he went to HS with, a guy named the Dog Buddha. He is surprised, bc in HS the Dog Buddha was a social happy-go-lucky extrovert who always smiled, albeit one instance when he got into an argument with the class president, but otherwise he was basically the happiest kid in the school. But now? As an adult a decade later, he is awful, mean, prickly, and a downright dictator towards the students. When explaining the strange physical phenomenon he experiences to his coworkers(who are aware of the situation), they claim its quite simple. Considering what the bullies said, and the physical response, the kid obviously has a giant crush on the PE teacher. And the coworker chips in that this is what he assumed Kwon and the kid had in common: that they’re both gay. Kwon is expressionless but clearly not pleased bc wtf lol what makes him gay exactly? that he never shows interest in woman? shut up. lmao. This is yet to be confirmed or argued against tho so maybe Kwon is closeted and he doesnt even know huhu. His coworker’s reasoning is “Well since you’re friends with your gay friend who owns a gym, i assumed you’re also gay?” basically OUTTING the poor gym dude lmaoo. Kwon calls him for clarification and the dude comes over and yes admits it. Kwon doesnt care he’s just upset everyone knew except him lol. We see that gym friend had, or still has? a crush on KWON :P So anyways, Kwon now realizes he has to help the kid with his crush on the Dog Buddha. How exactly? He’s not sure. Since this is clearly an unrequited love. He also still has to help with the kid’s bullying. During school Kwon overhears the bullies talking about going to a club. Kwon, wanting to honestly get revenge for the kid and himself, AND to also make sure the kids dont do what they shouldnt, tells the Dog Buddha that those kids are gonna be at a club. But he accidentally gives the wrong club name. Thus, Kwon decides to take matters into his own hands and go to the club as his adult self. He barges in on the kid’s private room they booked and tells the girls they’re underaged. When they leave, he makes the boys do planks as punishment. Then, all of a sudden the Dog Buddha shows up. Kwon is surprised bc he didnt think he would be able to find the club. The Dog Buddha tells the kids to go home and Kwon is pissed off bc wtf. Why let them go?? Dog Buddha asks why he was torturing them. Anyways, Kwon realizes this is a good opportunity for him to try and help the kid so he tries to be buddy-buddy with the DB, but he immediately rejects Kwon and is supper prickly. Kwon tries again, but the DB immediately assumes Kwon is trying to ask him for money or to get involves with a scam. Kwon is annoyed and insulted. The next day, the DB asks for the kid in his office. Kwon is confused bc he should he calling for the bullies who went to the club, not the kid. The DB asks him if he told anyone about the bullies who went to the club. Kwon says no except for his neighbor upstairs (Kwon lol), whomst is a successful market owner that never asks for money and blah blach etc etc lol starts bragging. DB tells the kid to leave but before he leaves Kwon notices a gym membership card thats the same as his gay gym friend. Using this opportunity, Kwon calls his friend and asks if he can become a member again (just to find a way to approach DB). At the gym, Kwon tries at every opportunity to approach DB but he’s so prickly and doesnt want anything to do with him. Kwon eventually finds out from his previous classmates that DB moved to Canada to get away from his parents bc they all disagreed on his chosen dream i guess. Anyway he goes to Canada to pursue his athletic dream. However there was a dispute between him and a teammate over a cheating girlfriend. They got into a fight and DB got a severe enough injury that he couldnt play anymore. The teammate got to stay. DB was kicked off and he his life derailed. Then he receives a phone call that his parents died in a crash and he had to fly back to Korea for the funeral. He lost his dream, his love, and his family. His life was ruined. Since then this is why he never smiles anymore and he’s a completely different person now. According to the classmates. Kwon doesnt care tho lolhe just needs a way to get DB to listen to him. Kwon approaches DB at his gym locker and gives him $100 in exchange for an hour of his time. DB says no. Kwon begs, DB says ok 10 min. Kwon is like WTF 10 min for $100??? Lol but he agrees. All Kwon tells him is to be nice to the HS kid. Pat his back, say hello, smile, etc. DB asks “thats it? why?” to which Kwon doesn’t exactly explain. But he also asks DB to stop making the poor kid do planks bc its inhumane. The next day, Kwon heads to school and the DB is there. Bc of his lateness, he makes Kwon do planks. despite taking the money early that morning. LOL. Kwon is pissed off and seriously lets it all out! Starts ranting! Starts saying things and exposing everything! DB immediately assumes the kid is insane so he takes him to a psychiatric hospital. Kwon doesnt want to be forcibly institutionalized, so he tries to convince DB that he isnt insane by stating his HS friends name and stuff from HS. DB accuses him of knowing all that from Kwon. Kwon then tells him (as the kid) that Kwon would never gossip about others like that. DB then asks him how he knows all that then, since Kwon didnt tell the kid. Thats when Kwon says “Because I AM Kwon.” OOP lets see if DB believes him!! LEFT OF CH 33 Left off ch 34 maybe re read it later bc maybe give it time to accumulate more ch since its weekly and new
Netkama Punch!!!
Left off ch 28 Seyoung agrees to go on a date with Heejae :) Prior to ch 21 Heejae was only focused on getting revenge on Seyoung bc of being Netkama scammed, but ch 21 shows Heejae actually start falling in love with Seyoung <3 REREAD CH 29 Of when they go on their date! Also give manga more time for updates since its new Left off ch 41: MC starts falling for ML a little. They kiss (w tongue) and he is confused about it. He doesnt want to admit his feelings or let his heart open more bc he remembers ML clearly said he wants them to continue dating until he “gets bored” and also the blackmail vid. But since living together, they’re grown closer. When MC asks him why he likes him, ML goes into a scary thought process making us believe he doesnt actually like him and is fully stringing him along for messing with him in game
Dreadful Night
HORROR SLASHER YAOI WHERE UKE IS TRAPPED IN A HORROR GAME AND HAS TO SURVIVE BY FINDING CLUES FROM DIFFERENT ENDINGS He keeps dying but with every death he gets a clue and closer to solving the mystery and ending the game. As such he is in a continuous time loop with the same events happening. In the last season before he dies, the uke notices that one of the friend NPCs ends up killing a random villager. Confused, bc this entire time he thought this friend was just a regular NPC who gets killed no matter what in every scenario. But before uke could think further he gets killed. Reloop again into a new season, uke is determined to stay away from that friend NPC for now, since he may be some kind of anomaly and he srsly needs to focus on clues. He avoids the NPC friend at every turn and even avoids the rest by saying he wants to take a nap. Unbeknownst to him, this kinda upsets the NPC friend bc it makes him think that uke is ignoring him bc he did something wrong. The game begins and things play out as uke expects them to again. But this time, for some reason the friend NPC suggests he and uke look for the friends. This takes the uke aback and now he is uncertain whats going on. He plays along but is trying to figure out a way to lose the NPC so he can focus on finding clues. It doesnt work as the NPC pushes him on the bed and asks him whats his problem bc it seems as if the uke is mad at him and ignoring him; wondering why and if he did something wrong. Hes annoyed. Thinking quickly, uke begins confessing to the NPC. He pulls a pretty good confession by kidding him, as its believable enough to trigger the killer showing up. Uke knew this, since lover confessions and sex get ppl killed in horror games. As the killer is about to bludgeon the NPC, uke pushes him out of the way and takes the hit. Killer then takes uke to a torture chamber. Uke kinda planned that out hoping that it would get him away from the npc. This works out in his favor since he hasnt gotten the Torture Ending yet. As uke was bracing himself, the NPC friend comes out of nowhere and bludgeons the killer??? REPEATEDLY??? Easily without remorse??? It was WAY too easy for him to just kill someone like that, especially after seeing a friend get killed earlier. And HOW could he kill the Killer?? That’s literally not possible bc the killer always regenerates and is never killed. Uke realizes this and is now cautious of him. Bc this means that the NPC is some sort of severe anomaly, was never a safe person, he’s actually fucking dangerous. His morality isnt normal. After NPC kills the killer he states to the uke he’s showed up respond to his confession. WHAT! LMAO! Uke is like bro wtf i was lying. As they try to take the shackles off uke’s ankles, he tells seme that its no use. The shackles wont come off unless the Torture event is completed. And since the NPC cane and killed the Killer, he’s now stuck there. NPC, psycho-ishly, recommends he torture the uke instead since the killer is dead now. The uke is like wtf i dont think that’ll work..do you even know how to torture someone?? And NPC seems a little TOO eager to do it!!! Ewww!! XD The NPC suggests they do…SEXUAL TORTURE. The uke is like WTF NO I DONT LIKE BDSM AND I DONT WANNA HAVE SEX WITH YOU…. NPC is like, i wasnt asking :) torture means you wont it anyway so.. OMG???? I mean he’s got a point but OMG??? NPC then suggests they at least try it for a bit before giving up. Uke asks for how long and NPC is like “You talk too much” oop. He tells uke to bite down on tshirt to keep it up while he plays with his nipnips. And states that if uke lets go, then he’ll fking see blood—a threat OOP. He then starts stroking his schlong then playing with his hole, which causes uke to moan and let go of tshirt oooo. NPC then slaps him hard OOOOOO… and says “You asked for it” and decides to then rape uke!!! Uke is like WTF this is a SLASHER HORROR game TF sex got to do with this!! and Seme replies “Well you said horro involves blood and pain… well, ima just ram it and we’ll get the blood wont we? :)” and OMG UKE IS LIKE BRO NOOOOOOO LMAO but then the shackles unlock!!! Uke is like THE SHACKLES ARE OPENED STOP. To which seme is like huh well look at that they did open.. So thankfully uke didnt get violently violated :D They take the clues (newspaper clipping, key, and tape recorder). The tape recorder is to save, but uke doesnt tell the NPC this. He doesnt want to create more anomalies by allowing this npc to remember everything the next round. Uke saves but npc acting sus???? uke goes to find more clues but ends up killed. RELOOP NEW SEASON: Uke is expecting the same dialogue but realizes its deviating slightly from what it originally was! Then all of a sudden, the NPC slams the breaks on the car! THE PLOT IS DEVIATING!! WTF!! The other friends ask him wtf is wrong, to which he turns around and is like “Idk, lets ask Uke whats going on” NOOOOO HE KNOWS??? HE WAS IN THE SAVE??? ACK LEFT OFF CH 7 REREAD CH 8 and give it more time for updates since this is new!
The Pawn's Revenge
murderer seme x prostitute uke. left off ch 57. Uke was clever and utilized his connections with the newly appointed sergeant Park to blackmail his pimp in order to become the new own of a salon. Seme was originally in kahoots with the woman who conspired to destroy the red light district and climb to the top, bc he thought he loved her? Bc he realized, with the help of uke, that she was just using him. She was planning to marry the chief of police and have him appointed to congress with the help of persuading the congressmen by having her girls service them. Seme realized this when he got caught and was rotting in jail and she never came to his rescue, like she promised. Instead, uke came to his aid with the evidence she was gonna utilize to get him out. Why she decided to throw him away instead of saving him like she said she would? idk shes trash and is keeping her eyes in the prize and decided he was enough to throw away. ANYWAYS… Seme is now only devoted to uke and perhaps has feelings for him now :3c He is scared that uke will change, just like the woman did once she got power. But hopefully that doesnt happen. We see that she now wants to kill uke. Uke’s plan is to hide behind as new chief of the salon until the woman makes her move. Chess game now. Currently on a 6 MONTH HAITUS apparently. This author apparently doesnt need income i guess. Suspected season 3 launch is now December wow. This manga may be removed since POTN and 7 other stories ended up getting removed bc these authors are bitches :
Two in Six Billion
WHAT AN AMAZING READ!!!! FANTASTIC!! Psychological semi horror thriller yaoi (but jerjer is like 1 panel and not great BUT ANYWAYS), obsessive/yandere seme and cowardly suicidal bullied uke!! Summary: Katou (uke) wanted to start his new school year with a fresh start and positive atmosphere. But unfortunately he got stuck sitting next to Oda (seme). Oda is the cream of the crop top popular students but he is also a bully. Not wanting to do his hw, he turns behind him and demands Katou to do it for him. Oda has always been super bored of his easy life. Grades and athleticism came easy for him. As a silver spoon, he had it all. So doing this hw is such a bore to him. Of course getting the random kid behind him to do it is preferred. Poor Katou, cowardly, quiet, mousey, and not able to speak up, hesitantly obliges in defeat. Afraid of saying no to Oda. The rest of Oda’s lackeys saw this, and immediately went ham on bullying Katou and making him do THEIR hw as well. Poor Katou is spineless and couldnt refuse. The light bullying at first then evolved into full-fledged assault and humiliation. Oda was never around for these instances, his lackeys did all the bullying. Whether Oda was aware or not, we dont know. But he likely didnt care what his friends were up to. So he probably wasnt aware they were severely bullying this kid. That doesnt matter tho, bc he had to have had some idea something was going on? He probably didnt care enough to pay attention. He could have stopped it all. Thus, Katou grew to hate and detest Oda. The pain and suffering he is going thru is all because of those lackeys, and by extension, ODA. Katou couldnt take it anymore. He stopped going to school, and stopped leaving his room. He grew extremely depressed, and anxious. A few years go by like this. He basically rots in his room, depressed in bed. One day, Katou cant take it anymore, and decides to commit suicide. He cuts his wrist and tries to drain his blood, slowly succumbing to the blood loss and closing his eyes. He experiences the last moments of his life, and to his disdain he sees the face of the one who ruined his life one last time: Oda. When he wakes up, he realizes something is off..his entire bathtub is filled with his blood. Somehow, he is still alive? And not dead?? He looks at his wrist and miraculously the cut he did is gone. He is beyond confused, scared, and panicking. His mother asks if he’s ok in the bathroom, and he quickly says yes, but he realizes something strange. He is now hearing an echo in his head. Its his mother’s thoughts. Quickly, Katou tries to clean up the mess and head to his room. Upon further inspection, and constantly trying to cut himself, he learned two things: 1. His body is now indestructible. Now matter how he hurts himself, his body immediately heals. He cannot die. 2. He can hear other people’s thoughts. This drives Katou insane. He cannot handle this, this life now. Always hearing the thoughts of others and cannot even kill himself now. Katou tries to go out for a walk, hoping this will help. But his life is even more beyond miserable now. He enters a store and coincidentally, Oda is there. Katou is shocked, he cant move. The person responsible for his ruined life is now in front of him, enjoying his life. Its not fair. As Oda walks out of the store, Katou hears his thoughts: “Who is that weirdo?” Katou cant take it anymore. He is filled with hatred for Oda. Why does Oda get to be happy? He should die, just die. Katou is filled with these angry thoughts. Somehow, or by the power of Katou’s new supernatural abilities, he causes the truck outside the store to start moving towards Oda. The truck runs Oda over and kills him? Katou snaps out of his hatred thoughts and realizes what he’s done. He runs over to Oda’s body, freaking out. He calls out to Oda, over and over, please dont die please. Katou is frantic and wishes and pleads for Oda not to die. Then in a panic he runs away. Katou is afraid, anxious, scared, and panicking. He isolates himself once again in his room, unable to come to grip the reality of what he’s done. He feels ashamed, he feels he is a murderer now. With trembling hands, he googles the accident for information. To his shock, Oda did not die. Katou cant believe this. It doesnt make sense. With all that blood loss, Oda should have died. Curious about Oda’s condition, Katou visits him in the hospital. Unbeknownst to Katou, his supernatural ability caused Oda to live, despite his wounds that should have killed him. When he pleaded and called for Oda, this gave him his life back, and in turn killed the driver instead. Also unbeknownst to Katou, Oda now has the same supernatural ability as Katou: hearing everyone’s thoughts. Although, he also has another ability, superhuman strength. When Oda woke up in the hospital bed, he was confused on what happened. When the nurse and doctor came in to explain what happened, he was able to hear their thoughts. He was confused on what that echo in his head was, and asked the doctor and nurse wtf it was and whats going on. Oda also makes it clear these echos are really, really fucking annoying and he wants them to stop. Alarmed at the “auditory hallucinations”, they recommended to keep Oda for longer in the hospital. Oda’s friends from school come to visit, and it only gets worse. Oda can hear all their thoughts, and their truths. That even tho they say stuff like “Miss u! Hope u can get discharged asap” in their heads they are truly thinking the opposite, and hate his guts. Oda now sees these people for who they are, awful 2 faced monsters. He cant stand it. He cant stand being surrounded by monsters like them. And the constant noise of always hearing everyone’s thoughts is too much. He starts to have a mental breakdown due to all this. After he hears the real thoughts of one of his “friends”, he punches him. But bc of his superhuman strength, he fucks up the dudes face bad and causes a fracture. People then stop visiting Oda. Just as well, tho, since he just wants silence and doesnt want these monsters near him. When Katou visits Oda, Oda is wincing, waiting to hear more unwanted thoughts from someone. But then, he hears nothing. Oda, to his shock, cant hear this person’s thoughts. In a frenzy, he immediately gets up and grabs Katou, frantically states “Finally, someone normal!!” this shocks and scares Katou!! What on earth happened to Oda?? He looks weak, frightened, and insane! Completely different from the arrogant cream of the crop bully he once knew! But Katou quickly realizes, he cant hear Oda’s thoughts at all!!! Ecstatic to finally have some peace and a normal person near him, Oda asks Katou a lot of questions like his name etc. And asks Katou to please visit him again tomorrow. Katou, feeling so uncomfortable and not wanting to do this, spinelessly obliges. Katou is confused. why cant he hear Oda’s thoughts? For now, he feels lassoed into pretending to be friends with Oda now, despite hating him so much. The change in Oda’s demeanor was also very shocking for Katou. After being discharged, Oda frequently asks Katou to hangout and stuff. Katou begrudgingly obliges each time. Feeling nauseous at having to humor a fake relationship with the person he hates. Oda desperately wants to always be with Katou, bc Katou is the only person he cant hear the thoughts of and the only source of peace and quiet in his life now. Soon, of course, hanging out with Karou constantly and always thinking about him, Oda started to harbor deeper feelings for Katou. Whether these feelings are love, or simply and obsession, we cant say, Because both are merged so deeply and indistinguishably from each other. Oda also wonders why he cant hear Katou’s thoughts. He comes to a brash conclusion that, perhaps Katou is like him and also has powers? And, if thats the case, then… they were clearly meant to be in each others lives. Katou was, in a way, sent for him…as his savior from all the noise and monsters around him, as a beacon of peace and quiet. Oda then comes to this conclusion, and states “Katou… was sent for me. He is mine..and mine only.” Wanting to confirm his hypothesis, he asks Katou out to karaoke. At karaoke, Oda asks Katou if he can hear thoughts as well? Katou, shocked by this question, begrudgingly says yes. He can hear thoughts. Oda, trembled as soon as Katou said those words. He knew it, he knew Katou was special. His savior. Oda then goes down on his knees and asks Katou to be his savior. This freaks out Katou, and Katou quickly realizes he made a mistake. He quickly says “im going home!” and runs off. Katou, freaking out and panicking in his bed. He cannot believe everything that Oda said. Him? His savior? You gotta be kidding me! He is insane! Of course, Oda follows him home!!! Oda enters Katous room, and katou freaks out more! bc wth!! Oda apologizes for abruptly asking him something so crazy. He states to Katou, he should’ve been clear and started off with his feelings first. Katou is like “Huh? feelings?” and Oda says “Yes. Katou, you’re very special to me. I love you” Katou couldnt believe what he was hearing. How could Oda love someone like him? He wanted him DEAD. He hated him! To fall in love with someone who had that much hatred for you, is foolish. Katou then explains all this to Oda, that he hates him.. he wanted him DEAD, bc of what happened in middle school. Oda listens carefully, his face shocked by what he is hearing. Then Katou admits it was him that got Oda killed. Oda asks him “Did you really make the bus move?” Katou hesitantly says “Yes, of course i mean, how couldnt it have been? i wanted you to die at that moment.. and then the truck started moving.. when you think about it, it had to have been me!” Oda is COMPLETELY ecstatic?????? He is SO happy! he says, “Dont you see?? You CHOSE me! You saved my life! Even though i was so awful to you back then, in the end you still chose to save me.” Which, makes sense. If we remember that at that moment Katou was pleading and begging for Oda to live and be ok. Why did he call out to Oda and beg for him to live if he hated him so much? Lol. Oda then explains to Katou that that day, the driver died and Oda lived, which made no sense considering Oda’s life threatening wounds and the drivers non wounds. This breaks Katou, because he sees now that he really did kill someone.. Oda is beyond happy. He hugs Katou, and kisses him. He thanks Katou for choosing him and being his savior. Oda then rapes Katou (jerjer). Katou, empty and dead inside, is unable to fully grasp everything anymore. He dissociates, because he cant bear it anymore. Oda fully drowns himself in Katou, and never wants to leave his side. One last time, Katou tries to resist, tries to be clear to Oda that he HATES him. Katou wraps his hands around Oda’s neck and tells him his hatred, and that he wished Oda had died back then. If it werent for Oda, then Katou could have a normal life like he wanted. Oda is happy, he chuckles. Nothing Katou could say atp would deter Oda and his love/obsession with him. Oda then lovingly tells Katou, “Dont forgive me then, until the day you die.” Katou then starts crying. He cant take it anymore. He doesnt want this. He doesnt want to be with Oda forever. He just..wants to be normal.. Oda then tenderly caresses Katou, and tells him, Only when we are together can we forget everything and become “normal” again. In this hellish world, the only ones who understand us are each other, and thus should be together forever. He tells Katou they should stay together forever, until the end of their days. Afterwards, Oda states he wants to get an apartment together, so that they never leave each others side. When he leaves, Katou notices the bruises and hickeys all over his body from the sex. Katou is like the hell..and says “What was he thinking leaving these marks all over me.” But then he realizes….why ARE there marks on his body? Shouldnt they have healed by now? Katou then wonders if his body and powers are changing again.. Katou gets a call from Oda(he ignores) and then a message from Oda, asking if they can be together again that day. Katou, unable to deal with this anymore, tries to run off. He says “I have to run, I have to get away from Oda” but Katou runs into a crowd and cannot stand the constant noise of everyones thoughts. He stumbles and sits on the ground, clutching his head, nauseas. Then he starts getting another call from Oda. He cant take it. He starts to panic. Then some rando almost trips on Katou and starts getting in his face. Katou, clearly not socially ept, cannot adequately answer back. The rando pushes Katou and threatens him with a fight. Katou, freaking out and panicking, braces for impact. Then, thankfully, Oda shows up and stops the man. He threatens the man and states he called the police. The man then runs off quickly. Oda then redirects his attention to Katou and asks him if he’s ok and if hes hurt. Katou asks him how he was able to find him and how he knew where he was. Oda responds “I suddenly felt uneasy and went looking for you. Then i saw you wrapped up with that guy, its a good thing i showed up before things got bad” Katou then realizes, for the first time ever, he felt a sense of calmness, relief, and security at seeing Oda’s face. But he is confused. The reason he got into that mess was because he was trying to run away from Oda. Or…did he subconsciously seek Oda out? With this, Katou then thanks Oda for saving him. Oda then says, “You dont need to thank me. Because, Katou, you’re special to me.” Oda then takes Katou to his place so Katou could feel safe and take a breather from what just happened. Katou appreciates it. At Oda’s place, Katou is now reliving what just happened back there. That was so scary and terrifying for Katou. Its traumatic. He starts shaking in a panic, rethinking how bad it could’ve gotten had Oda not found him. Oda then gently and lovingly holds Katou and tells him, “Its alright. Its just you and me here. Nothing scary is going to happen. You can come here whenever things get tough. No one can hurt you in this room, dont worry.” Katou starts tearing up. He wonders why… why being inside Oda’s arms…feels so warm? Katou then starts crying bawling and Oda gently comforts and caresses him. After Katou falls asleep crying, Oda takes it upon him to snuff out anyone that hurts Katou. He prepares a mallet and hides his identity, and goes out to kill the man that hurt Katou that day. As time goes on, they both become dependent on each other, as if they were seeking a high. Oda shows Katou the world of intense pleasure in sex, and Katou becomes dependent on Oda’s warmth and safety. They both become engulfed in each other Over time, Katou loses his powers, and can no longer hear other people’s thoughts. Of course, he doesnt rly seek to hurt himself anymore. As the years go by, his dependency on Oda turns into a strange twisted form of love, like Stockholm syndrome. Katou realizes he cant ever leave Oda, he needs him in his life. He is crazy about him now, which is funny considering he hated him so much in the past. Katou is still anxious and jumpy, and has no social skills, but no longer as depressed now and not suicidal. He comes home every day to Oda like a little puppy, and just becomes engulfed in Oda’s pampering and babying of Katou, with all the love Oda wants to give him. Katou comes to realize, his new fears now are if Oda will leave him one day. Because atp he cant live without him now. Since Katou now also loves Oda. He admits to himself, if Oda ever left him, he’d beg and cry for him not to. Oda is now beyond happy. He gets to now live with the one important and special person in his life. At some point, after Katou lost his ability to hear other’s thoughts and became normal, Oda was then able to hear Katou’s thoughts! Oda, of course, lovingly welcomed this change. Of course he doesnt tell Katou about it, that he already been knew that Katou’s powers have been gone for years and he has now been able to hear his thoughts. Oda loves this. We also see that Oda takes it upon himself to murder every single person that ever hurts Katou, including the bullies who made his life miserable in middle school. Oda thinks its so silly for Katou to have these anxieties about their relationship atp. Because even if Katou no longer had powers, Oda would absolutely never leave him. Oda is beyond obsessed and in love with Katou now. Nothing can ever tear them apart. And u know what? Katou is fine with that now. END
Kemono no Gochisou, Hijoushoku
NO JERJER!!! Cute story but all 3 chapters they’re just pussyfooting around their feelings. SHOUNEN AI
Ani no Senaka
nice & cute. short jerjers
Ashita wa Docchi Da!