I accidently listen a Youtube's recommended song, which happen to be this song https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e4rg15tsWHs&list=PLN7flnDyKn62g85IlPpcCQenpnQEO7z_H&index=1. I listened to this while reading 'Orange' from first to last chapter. To me, half of the feeling come from 'Orange', and half from the song. The first time reading shoujo made me feel so painfully heavy. Yet the story still really amazing and beautiful.
Maybe it's also because the story's so accurate as well.
Although there are conflicts and nonsenses and typical-ordinary details but let's just ignore that and focus at them damn feeling.
Orange (takano Ichigo)