idek's manga / #royalty(34)

last read 51. dark and depressing, fl is really sad, got no love, got no one. but she got a loyal guard who I think they're getting mutual love but that's a dead end cos she's tied to the suposid ml.. ml is so cold and heartless, he may care for her but he doesn't show it at all. idek if he likes her at all or if he's just against the guard staying cos it could ruin his plan.. prob that. I really don't think he possess such a thing as love. and he has made it clear that he's only using fl for her royal blood line to success into power. currently, fl discovered the sister she thought she poisoned is still alive and went to find and talk to her. I really don't feel like fl feels the joy or see the reason to live? she said she thought she would feel (?exhilarated?) when she rose above her sister, but instead? i think she feels dead inside, without anyone, without any care, feeling like a puppet, just an acting head when the other guy's the one in real power :( idek how this will turn out, will that guy love her? or will fl elope w the guard? (she mentioned she doesn't even fear of loosing that guy anymore, and she recently pawned her couple earing for money to buy bread) will she stay the empress or give the position to her sister? ooo the potential ;oh! and I swear, that younger brother (dogyeol) will bring trouble, he prob hates his older brother and maybe even the fl and will help fl to escape or something to throw his older brother's plan off , it's not a matter of it, it's when, but he'll betray.

last read 6. just getting started, confusion, nothing happened between fl and her dad but he's being real kind and caring towards her?? and straying from the plot, he is cold towards the other daughter? and that ml.. he.. how is he won over so easily.. literally, she just told her dad it was her fault so he doesn't have to be punished further and nowadays she just admire his looks. literally. that's it. and he's already blushing and standing up for her??? crazy. so far, it feels pretty shallow and the fl is weak/kinda dislikable. (she stumbled upon the other daughter earlier than planned and lol. she needed others to step in and she couldn't even mutter a single word. and dk if the other daughter is evil or nor yet, but she sure has resentment? isn't happy w how her dad basically ignored and casted her aside in favor of fl - understandable).

swear i was reading this? or was it another with a similar plot.. was she the one learning etiquettes.. ? don't think so... maybe i haven't read this

last read 9. interesting and unique plot. fl is tsurendre, ml is whipped (but still hasn't confessed), side girl possess flash back of past memory. 2 modern people give commentary into the game's ml head, helping him interpret fl meaning. it should be sweet and cute but it all happens so swiftly that I feel numb to it, I don't feel emotionally invested. ml just suddenly thinks fl is super cute after the commentary. it's just like bam, cool, accept it, 180 new person. fun read, not for feels. and the way of the story telling.. meh

last read ch 23. how depressing. fl has a bratty font and can't express herself (her soft feelings) due to her cold upbringing - she needed to hurt others or cause a ruckus to gain attention, otherwise she is ignored, thus she doesn't know how to protect her self nor show affection. She is also alone, without anyone to count on - the only salvation she sees for herself is the ml. but the ml hates(?) her, he thinks she's despicable and not suited for the empress position. However, he is attracted to her? he thinks she's pretty but also think she is poison for him cos if he let himself go w her and accept her he would be swept away and lose himself? anyway. tragic. im really worried for fl. she's a jealous wild flower, but like a flower, is fragile. She has some crazy episodes? she dreams of her mother abandoning her and gets lost - mix into reality when she woke after being sick - and only 1 of her trusted childhood maid knows. AND IM STRESSED. this princess from another country came and idk, im worried he will use her - make her the empress (since the girl is more sensible and mellow) WHAT WOULD HAPPEN TO FL????!? ((just noticed this is written by the same author as Sad Love Story. wheres the tragedy tag in this. *cry)) ml cares a bit for her tho? he knows she ignores it when she's hurt, and fl has already said she's his woman (yet he dare say no, what From the comments, seems like that tragedy tag isn’t just for show.. their relationship will be toxic till the end? Webtoon ending is diff to novel, in novel she dies from being burned alive by a maid she abused in the past and the ml went crazy after that and went back to calling maids in in hopes that fl would come barging in again and kinda lived a lonely existence after?

last read vol 3 ch 12.1. everyone other than the fl and hopefully ml is annoying me to death. ml is so passive as well god. make a move. I beg u. fight for her before she falls for that annoying as rightous tackless prince ugh. and her half sister is so annoying. read the damn atmosphere and stop bothering her. yeet urself woman. she's also a rightous tackles annoyance. so what if she's "nice" and bright. she's why too bothersome and u can't help but dislike her. I just want to see ml go get her already. rn she only thinks of him as a little brother. fl is kinda dumb aa well. dk how of all possibilities she thought becoming a nun will be the solution. not much brain. welp. she is only like 17 rn and died previously around 18. sigh. it's just so stupid cos when she died previously her last thought was what if of a simple life with a husband, kinda look like living a commoner life. but when she reincarnates it's to become a freaking nun??!? u could start a business? go life w ur aunt?something??? but nooo, they just used her wanting to become a nun as a no brainner excuse to conclude why she ain't doing anything. and she suddenly thinks if her half sister ends w the pri ce shell be free so now she tries to help her to improve and try to get them to interact. its so stupid. again. why. this. conclusion. do u have a brain? when she's always preeching that she wants to avoid the two. ugh. this is a simple read but the holes in the plot/how basic it is..sigh. and I don't like the prince w that damn attitude and thin long tied hair. ugh.

last read 16. rather shallow fl. she's 17. a true dumb simple villan. ml is quality. he's so good looking, good temperament (looks gentle on surface but got srs scars in his heart and is real sad inside), great juicy past full of desper and sadness w added august. man. great potential on ml but fl really isn't pulling the weight. she's so set on winning against the other girl and only like ml for his looks. she doesn't appear to care much about him as a person. it's sad. I feel sad for him. he can do so much better than these two :( man. want to introduce him to some great fl from other novels. sigh. hopefully the fl will gain some heart and grow up a bit. it isn't all a competition. there's someone else on the line. stop hurting my boy. sigh. but guess fl is the only way he'll be happy... since that's the point of this :/ the ml really is tragic tho. he got no one. even his close aid is the diciple of the wizard that cursed him. and the wizard is the other girl's grandfather. true tragedy. fl knows all this cept the aide really being the dicicle, but don't think she's smart enough to do good w it.. tho she iw fl so it'll all work out for her

last read ch8. ?? ml(?)(red hair) is a true tyrant who killed fl's parents in front of her. fl is set to kill ml but we havent seen any plotting, skills nor anything to back that up - only "i will kill you" lol. ml has a condition? curse? we dont know. and only fl (supposedly) will help him end the pain. he only thinks and treats her as his property lol. (but i think the author is trying to hint that he may be feeling more for her than he lets on with him 1) visiting a granny who's good w kids to get advice on how to win(?/please?) fl for ~7 years 2) listening to fl when she told him to not shed blood on her bday (which others found surprising) 3) he was possessive? /unnaturally(to himself) ticked off when blond dude got too close to fl (he aint said anything about that butler that she's real close and hugs tho). blondie is fishy. red is a jerk. (dont think he can be redeemed. he freaking killed all his previous queens just to 'threaten' fl's mum lol. and he even killed one just cos she coughed during dinner and it ruined his appetite lmao. lets watch the author try to explain that as ml was actually in harm and very troubled w these senseless killing.) fl isn't particularly likable nor is she dislikable. need more ch.

last read ch55. love the fl, she's calm, smart and strong. she appears stoic but is actually pretty cute underneath hehe. ml tho.. her brother looks so much more handsome than ml. ml just looks plain and simple. he's the real sturdy, dependent and just guy lol. still handsome but her brother is just on another level. her brother is also evil as hell lol. he got some srs problem, a smart evil. rn, fl proposed the idea and reasoning to ml to marry her and become emperor and he's considering it - but he's a very righteous guy so will prob take a while? tho he is smart. fl's mother and brother uses her only. but seems like she has some good people around her like her maid and prob another girl who we havent seen yet. (fl can also use magic-drawn type??? that is long lost???? didnt explain how she knew..) Ml has fallen for fl and fl is falling too. They’re such good dynamics, they balance eo out and help in aspects they’re lacking (ml is a bit too upright so fl does the behind the scene work, while fl method might be a bit cold? And she knows, and ml helps her to guide her back on the right path). They’re such a good couple and his warmth is melting her TT but she’s still hung up on him falling in love w the other girl 2 yrs later as in the past. Dk if she will close her heart because of that. But am sure ml won’t give up cos that hahaha

last read ch19. fl is really calm, sassy(?) strong and elegant. she really is set on not falling for ml and living a stable comfortable unemployed life as a queen who doesnt receive any love from the king and is friends w the other girl (empress). too bad ml has fallen for her hueheu. tho he is so feeling noob. he doesn't express his love for her and is always working :T so she got no feelings for him lol. the other girl is starting to have feelings for ml. she's really annoying. no class and loud. she is a b too. she had the chance to leave but chose to stay and want to know ml better cos her heart started thumping ugh. she knows he is married and has feelings for his queen. begone thout! the governer/prince likes fl? somethings there..? anyway, the plot is going very different from what fl read in her previous life. girl appeared late, ml personality isn't as bad, the prince's existence was never mentioned and there's now mysterious attacks bearing the symbols of the temple.. (( wish the other girl will just yeet herself out this and ml will gain the balls to confess properly instead of saying ï'm invested in you as a person."lol. and show her some romance to woo her T T) ml has some cute moments but i think theyre hardly occuring in the precesne of fl!!! what a lost. the art is quite pretty/handsome.