idek's manga / #historical(52)

last read 52. hoohoohohohoh this is goooood. funny, her father, brothers and servants dotes and love her so much hahahahahaha theyre so protective of her ahahah she has been in a coma for 12 years (since 6yrso) now she awoken with memories of another life and this life - the other life felt like a nightmare to her cos she only had one person she could count on - her bf- and he died. fl is so fresh, pure, innocent and cute TT a little rabbit who loves her family TT and has fallen into the beast's hands TTT i think she is developing an interest (blushes) in ml and takes pity on him cos he is similar to her past life - alone and kinda alcoholic. so she goes to feed him as he requests. ml is so much like a beast u gotta wonder. he doesnt have feelings but he has been feeling something foreign for fl - he wants to hug her yet he wants to eliminate her cos she is causing him to have such feelings that he does not understand and he finds annoying and frustrating but he also doesn't want to eliminate her cos he would feel disappointed if he doesn't get to see her. can't wait for more interactions between them!!! and how he will grow to his feelings heuehuehehuu (and if he will become less of a beast or keep his ways..) hohohohooh fl really is likeable tho~ how she didn't get scared of ml and is such a little flower of sunshine uwu but yeah, the plot is kinda slow.. but it's only ch 20. and its been pretty cute lmao. girl still doesnt know his identity;; she's way too pure and goodness whoa; and ml is slowly becoming a sweetie for her uwuwuwuwu he has accepted? that he loves her hehehehe but fl doesn't really seem to feel the same way lol she's just helping a poor little kid and trying to turn him into human ahahahha current 33 - fl straightout said she doesnt want to be crown princess to him ahahhahahaha she still doesnt know he is the crown prince Fl realised she likes ml, ml is going to reveal himself as the crown prince, he really loves her and is holding back his beastly side cos he’s afraid she would run away. // the trans for the last few ch went down the gutter? The visual quality is good but the words, it’s either my brain went mush or the trans came straight out of google translate. good hearted dude came and started transing it, but i was really not in the mood. their relationship, the main couple's chemistry... am i mistaken to think it's rather... stale? one dimentional? basic? idk. doesn't help that girl feels so plain as well.. it's just like floating, and ml is so one way train? maybe trying to trans by testing myself to ch52 (see the comparison), drained me too much lol.

apparently the author lost their copyright to the work to the publishing company. so they can't continue this.. everyone in the comments say this is a masterpiece TTT it's been like 3 years... the author has also started another work (song of the sky walkers) and is updating that instead..

last read ch 46. omg. this is so sweet. literal uwu. ml and fl are sosososososo sweet, cute, considerate and just ugh. great. ml is so gentle and caring and omg he wants to protect her so badly TT turns out they both have sad past - theyre both illigement children who wanted love but was used as puppets instead. ml is an illigement child of the emperor but the emperor is cold hearted and even gave poison for him to drink and thus turned his left arm into a stone like ugly thing and need medicine every few hours to control the pain he feels throughout his body TT but fl somehow makes him feel better TTTT and he feels like she is someone very familiar and they both weirdly feel comfortable and relaxed around eo TTTTTTT theyre such a cute couple and their morals and personality are such gold. ml is also such a cutie TT fl is trying to not fall for him.. fl found out it was actually the emperor who ordered her to be killed in last life and not her dad.. fl can see fairies now, can face against wizards and got the stone pillar's protection which makes her able to heal - weirdly the fairy told her to not use her healing power on humans? she agreed to marry him! to work together! common goal! ml also doesnt want to stay under the emperor's thumb anymore, so she helps and he will give protection to her. ml likes her tho uwuwuw theyre both pretty and handsome as well; fl is really strong mentally! and ml really cares, respects and acknowledges her uwuwuwuw cries New character ~ Jin , the red eyed dude who reeks danger but is real sweet with fl TT feel sad for him that he missed the chance/ it wasn’t meant to be between him and fl :( her father and brother are truly trash. but she's staying strong and brilliant, and the duke has come to the rescue TT he's taking her away since they're officially engaged ml's house servants are all(?) really nice and truly cares for the him :(( but he doesn't really know, but fl knows and hopes he will see that as well :'))) he's so considerate;; he's trying to keep a little distance between them (like not seeking to keep her by his side always) because be doesn't want to become obsessed w her since he think he needs to be ready to let her go and be free later on?? seems like fl doesn't really know why he thinks like this either?? (mayb i just forgot some plot). and girl. she's so gentle and steady TT she moved to his house but right away the emperor called him :( the emperor is so evil :((( he made the disease advance more.. apparently the emperor has some power or connection with the control of that disease

last read 65. BWahaahahhaha this is literally gag. fun and likable so far. fl has to pretend to be an extreme villaness (like a crazy seductrus who has ml whipped) cos ml said that's the only way she can survive the assassins since he got too many enemy how wants him to have a weakness) // asdflksjlkjl the plot is all messed up ahahhaha and fl has a mysterious bg??! she found the book that wrote exactly what happens but also remembered it was given to her as a child by someone she forgot... and she magically could chant spell of another language (from the book) ,, hidden power??! she might be more powerful than ml??! fl and ml is so cute tgt. love fl's personality, she's so lovable huheuheue rn theyve captured the dragon, it turned chibi ahahha They’re such a lovely and sweet couple TTTTTT the ml also knows how to admit his mistakes and apologise and comfort fl and said he will do better and not have a next time TTTTTTTT Ml s blood thrusts for the blood of others, he has been controlling it but after the next war he will become crazy (according to the novel author that’s in place as well) best couple everrr. theyre so sweet. ugh. and understanding. ugh. love. anyway, think girl is the grand sorcerous who did some mojo (thus not much power and memory lost) cos she was looking for a way to help ml to get rid of that evil blood from his body. such a happy read ahahhahah boy giving so much trust and power to her uwu

last read xh30. this is so good!!! very unique and fl is so strong uwuwuwuwu and lol, ml as a wolf is pretty funny, hes all fierce but got scared by her so easily ahahshha, the fl is very nonchalant about producing a heir for ml Omg omg omg Theo turned into a hulk sjdjdhjdjd and fl confused him with her past tragic love and got really emotional and dramatic with him, even kissing uwu ch24 cough cough.. she thought he also reincarnated but it doesn’t seem to be so TTT tho I bet there’s a connection even if he doesn’t possess the memories. I wonder how their dynamics will change from now!!! And if he will stay in human form ... i'm not digging ml's looks nor personality... he's too soft and naïve in a non-cute way... blah, i was just expecting some dangerous cool cold man for her. sigh. he's alright i guess... understanding/reasonable personality.

last read ch53. ml isnt the prince! i think it's the ice knight !!! he's so pretty~ fl is acting as naive to fool the people who are using her. ml became her knight (herlubad?) and ren is the red hair tyrant cousin, dk whats his deal but he should want the duke and her to fall since theyre the one that's supressing his family name (binding them as subordinates). she is acting as the real veronica (she was exposed last life), and now is taunting him to insite him to bring the dukedom to end - but the ch ended when he was played by her to fall during dance and he laughing Omg. How foolish of me. Ml isn’t the knight. It’s the prince. Cyan. Knight is way too plain rn I think this is the first ml w turquoise eyes o.o he’s a mystery rn and idk how their relationship will be smoothed over w the past trauma fl susutsined from him, saying he never loved her, distain her and their child, never cared for her? and she was his misery and stuff. .. it got dropped. ch60 is the last ch. apparently author's contract expired and they left(?) since it wasn't earning enough... at least there's a novel ver and it's compeleted (still in translation)

last read ch38. i read the novel till around this part too, after the evil girl hired assassins to kill fl during hunt but got ml involved as well and hurt instead. she isn't going to find the evidence to convict her. and ml doesn't want to let her go either. what really is the reason that he is so dependent and inseparable from the evil b? his past seems like he was abused? was he brainwashed to think the evil girl is his only redemption and cure? anyway, he real weak. truly dislike brainwashed mls who "loves" the evil girl. he has some qable moments like him taking the arrow for fl or him showing distress? when he witnesses fl sacrificing herself? idk. is he drugged? anyway. i dont think he can redeem himself unless he orders the evil b to be tortured and life a life worse than death. bah. and fl is pretty darn realistic with how she didnt turn into an evil smart genius that gives slaps after slaps - cos even tho it's satisfying, it's pretty unrealistic, lets be honest. she only went back 3 years to 19yro and is pretty powerless and only doing what she can best do. story pacing is done so choppy lol. it's like the literally tried to fit every highlight from the novel into here, missing some explanations and cutting process. and the drawing is kind of extreme ahhaha when they glare, get tense or give evil eyes it's like a whole other genre haahahhaahha. and it's kinda boring at times since there's so much words and explanations and inner dialog conflicts, but it may be cos ive read the novel counterpart so i knew it all lol 3.5/4 stars?

last read ch 32 . so gooood. girl is so cool, strong, likable, and wow. and dude is cool too TT fl is doing the sword competition to win the herb to save ml mum and thus gain his favour, but I think ml has already kinda become interested in her, it said she broke through his wall hohoho it's so interesting. she's part fairy and has unlimited supply of mana as well., art style is different than the cover, that's just the promo art, the real art is better ,, drool// looks like they updated the cover the art is beautiful and bright, but the story is so dark; it's such a jux;; like something sinister is lurking;; but so goooood;; the ml looks soooo innocent and pure and sweeet when facing her, he's just so soft; the feeling of a fresh blossoming youth;; but there are questionable moments that he looks kinda twisted and obsessive; well, he was a tyrant last life and fl is shaping him into a tyrant this life too;; he trusts her so much; like devoted everything; blindly listening to her wish;; oh boy, he's obsessed with her;;; girl wants to focus on revenge and feels there's no place for emotions like excitement and love, but i wonder if that has changed or will change;;; fl is 20 and ml is like what? 18? rn, he just got made into the crown prince. TTT ml is Whipped. truly devoted, he wants to give the world to her. meanwhile, fl has been a sword for too long, it's hard for her to feel.. she doesn't love him but she trusts him. she believes she has trained him to be obedient to her, but oh boy, did she underestimate how obessesd he is w her. she doesn't know/comprehend that he loves and desires her. (dude literally had a wet dream of her :') she tried setting him up w a girl for marriage but ml threatened her reeeeeaally bad that she escaped to another nation and married ahahah, but fl didn't think ml forced that girl (cos he "obedient" to her) and just thought it was her wrong judgement. fl brothers regrets their past actions and wants to get close to her. (in past life, her blond hair brother was actually really depressed and looking her her - like he didn't know where she dissapeared to; fl's memory is a bit vague since it's been 400 years; did the emperor turn her into a sword wo her family's knowledge??) i hope she will love ml too TT he cray cray for uuuuuu

Last read ch42. The drawing was a little jarring at first but they use a lot of comedic elements so it’s rather acceptable and even slightly likeable now. Ml is always blushing and staring at fl w gazes of honey uwu and he doesn’t even know his feelings yet. He’s sweet to fl and respects her, u could clearly see how he started to fall for her and how genuine he is. Fl is lively and strong, likeable and cute haha, she’s like a wild horse but with sense. Tho she’s hung up on how in the novel ml ends up w this poor girl and how they are fated love, so she must not love him and must divorce after a year. She totally ignored the fact that the whole reason why ml even fell for that girl was because he lost 3 important people to him and thus became an alcoholic, gambler and all sorts of down and the girl came like the saviour /light. But fl has already curbed the problem at its root since she’s the one who married ml. So on what premises would ml even pay attention to that girl?? Anyway, rn they’re slowly getting to spend more time w eo, she gets along great w his relatives. Ml is falling, fl is oblivious and not really yet, ml thinks fl has someone else in her heart

last read ch40. this is sooooo confusing, the plot just jumps here and there, and ml randomly started liking fl lol. literally, they met when girl was a kid and he hate(? well, at least he says so) humans, but ends up helping fl lots and helped her for 5 yrs, now 5yrs later, his heart throbs at jelly materials????? ok. art is iffy, looks good sometimes but really questionable others. fl doesn't look pretty like the cover yet, still a kid/youth. anyway, the basis of the plot is interesting and pretty unique (fl is a half blood and thus can see ghosts; ml has memory lost and relies on another slimy very contradictive and questionable person who apparently saved him and knows his past but doesn't tell him and does things/advices ml in the name of it's good for you, trust me. lmao.) but the story is so badly put tgt that ive no clue whats going on and dont feel the chemistry between the leads (girl fell for him since a kid tho).