idek's manga / #dark(4)

last read ch16.2. really interesting. fl turns strong (mentally) sometimes, like her personality becomes twisted-ish/gansta, but she's still very upright normal commoner. ml is such an enigma. u would think he's total trash, stalker, player, psycho and a total creep who's just obsessed w fl, but that moment when he called fl's grandpa, the way he spoke??? about how him being mistaken as a stalker was the only way to stay close and look after her???? that got me confused about how much of him is an act and if he really does actually like her. fl certainty doesn't like him but i think she's getting used to him and getting a bit too close, and i don't think she even knows that herself. ((ml keeps saying he likes her but still sleeps w other girls, he doesn't like them per say and doesn't find joy in speaking to them? or see them as accepting him? he uses this to get connections.. also think he's deeply possessive and jealous. he can't handle the idea that she might leave him or her and shouma tgt, also think he is a bit off in reaction to her saying that yeah, i do have a lot of acquaintances, after he asked her based on his observation... and he was so obsessed w her kidney... he apparently brought train tickets himself to fl's city to see her years back when they shoudn't have even known eo, but he apparently didnt end up being able to see her? hmm

ml is so sweet and cute (although a bit psycho) TTTT they're actually twins seperated at birth after their loving parents got brutally murdered by their jealous neighbour TT ml is so adob like a puppy (action and looks) (and it was explained in the end note by the author, it was cos she based him off her puppy hahaha) (she explained how when he did something wrong and was scolded he doesn't feel guilt/remorse(?) like how a dog breaks a vase and gets scolded by their owner; and how he's so strong because he lacks this concept of guilt/what is acceptable) he's a total sweetie :( and he's a genius too :(( tho i dont really get towards the ending why he needed to reveal everything to the police and not just go underhanded way like he has previously done hmm and also at the end, he felt more.. naive? childish? innocent than before? but he may have always been this way/also cos he doesnt have so much worries anymore - w his brother at his side - he really has an independence on his twin tho.. wonder how he would react if his brother got a gf/marries... the webtoon ended on a happy note tho; the older brother is studying psychology - maybe he can use that to help ml

last read ch 8.

Last read ch54. Akshsjshshs this.. ml is so twisted, I don’t think even I can handle it. I’m always suspicious about him even when his thoughts are revealed, it’s only at near 50s that I can kinda trust him? He truely likes fl…? Idk, his thoughts are too twisted but at least fl is the only one that makes him emotional, the one that he can’t live without. And he’s (very) possessive of her. They’re married and confessed to eo, even (finally) got intimate? So think their relationship is pretty stable? Tho her ex crush isn’t giving up lol. He was a sunny boy who turned into a playboy and now just a desperate boy, bye boy. Another webtoon that gets me antsy. Dark undertone/plot, just heavy. No fluff. Even when fluff is show (which was mostly at the start? Or nah?) I don’t fall for it cos he sus! He looks so fake and oh I just can’t believe him. Plus, I don’t like the dynamics of him calling her Miss or Lady, it’s putting a wall between them and she doesn’t like the associations of that word (since she isn’t a real wealthy girl and these people who call her Miss are the ones who took her in when her parents died and are the real wealthy ones). Would give this a 5 but it’s too dark and have me feeling unstable.